From: ABC
To: Angela
Date: December 2, 2020, 5:11 am
a letter to myself: i know how much ur hurting rn and it fucking hurts. please, please try to stay safe. i know u made some mistakes but guess what, ur gonna keep making mistakes. its a part of life. but that doesn't mean ur going to be making mistakes ur whole life. i love u. pls stay strong. try ur best to just stay alive. try ur best to live so that one day, u can have ur own children and raise them and protect them from what u had to go thru. ik ur traumatized but please. stay. with. me. keep ur heart beating. it stopped once before but theres a reason why ur heart beat a second time. please just make sure to take care of urself. remind urself everyday that theres so much to live for. i know its hard but please. please, do this for the people u love. u may feel alone right now but ur not. please. u got this. stay with me, angela. i love u and ill be waiting for u for five years, ten years or however long it takes for u to find happiness again. stay strong, ily.