you didn't have to lie to me about your whole life. You could have let me I wasn't going to judge you like everyone else but now its too late.

I said no back then. It was my first instinct. I think I made the right decision, but I still think about the possibility of what could’ve been. I think I just loved the idea of you when you’re just a stranger to me.

Why did you break my heart like that? I loved you... but now that I’ve moved on and found someone new I’m the happiest I’ve ever been without you.

you don’t like it when i call you by your full name but i think it suits you. i can’t even go a day without thinking of the way you used to touch my hand

you moved away a while ago and i regret deleting the photos i had of you. i always regret not talking to you when you come back. you were a good friend and i miss you and hope you are doing well

You cant even be my step dad you are only 24 and I’m 18. I don’t give fuck that the whore I call mom is married to you cause you are fucking mine.

Hi, I really like you yk it's just you make my heart go from 0 to 100 in like five seconds ur texts give me air ur smile is contagious I hope one day you'll recognize how I feel after all you said I wasn't ready for a relationship but maybe your right at this point everyone knows me better than myself but just if you know how I feel already please don't make me feel wanted to leave, you know my trauma and issues I can't handle the one person I let find a place into my heartbreak its been too hard for me
-JJ the fluffy cow (pls tell me u remember if u ever find this)

hey, imy. even though our "relationship" was pretty stupid, you were still there for me and I wanted to thank you for that.

i have always loved you so much . ive never stopped loving you . you’re my one in a million and i wish i couldve said this to you. Youve meant the world to me . I cant love someone like how i loved you . you are my heart . my world . my joy . my love.

i fucking hate you but i love you i miss the feeling of you laying next to me and you walking me home after school i miss everything.

dude, your hands were like magical. best i've ever received. you're also really cute and have a great body. we weren't ever meant to be but it was cool while it lasted. ghosting me for 3 days was annoying tho. anyways, i'm truly glad you're with the person you're supposed to be with.

i wish we got more time together. i met you the week before school ended and i felt something but i was too scared to ask for your number and i thought i would see you when the next school year. you never came back. didnt even get your last name. i still look for you in the hallways.

Its been 2 years now tho you still cross my mind so many times. You broke me over and over and I still ran back to you each time only to end up at the same place, and sadly I can still say I love you.

You’re the best thing that’s ever happen to me you brought peace into my life and I can’t wait for what the future holds for us ily baby

hey, Micheal, let me start off by saying I HATE YOU but i hate myself even more because even after everything you've done to me and everything you've put me through i still love you. You've put me through so much shit i forgot how to truly love. i forgot what it feels like to be cared for. what it feels like to truly be loved. my heart sinks each time i see you smiling but smiling without me. but im happy that you're happy. I just want to know... why? why wasn't i good enough, was it something i said what i didn't say? what i did or what i didn't do? i gave my time to you. I gave you all the attention I tried to put in as much effort as you put so it was 50/50 but it seemed like it was 60/40. you truly ruined me. you broke me down so far i hate myself to the core. anything that i have done in these past 5 years it always ended up needing to please you. I try day after day to let you go but i simply can't and i have no fucking clue as to why i feel this way and you cant. i don't want to give up on you because i still have this sliver of hope that one day eventually you'll come back to me. you fucked up my trust to badly i feel like everyone is trying to play me or hurt me or use me. while you're going on and being happy I'm miserable and breaking down all the time because you completely changed the way i live my life. the way i think. the way i love. know what no i can't even love. i have this amazing guy in front of me and i can't move on with him if i haven't moved on from you. I HATE MYSELF every day for letting you sliver your way back into my heart every time. why do you keep coming back and hurting me? what are you going from my pain? from my heartbreaking each time you leave? you were everything to me you were the most important person in my life and you broke my heart. AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN WHY?!! what did i do? why did you pick me to do this too? nothing hurts more than me trying my absolute fucking best to give you what you needed and it ended up being not good enough. I hope one day you will realize that i truly cared for you and when no one else would listen to bull shit i was right there time after time after time after time. breakup after breakup after breakup. im not going to wait forever i cant do that. i simply. can. not. so fuck you. fuck every lie you tried to feed to me because i can't handle it anymore. you. ruined. me. you tore me down piece by piece. I told you about my dreams. My hopes for the future. you knew what i wanted you knew i wanted something serious but you were just too immature for that. wanted to take in all the attention you were getting from all these girls but for some reason, you decided to keep me on your shoulder and fling me off every time a shiny new toy comes walking by and then picked me back up the moment you weren't interested. not this time nope i will not let that happen. you are an evil spawn BECAUSE FUCK YOU I WAS MORE THEN GOOD ENOUGH AND YOU RUINED ME!!

We are best friends and I told you everything I cant imagine us dating and we have gone over this but im just scared that I will never find someone that I can trust as much as I trust you. After I met you I feel like I will never fall in love with anyone unless they are better than you and that could never happen.

ill love u more than ull ever know

I love you so much. I hope I don’t become an annoyance.

you will always be my first love and i’m sorry for taking you for granted

I love you so much. I never take you for granted my love ^_^:3

I miss you a lot even though I know you don’t.

Do you still watch corpse bride?

ik I spelled yr name wrong but I'm sorry for what I did to you ,you didn't deserve that michael

i hate that i’m in love with you and i hate that you’ll never know

Sometimes I wish you knew how I felt but now your fully gay ps: I misspell your name on purpose.

i loved you. i truly loved you. i wish i could contact you again but every night i worry for you.

I think a part of me will always love you, despite what I never said.

I thought you were different than the other guys. I was wrong. But I still want you back.

ur so special it hurts. everyday I'm scared ur gna leave again.

i want to grow old with you my love. you are the best thing that could have ever happened to me

I didn’t realize the feelings i had until it was to late. i guess i was just not enough

One day I pray you’re back. I’ll never let you go I promise you’ll always have a place in my heart

Why’d you have to leave me like that? You broke so many promises.

I think about you every night and miss you so much, but I’m tired of reaching out.

why cant you just love me? please

How do I explain to him that I don't miss HIM I just miss
TALKING to him

i wonder if things had been different then maybe we could’ve lasted. it still hurts.

It will always be you, I really want it to be you.

I love you. I wish I could tell you…

i never got over you

im lonley talk to me

i love u sososo much i want to tell u that all day everyday ongmg

i love you

you're the best thing thats ever happened to me

I still like you,
I wish I had never stopped talking to you. You're such a good friend to me.

i love you so much you literally came in my life at the perfect time

i wanted it to be you

I still got that necklace gave me (It's my favourite)

I think that I like you

u were the first boy i fell for , i wish i didn’t.