Unsent messages to ARIANA
From: ABC
To: ariana
Date: May 7, 2024, 6:38 pm UTC
I didn't choose him at all, it seemed you didn't even want to be an option!
From: ABC
To: ariana
Date: April 24, 2024, 9:53 am UTC
I wish I could work up the courage to talk to you more
From: ABC
To: ariana
Date: April 24, 2024, 3:25 am UTC
i hope you know how many times you hurt me and i still stayed.
From: ABC
To: ariana
Date: April 15, 2024, 7:58 am UTC
Why couldn't you love me how he does?
I wish you were still my girlfriend. In another life maybe.
From: ABC
To: ariana
Date: March 26, 2024, 4:31 pm UTC
I’m sorry for hurting you. I love you so much.
From: ABC
To: ariana
Date: February 9, 2024, 3:37 pm UTC
Show me, man. I don't feel any love on my end. Why would I keep barking up that tree?
From: ABC
To: ariana
Date: January 13, 2024, 11:29 pm UTC
all I’ve ever wanted was for us to work out.
From: ABC
To: ariana
Date: December 28, 2023, 8:05 pm UTC
I really like what we have going right now and I hope you do too.
From: ABC
To: ariana
Date: December 13, 2023, 5:42 am UTC
Ari it's me... you know who it is please come back to me my luvs
From: ABC
To: ariana
Date: November 1, 2023, 6:05 am UTC
coming back on here to remind myself you're not mine. hope you're well.
From: ABC
To: ariana
Date: October 22, 2023, 3:55 am UTC
i wish you liked me back like how you like him
From: ABC
To: ariana
Date: October 20, 2023, 11:05 am UTC
we were supposed to be best friends until the end but you betrayed me. i hope u realize what u did
From: ABC
To: ariana
Date: October 19, 2023, 1:41 am UTC
you taught me what love feels like
From: ABC
To: ariana
Date: October 14, 2023, 5:43 pm UTC
stop texting me when she isn’t answering you
From: ABC
To: ariana
Date: October 13, 2023, 9:30 am UTC
whenever youre ready to try again, ill be waiting where we first met with open arms
From: ABC
To: ariana
Date: September 26, 2023, 3:12 am UTC
why do u act like u like me then u dont
From: ABC
To: ariana
Date: September 21, 2023, 1:48 am UTC
Knowing you never loved me made it easier to move forward in life. I wish you the best.
From: ABC
To: ariana
Date: September 14, 2023, 5:24 am UTC
i wasn't enough for you, but i hope you find someone who is. you're perfect. don't stop shining.
From: ABC
To: ariana
Date: September 2, 2023, 2:57 pm UTC
I wish I could find a way for you to care about me more
From: ABC
To: ariana
Date: August 25, 2023, 2:07 am UTC
your betrayal really hurt, but I can't help but miss you.
From: ABC
To: ariana
Date: August 14, 2023, 2:31 am UTC
Take care of him, he has a beautiful heart
From: ABC
To: ariana
Date: August 3, 2023, 2:19 am UTC
u’ll always be my first love, i wish u nothing but the best <3
From: ABC
To: ariana
Date: July 15, 2023, 10:34 pm UTC
yes yes i do like you. i
am afraid to write the stronger word.
From: ABC
To: ariana
Date: January 17, 2021, 5:26 am UTC
i'm not even sure I'm messaging you at all. I'm just driving myself nuts trying to hang on to all the little memories I have of your laugh. your smile... I never got to see those big brown eyes enough... I wish you wore your glasses more... maybe you would've seen how spineless I was from the start...
From: ABC
To: ariana
Date: January 17, 2021, 5:15 am UTC
we have to just admit I was the wrong person. this all sucks. but I wish you'd talk to me directly n not on here...
From: ABC
To: ariana
Date: January 16, 2021, 1:36 am UTC
u know what hurts is when u're trying to force a connection with someone who isn't ready for it. that hurt.
From: ABC
To: ariana
Date: January 15, 2021, 2:16 pm UTC
fuck you fuck you fuck you. i’ve always been the one in your shadow. i looked up to you and worshipped you. you were supposed to be my best friend. you ditched me at my worst because i was too sad. you were emotionally unavailable when we were friends. you enabled the thing with my ex to happen. that’s why z messaged me when you broke up with him. he knew as well as i did that it was you. it was always you. 2019 summer proved it. you could have saved our friendship. you could have saved it. you had that fucking choice and you chose his side of the story. let me tell you that hurts. i did everything for you. i came back from liverpool crying. because you wouldn’t listen. HIM OF ALL PEOPLE. when i asked you why you couldn’t give an answer. you didn’t value me. you never cared. you’re as heartless as they say you are. we’re on speaking terms again but you don’t like a. a has done more for me than you ever could have. fuck u. i’m not as angry as i used to be i just wish i’d seen it sooner
From: ABC
To: ariana
Date: January 15, 2021, 1:21 pm UTC
and as much as I am detaching from the screen, I am making my way back to you. I'm in a mess right now, but I'm going to clean it up. I need you back and I can't deny my truth anymore, especially now... I know it's probably too late but I'm going to come home, Susan. I promise.
From: ABC
To: ariana
Date: January 13, 2021, 12:27 am UTC
Hola, te extraño como a nada, te necesito para vivir.
Fuiste el unico que valoro mi ser y no le importo mi cuerpo, te amo y siempre te amare mi niño guapo
From: ABC
To: ariana
Date: January 12, 2021, 7:22 pm UTC
I know I'm not your best friend, and probs never will be, but you are mine. You add so much to my life and I love you so much. I'm, not even jealous or anything that I'm not your best friend but I wish I could tell you you're mine without making things awkward as you are so wonderful and important to me
From: ABC
To: ariana
Date: January 12, 2021, 9:18 am UTC
DarĂa mi vida para que tu mamá siguiera viva y asĂ tĂş no hayas tenido que vivir tan vacĂa.
Espero que seas muy feliz ahora que no estoy, te juro que traté de hacer más por ti. En mi corazón siempre estarás, por favor, trata de ser feliz. ¿Ok?
From: ABC
To: ariana
Date: January 6, 2021, 4:54 am UTC
Hey idk if you've been typing out to me on here but I'd really appreciate you hitting me up sometime so maybe we can work something out :)
From: ABC
To: ariana
Date: January 6, 2021, 12:14 am UTC
I think I have this overwhelming fear - even if I did leave, it wouldn't work out how I want it to. I can't break another heart to set mine free, not yet at least.
From: ABC
To: ariana
Date: January 3, 2021, 6:50 pm UTC
i wish you knew how happy you made me in march. you made my world bright again. but that’s in the past, right ? it’s time to move on and since it’s now 2021 , i will do it this year and i will leave the love i have for you in 2020. and it will stay there.
From: ABC
To: ariana
Date: January 2, 2021, 6:35 pm UTC
the whole situation really blew me away; I couldn't understand your friends treating someone so brilliant and bright the same way people in my life we're treating me, so I started feeling guilty. I began second guessing myself because I didn't want to be the one guy who came in and made you change in ways you never meant to, I didn't want to suffocate you with my need to feel important. I just wanted to know I was important in the grand scheme of your cosmos, but I didn't, so I just ran away. I'm sorry for that, I wish I could tell you all that has happened and all that I felt so maybe we could understand that neither of us meant to hurt each other. I know you're going places in life and that makes so fucking happy, baby. I'm sorry I never made you feel like I truly love you. I'm not the person I was when we were back in 2016, but I'll always love the remnants of yellow you embroidered into my heart. I still wish we were together, but I wouldn't have learned so much about myself if I had kept up the fake smiles and the sickeningly unrealistic optimism to distract me from my trauma. I'll grow old with your name on my veins, Susan. I love you yesterday, today, and tomorrow. I love you in every painting ever demolished and every sunrise chased to the edge. don't forget you're worth every bit of life. I'd give it all away just to give you mine.. but I'll take my heart back so you can feel safe without that burden.
From: ABC
To: ariana
Date: January 1, 2021, 5:26 pm UTC
we were friends for three years and you always hurt me, my sexual assault was not your story to tell and I hate you for taking his side but I miss how we were before you changed. you're a good person deep down, were just too different now.
From: ABC
To: ariana
Date: January 1, 2021, 5:12 am UTC
A part of me misses you. But with time it starts to fade. Hope you have better friendships than this one.
From: ABC
To: ariana
Date: December 26, 2020, 12:13 pm UTC
the difference of having someone who actively participates in the relationship around for the holidays is crazy. Hope you find your's.
From: ABC
To: ariana
Date: December 22, 2020, 1:53 pm UTC
bullshit, you fucking miss me.
nah you probably don't and that makes me happy :) ilyfaa
From: ABC
To: ariana
Date: December 20, 2020, 3:29 am UTC
you've shown me how to love. you've shown me how to spread a love i used to dream of, the love that you write about. i wish one day i can show you how important you are. you are so beautiful. so mesmerizing. so heartwarming. so fucking ethereal. thank goodness for you to have come into my life. i thank you so much.
From: ABC
To: ariana
Date: December 17, 2020, 10:15 pm UTC
you left such a dent on my mental health over the years. sometimes i feel guilty about ghosting you but then all the memories of your innocent manipulation come flooding back. sometimes i think maybe i was the problem, and maybe i was a part of it, but you were the one in the wrong here. god, why were you like that? why did you tell so many lies, why couldnt you keep a best friend without feeling the need to replace them after six months? why couldnt you see that all i ever tried to do was help you? whatever. im probably just being overdramatic, but ill never forget what it feels like to text your best friend, sobbing, wanting to die, and have them be too high to listen. hope you have a good life, but i dont ever want to talk to you again.
From: ABC
To: ariana
Date: December 15, 2020, 3:30 am UTC
Se que crees que soy como todos, solo una persona mas pero si supieras lo que es odiarse a si mismo por como actĂşa y es, imagĂnate todos los defectos que me puede decir mi familia en 1 minuto, 14 y mas. Todos los dias son 24 horas que no salto. AYUDA es lo que dirĂ© con una risa o sonrisa.
From: ABC
To: ariana
Date: December 15, 2020, 1:28 am UTC
Supe de este proyecto por tik tok y realmente anhelo que te topes con este mensaje. Te amo, feliz aniversario
From: ABC
To: ariana
Date: December 13, 2020, 7:49 am UTC
Hey loser :) you might already know this, but I have a huge crush on you... even though my feelings for you are so strong, you need to be happy. So here's me letting go and more or less forcing myself to get over you
