i miss you Ali baby.

i miss you too much sober and i miss you even more being the old me.

I’m sorry about everything, I wish it could’ve gone better, but I’m not sorry for leaving

You hurt me so bad I don’t think I’ll ever be able to get back with you yet you still have my heart

seven months have passed without being in each others arms. how did we lose it all so fast?

i think of you everytime i drink iced tea

Ik I hurt you but i still think about you everyday and hope your okay

ure forever gonna be my sweet angel

I miss you everyday my sweet boy. I hope you love her as much as you loved me

I would give anything for one more chance bb

I know I'm too shy to talk to you, I just wish I could put into words how much I look up to you. <3

I still think about you after all these years. I'm constantly praying that you'll reach out to me.

im glad we tried again and again

I wish it worked out with us. Maybe it will later. For now, i hope you dream little dreams of me.

I hope you're well. I still lose sleep thinking about how my behaviour affected you. I'm sorry.

When i think about love, I think about you.

I wish we got more time together, hopefully your family will let us be together. I love you biggie

ur always in my
mind. ill miss and love u always even with the way things ended. im sorry :(

My first love,I told everyone I don’t like you anymore but I when I see you I still feel love

I still want you, I‘m not ready yet.
Is it worth it to go true it all over again?

im sorry we couldnt make it work. i love you forever & always.

i'm too scared to figure out how i feel abt u w/o risking feeling abandoned.

You never talk to me, but your eyes say so much. What are you so afraid of?

I dont know if you love me or not. These mixed signals you send leave me confused. But i love you.

I remember everything.

I loved you for so long and when you gave me a chance to be with you you lost feelings I didn't...

do you think of me as much as i think of you

i wish you’d reach out. I still think about you. I hope she gives you what I couldn’t ali

I love you but we can’t be together but I hope you know you’ll always be mine

I wish you would call, but I know you probably won’t

can u come back please

Think of those poems we wrote together. I love you <33

I loved you so much i let u go

I think I'll spend a lifetime missing you, i wish we had more time together
I kove you (:

thank you for helping me get over you for good.

i still think about you sometimes, i hope you and her are doing good together

I hate what happened I wish we could be what we used to be

twin, I love you! also keep ur head up twin you got this. it'll get better :3

can’t you notice your the one I’m following the one I’m looking and loving cant you see?

The doors are unlocked and you're welcome to come back whenever you want, promise I won't call.

be careful okay. i’ll come get you when i can, i promise baby. it’s not over yet

i miss u sm

Happy early birthday to u, Ali

i miss us more than anything in the world i wish i never disappeared ill love you forever baby

I still love you even after what you did, but it hurts like never

im sorry that i couldn’t let you go, i was so toxic that i betrayed everyone around me... sorry that it was you, that i broke

I love you and i still do but sometimes you have no control over what you say and it always breaks my heart. I feel like you want to use me most of the time but you say you don't. When you say i love you my mind believes it but my heart doesn't. I always want to help you but i keep fucking everything up im so sorry.

i hate you so much. You hurt me over and over again. I want to let you go so badly but can’t get myself to do it.

I wish I could feel the happiness when we first met. I miss you so much baby please come back to me. I need you. Just let me hold you and forget everything around us.

Dear Ali,

I love you. I fucking love you. I always have. You are genuinely the best thing that has ever happened to me. Just one text from you makes my whole day better. I still get those stupid butterflies and that stupid smile when I hear your name. I denied it, tought it was gonna go away eventually. It hasn't. I actually love you more and more everyday. I wish i had the courage to just tell you all of this. Tell you how much you mean to me. How you make me feel. How much I think about you. How I would do absolutely anything for you. How I don't think I've ever loved anyone this much before. But I'm too stupid and young to know what love is right? And besides, it would ruin everything. I know you would never like me as more than just a friend. I was so stupid to belive, even for a second that you could. It was just a joke for you. It started off as a joke for me too. I hate you because of the way i feel about you. It eats me alive. I just want you to love me. I want you to look at me the way I look at you.

Also, I want to apologize. For everything. I'm stupid and I hurt people without wanting to. I don't know why I say the things I say. If I've ever made you feel even a little bit bad, i'm sorry.