i love you with all my heart. i always will. i wish i could be a better girlfriend for you. you mean the world to me and i only want you. i cant wait till we grow up and live together. i’ll get to see you everyday. that’s my only wish. i love you cayden.

Dear cayden,

the way you made me feel at such a young age is something I will never forget. through tears and smiles i learned to love you. you caused me so much pain that you don't realize. even through that pain i never gave up i stood by your side i never stopped loving you. Until i realized what we had was nothing, it was all fake it seems like it was all a dream. i found someone who has showed me what a real relationship looks like and what it feels like to be in a real life relationship not an online one. The reason you ended things is cause we never saw each other maybe, just maybe, if you made an effort it could have worked. All it would have taken is effort. You missed your chance. You had 6 months to take your chance. You took advantage of my weak spot knowing I would come back to you, you took advantage of me. for 6 months you took advantage. after realizing things i realized, you are not someone i should be loving, not someone worthy of my love. I always thought we were meant for each other. I was so in love with you I couldn't love anyone else. Until now I have realized how awful you were to me and how bad you treated me. you never loved me i loved you and you took advantage of my love and affection. Now I've finally moved on. I have moved on to someone who won't take advantage of me who will put in the effort. It's over for you, you had 6 months of your time up. Please dont come crawling back to my soft spot cause deep down i will forever love you, so god help me if you fuck up what i have going i will never forgive you i have done that enough. The way i loved you was nothing i knew i could do. after everything u did to me you taught me so many things thank you for that. nothing else. i will always love you not like i used to but loving you killed me. im done loving you like that now. im sorry. i love you so much. 

You have hurt me so many times and I continue to love you and let you keep hurting me. I remember everything every single day. I relive the moments I found out. But I can’t stop loving you. I imagine the pain I would be in without you and it’s unbearable. I think about the pain your causing me now and it’s so confusing. I don’t even want to picture you with another girl. You’re my everything and my nothing all at the same time.

I miss you so much we had an unbreakable bond but now we walk past eachother as if we were strangers . Crazy right ?

I talk about you everyday to my friends. I never thought i would say this but i love you. I wish i had the guts to tell you that too. You mean so much to me it is crazy, never thought i would care that much about a person who used to be a stranger to me.

You mean so much to me is it crazy. I think about you constantly, until I wake up and then fall asleep. Never thought someone like you would mean this much to me. Even if you don't like me back the way i like you i wont be mad or sad just as long as you are happy. Sometimes i wonder if you know how much i care about you, like when your friend told me you guys thought i was playing you i cried so hard and talked to him till 4 am trying to fix this. I learn more and more everyday and some of those things are about you. Your friends have told me some about you but not too much. I wish that you could just pop up in my room and could watch netflix and we could cuddle together. I also wish you felt the same about me that i feel about you.

I didn't end things with you because I liked him more, I ended things because my parents forced me too. Five months later and I'm not with him, for lots of reasons. But mainly because I can't stop loving you.

i don’t want to be annoying. but i really love you. you mean a lot to me. so stay this time, ok? let me hold you in my arms.

I only want to ask you why? why did you do it? what was going through your mind as cheated over and over again? why wasn't I good enough?

I think about you all the time, the last time i told anyone that i loved them and actually meant it was to you that one night. I meant everything i said that night

why tf did you get with my bsf and break her heart. i didnt care that you got with her just you broke her. when we were in a relationship, you made me hella uncomfy with tmi details. i better not hear you did that to her. god youre such a player.

why do you only show you love me when you have no one else?

I’ve been thinking about you a lot lately. Love hurts but it’s okay when it’s you

I wish I could be in your arms instead of walking by

I'm sorry I ruined our friendship by falling in love with you.

I think of you in every song

hi…i miss u. i’ll always be waiting for u :( <3

what does she have that I don’t? why couldn’t you just stay.

I’m sorry but being friends with you was ruining me

why were u like that during the break up?

we haven't talked in a while, but if you asked me to grab coffee or something i'd say yes

my beautiful boy. I love you

I love when you look at me

i miss you. not just on a superficial level but everything deeply routed

i miss you.

youre amazing and you should realize that, ilysm

will i find the one??

i like you a lot but i’m scared you’ll stop being attracted to me

I miss you, I miss calling you the nickname you hated, the one only I would call you

i think we're soul tied. i will never get over you and your beautiful eyes my love.

we dated so briefly but i feel like i'll never get over you

What abt her made you forget me?

I hope we're together forever...

We chose friendship over relationship but i love you either way maybe in another life

Thinking of you extra. This should be our summer. I’ll never not love you

I don’t hate you. I don’t want to hate you. I just wanna be friends again but I’m scared.

We can’t talk unless you say something cayden
I can’t keep trying with no reciprocation

I miss you

I love you so very much stinky

I still wear your shirt. I miss the way our laundry smelt

the thought of you never leaves my mind

I miss our friendship so much but I feel like you don’t need me anymore I’m happy for you I miss you

i love youuuuuuuuu

I forgave you for what you said
when will you forgive yourself

I still stare sometimes, you just don’t stare back anymore

you ruined me yet i keep on loving you.

i miss us, honey.

I have actually never liked someone as much as i like you. ik u probably dont like me back tho

I'll wait

does your heart ever hurt when you think of me?

youve given me more than I couldve ever asked for you make me happy, truly happy I’m so in love

I still think about you once in awhile. I was happy with you. I wish you'd been more open with me