Unsent messages to ANGELA

Hello Angela, you are the most awesome person I've ever met, I am glad to have you in my life.

To be with you,
What a painful yet beautiful experience.

I'm sorry that I wronged you, being together was so toxic but the time we spent was worth it ml.

I loved making you laugh, it hurt seeing you laugh harder with your other friends. I miss you

I wish you didn’t leave the way you did. I wish for your happiness and hope you find what you need.

take me back to the night we met

You are the best thing to ever come into my life. I love you.

i hope i don't hurt you

Ill love you forever, even when we’re old, ill still stare at u like u’re the most beautiful girl.<3

save your tears?

I just want you to apologize for everything you did

I just hope you apologize for what you did

I feels like u stabbed me at my heart it hurts, why

I'm really happy that we've met but I was thinking would it been better not knowing you at all.

It hurts falling in love with someone whom I don't even had a chance with in the first place.

i miss you

ur gen holding me back sm but i CANT bring myself to drop u

I’m sorry.

I miss you, my home.

i love you more than you could know

yes this is for u, miss u. wish I'd meet you sooner

im sorry. i love you, bsf.

i miss us.

i hope everything went well for you

You’re the most beautiful soul I’ve ever known

i love you so bad it hurts

Hey, hope you're doing well

i miss u mama <3 i wish i’d told you ‘i love you’ more.

I wish I had met you sooner

I hate the fact that we got the same name.

I'm so happy. I missed you. You came back. You finally reached out, I finally have the courage to talk to you. I missed you so bad.

i know i’m gay but like? you’re kind of the exception and like lowkey, if u wanted to link up sometime i’d b down

love u bitch your my soulmate, I’m so grateful that the universe or whatever gave us the opportunity to know each other, I’ll always be there for you

I miss you. I know you will come back eventually because our friendship is just like that but is it ok for me to wait for you? Even if you dont feel the same way? Is it ok for me to hope that one day you will finally see me in the same way I see you? I can only trust my patience. I'll wait for years even.

i care about you a lot and i hope we stay friends forever, you’re the first person in a long time ive been able to talk to without feel awkward or like i need to get away and i just wanted to let you know i care about you dearly and i love u! wa cha cha u stink

It’s you. It’s always, always been you. I know you don’t love me, but god, I love you so much. I’m okay with how things are. I just wish it was you instead of him.

hi. ik you wont see this, so let me pour my heart out. to put it simply, i love you. i really do. at first i thought that it was just me being confused but then i started noticing every single little thing like your smile and the way you behave around me and others. i've come to fall in love with your voice, laugh, eyes, face, just everything. i always thought what i felt for you was just some stupid crush but no one else has made my heart hurt and flutter so many times. it seems i have noticed my feelings too late, or i just never had a chance in the first place. yeah, that might be it. I knew you wouldn't like someone like me, friends is the farthest we'll go. even knowing this, it hurts. im sitting here, watching you fall for someone else while i fall deeper. i dont know why it was you i have come to like, and i regret it. i regret falling in love with you. i regret not being able to see you as just a friend anymore. no matter how much i chase after you, no matter how close we are, i just cant seem to reach you at all, but the way you smile at me. you cant expect me to not have a little hope. i've come to realize that these feelings i have for you are genuine, and can never be reciprocated. even so, is it okay for me to wait for you?

sometimes i wonder what could have been. but i thought youd be around forever and now youre not and im left with nothing but regret.

I miss smoking crack with you I’m sorry you were so insecure you had to get implants on her twenty first how is that working out for you? You still look fucking obese. Come on Ange you mutt come smoke meth with me :,( so so sad elijah HA

hey angela! you are so incredibly amazing its like unbelievable. you are so kind, and caring, and naturally funny, i love it and i love you. im so thankful for all these years we've shared with each other because you are one of my favourite people on this earth. thank you for staying in my life for so long :) merry christmas!!
p.s. im sorry youre not on my shelf, next year you will be, i promise

I thought we could at least keep the friendship. I'm sorry for ruining it for the both of us. Wish you the best bud.

Where do I even start? Oh with hiiiiii! OMG, I don't want to be in a movie. I want everything to be clear. I think Ben is just a fantasy of this perfect relationship that I could have with him. But Dalvin is somewhat of a reality. A reality where guys aren't as perfect as they may seem. But it's a reality that I like. Cause Dalvin treats me like a princess. Ben treats my like I'm the center of attention. Their notifications both make my heart jump. When they leave me on open it hurts. Everything between us all is amazing. That's why I don't how to chose. Because I am happy with Dalvin but I am a different type of happy with Ben. I can't pick one. I guess they picked for me tho. D likes me, B doesn't. Simple.

why did you and my boyfriend fuck me over why did he cheat behind my back over you i thought we were best friends :/

I still think about you sometimes. But I’ve realized I don’t miss u I just miss the memories and the feelings

Te quería recordar que el último día que pasamos juntas, te amaba más y te amaré viendo tu felicidad sobre otra persona. Aquí existe un universo que te considera tu MUNDO?

you were my everything. i’ll never understand why you did what you did. i still love you. you’re the only thing that made me happy.

So last night was your first date with Jesse. Lemme just say. I SHIP IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm happier for you than words can express. Hopefully by the time you see this, you'll have a bf!!! He might be the ONE. We never know tho. But for now, just enjoy having an amazing person by ur side, but don't forget abt meeeeee. Also lemme jus say, Jesse is so friggin lucky. OMG!! Like I swear if I was I guy I'd date you. So Jesse is smart asf. Anyways. Love u bb and I'm so so so so so so so so happy for you.

a letter to myself: i know how much ur hurting rn and it fucking hurts. please, please try to stay safe. i know u made some mistakes but guess what, ur gonna keep making mistakes. its a part of life. but that doesn't mean ur going to be making mistakes ur whole life. i love u. pls stay strong. try ur best to just stay alive. try ur best to live so that one day, u can have ur own children and raise them and protect them from what u had to go thru. ik ur traumatized but please. stay. with. me. keep ur heart beating. it stopped once before but theres a reason why ur heart beat a second time. please just make sure to take care of urself. remind urself everyday that theres so much to live for. i know its hard but please. please, do this for the people u love. u may feel alone right now but ur not. please. u got this. stay with me, angela. i love u and ill be waiting for u for five years, ten years or however long it takes for u to find happiness again. stay strong, ily.

Oye eres grande, tu puedes, se que lo lograrás, estoy muy orgullosa de ti por todo lo que has logrado, no te rindas./ Hey You are the best, Don't give up, you can trust me :)

perdí mis sentimientos por ti tan rápido. quiero terminar lo que tenemos. no te merezco. perdón. te quise mucho.