Unsent Messages

hi. ik you wont see this, so let me pour my heart out. to put it simply, i love you. i really do. at first i thought that it was just me being confused but then i started noticing every single little thing like your smile and the way you behave around me and others. i've come to fall in love with your voice, laugh, eyes, face, just everything. i always thought what i felt for you was just some stupid crush but no one else has made my heart hurt and flutter so many times. it seems i have noticed my feelings too late, or i just never had a chance in the first place. yeah, that might be it. I knew you wouldn't like someone like me, friends is the farthest we'll go. even knowing this, it hurts. im sitting here, watching you fall for someone else while i fall deeper. i dont know why it was you i have come to like, and i regret it. i regret falling in love with you. i regret not being able to see you as just a friend anymore. no matter how much i chase after you, no matter how close we are, i just cant seem to reach you at all, but the way you smile at me. you cant expect me to not have a little hope. i've come to realize that these feelings i have for you are genuine, and can never be reciprocated. even so, is it okay for me to wait for you?