From: ABC
To: ariana
Date: January 15, 2021, 2:16 pm
fuck you fuck you fuck you. i’ve always been the one in your shadow. i looked up to you and worshipped you. you were supposed to be my best friend. you ditched me at my worst because i was too sad. you were emotionally unavailable when we were friends. you enabled the thing with my ex to happen. that’s why z messaged me when you broke up with him. he knew as well as i did that it was you. it was always you. 2019 summer proved it. you could have saved our friendship. you could have saved it. you had that fucking choice and you chose his side of the story. let me tell you that hurts. i did everything for you. i came back from liverpool crying. because you wouldn’t listen. HIM OF ALL PEOPLE. when i asked you why you couldn’t give an answer. you didn’t value me. you never cared. you’re as heartless as they say you are. we’re on speaking terms again but you don’t like a. a has done more for me than you ever could have. fuck u. i’m not as angry as i used to be i just wish i’d seen it sooner