Unsent messages to ARIANA

bruh ur so petty leave me alone i actually found someone that makes me happy i don’t need ur little pet commenting dumbass shit on my posts shoo ur annoying

Girl don't even get me started on how much I hate you. You destroyed and ruined me. You made all my confidence go down the drain. You made me so insecure about myself and I hate you for it. I don't get it we used to be best friends, what happened, what did I do. I didn't deserve it, at least I don't think I don't. When you first stopped including me, I thought maybe you just forgot about me and that it was an accident. Then eventually I realized it was never an accident. You didn't like me and I still don't know why. I used to be so outgoing and spoke freely without a care because I knew you wouldn't judge. But you did, you always judged me. Now I never talk and I'm afraid of everyone judging me. So gracias por todo. From your worst enemy

They were there for me from the start; we've seen sides of each other we can only experience when on. We've connected deeper then ever imaginable; they are my twin flame. It's like we've woken from a nightmare, lying side by side again.

You don’t miss me, you just ran out of people to talk to. Shouldn’t have talked shit. I been moved on.

I'm sorry I had to let go in order to find me. Thank you for all the lessons and laughters. I hope you have a great life.

i hate you. i hate you for making everything feel like a competition and making me feel like a loser. i hate you for making me seem like some on i'm not and for keeping me out of everything.

i will be lost without you, i don't saying anything because I don't want to put pressure on you, you will forever be my best friend and i dont know where i would be without you, im sorry i know i can be there for you more and i wish i was. im so sorry i let you fall down a path that i fell into before, im really sorry. i would do anything to take your pain away. i would give it to me, i would do anything, please god just take the pain away from her before i lose myself and she loses herself.

why did u have to leave me when i needed u the most? u gave me hope for my future. i thank u for that.

I fucking love you but you will never get the hint. I want to dance with you to Clairo and Ricky Montgomery

watching you move on to a mutual friend was harder than trying to forget how you slammed the car door.

i know this is only in this dimension; i know we're together in another. i'm sorry about everything, Susan. go get your dreams, go chase those sunsets. 'and i will watch'

I've told my spouse multiple times how I would still drop anything and everything if you needed me. I've told him about our conversations, he knows how important you are to me. I love you so much I find the honesty in accepting your home in my heart to set me free from its walls. So when are you ever going to accept yourself, if not for anyone but you? Go get your closure; I'm getting mine.

i really think we should talk this out. if you want. you deserve an explanation n you deserve to get everything off your chest. i want to come back n i'm making the changes i need to... i know i'm too late... but maybe you'll at least understand n you can fully move on, if anything..

if you still remember my spotify you can see the playlist for you. updated every once n a while.. also can we either agree on a color or let me give you the closure you deserve?

communicating would solve the majority of our problems; i can say i'm ready to get out of my way this time.

some of my happiest moments were with you, I'm sorry we had to end that way. maybe we're still best friends in a different universe