Unsent messages to ANGELA

i wish i was a better girlfriend. you deserve someone much better than me. i’m sorry i lost feelings so fast.

Thank you...That's all I wanted to say. I don't know if I've always been there for you but you have undoubtedly always been there for me. I don't know when you'll see this. But I hope you had or are going to have a great day. Text me if you see this lol. Anways here's a reminder that you got this and that nothing can stop you and that you deserve better than the best. You are a HEATHER whether you want to acknowledge it or not. I love you babes!!!!!!!!!!!!

I really like you. A lot. No confessions of love but I do like you. I am pretty sure that I like you more and that things will hit me very hard because of this almost relationship but that's okay because I've enjoyed talking to you and I hope that it doesn't have to end soon.

well hey there ? jk ? anyways hey i know i suck and you probably don’t care about my existence anymore but I just want to let you know that it wasn’t your fault I distanced myself. I just tend to push people away.. sorry about that. I just don’t know how to keep friends ? but yeah. I just wanted to say thank you for being my friend even if it wasn’t for long you made me laugh when I needed to the most. I’m glad to have met someone like you and I hope you’re okay. I hope that you’re so fucking happy because you deserve that and so much more. I know I have no right to miss you but I do. Oh and also I’ll always be here like literally um yeah :) - youknowwho ? ( omg there’s a worm emoji ? okay bye )

I came to think that maybe love was not for me, but once I met you, you changed everything, I have no words to explain everything I feel for you, I only know that I love you, and that I am going to do it for the rest of my life, since I never intend to lose you, it is not crazy to say that I can live without you, but what is true is that I do not want to live without you
I love you
Att. Ridiculous asshole

Alohaaaaaaaa. AAAAAAGHHHH. HIIIIIIIII. Wait I already said that anyway. I just wanted to say you are an incredible person and I can't wait to see you again. I also wanted to say that I don't know what I'd do without you. You are literally my only subscriber lol. I love uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu;)

Hey, I'm really emotional right now. So I might as well write some stuff. I'm so lucky to have someone like you in my life. I really am so glad I met you. I know it's only been a year but I feel like when I'm around, I don't have to try. If that makes sense. I feel like for once I found someone that I can easily talk to. You deal with me on a daily basis which says a lot. I really miss you btw and I also miss ditching class with you and listening to music in the back. I miss our weird ass arguments. I swear sometimes we're like an old married couple, constantly bickering. But I love it and I wouldn't trade it for anything. You are an amazing human and deserve so much. I know that I can be very annoying and always rant. So thank you for listening. Thank you for being you. You are so selfless and just being around is enough. I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok. I'm gonna try not to be cheesy. I don't even know what to say. I've never met someone as funny and sweet and GORGEOUS as you. From ditching Interior Design to complaining about Wrenn to talking shit about my toxic friends to just cheering up without knowing it. You have always been there, even when I least expected it. You really are the epitome of a good friend. I enjoy every conversation we have and I couldn't imagine my life without you. I know that I've only known you for a year, but it feels like forever. I'm so grateful to have you as a part of my life. I can't wait to see you again so that we can ditch all of our classes just so I can talk to you know who. I'm just kidding, kind of. ANYWAY....I'm gonna stop being cheesy and tell you that you are an incredible person and you have made my life better by just being in it. I LOVE YOU!!!!!

I hope what I have for you isn’t love. I truly wish it isn’t. I like you so much, you don’t even know. But you’re with someone else. I hate these feelings of mine, I want you so badly but I want to see you smile with them. I really do like you but I wish I didn’t. I want a future with you, but it isn’t possible.

I like you a lot but you don’t need to know that. I’m sorry about these feelings that I have for you. I know you’ll never see me the same way, but I like you. I’m sorry that I like you this much.

so i think im in love with you. i know i know, crazy right? but i just can't get over this feeling for you, i don't even know if it's love to be honest, but i just want you to hold me and tell me it's all right. but it won't happen because ill never tell you because i don't want to ruin you, im incapable of being loved, and anyone i love just gets ripped away from me, well chile anyways so- peace out girl scout