just saw ur messages with her, i just broke down again. i really thought i was fully over you, i wish you still loved me, these feelings haven’t gone away and it’s been a year. i hope you’re happy, 100% happy with her, that’s all you deserve. i love you so much angel, i really do :( i miss you so fucking much as well

i thought i meant something to you, i really fucking did. i kept thinking you were gonna come back but you never did. how did you move on that fast? i want to move on, i just can’t, i should though, i’m only holding on to the memories of us, i wish you the best, only happiness. once again i love you so much.

what you did to me and the other girl you also played was inhumane. i hope you live a terrible life and never find happiness, fuck you.

Please don't call anyone else honey when saying goodnight. Some things can just be ours even if we don't say them anymore

you told me that you were sick of him and that you needed happiness, i could've been the one to give that to you.

you told me you were sick of him and that you needed happiness, i could’ve been the one to give that to you

Te extraño mucho, no se donde estas ahora ni que nos depara la vida pero solo deseo con mi corazón que Dios nos vuelva a juntar cuando seamos maduros y podamos soportar toda esta mierda, te lastima y tu aun asi me amabas ,supongo que tenia que acabarse ese amor algún día ,y llego ese día y te solté con todo mi dolor pero era lo mejor , yo ya no era feliz, te fuiste aun sabiendo la mierda que pasaba me dejaste sola, no se por que no puedo odiarte ,te quiero pero ya no te amo solo perdimos el tiempo pero las risas no faltaron eh, siempre me decías eso, contigo sonreía como con nadie lo había hecho, lograste enamorar a la chica mas difícil que te habías encontrado, al principio no creí enamorarme pero después de días, nos perdíamos juntos en las mínimas cosas, si caíamos caíamos juntos literalmente, te extraño ojala la próxima chica no lo arruine como yo, pero solo espero que entiendas que nunca estaré bien y no podría haberte dado estabilidad emocional, en cambio si seguía te la habría quitado y no podía permitirme que tu pasaras eso, amor te extraño pero me enseñaste a disfrutar la vida y eso es lo que hare ahora ,gracias por ese amor

Odio que me hagas sentir que no quiero a nadie mas que a ti incluso sin tu estar presente odio extrañarte tanto que tengas que aparecer en mis sueños para que pueda tener una sonrisa en mi cara odio amarte tanto que sienta que tu eres con quien quiero estar siempre y que tal vez no era el momento para ambos porque aun somos inmaduros y necesitamos cambiar mucho pero creeme cuando te digo que siento en mi corazón que eres tu y siempre haz sido tu y aun tengo la esperanza que tal vez en algún futuro podamos estar juntos porque se que solo contigo puedo ser realmente yo puedo decirte todo de mi tu y solo tu me conoces de pies a cabeza y estoy incluso segura que tu sabrás que soy yo si leyeras esto.

Hasta siempre mi always. ?

i miss staying up to talk to you all summer, we never met in real life but you were my best friend regardless. i hope one day we’ll speak again

i never thought we would end up like this. i loved what we had but i guess it was never enough. we didnt have any chemistry with each other but in the same time we did. i cant stop thinking about you i need you in my life right now to be by each others sides and go through it together. i guess i will never know how you truly felt. is just a dead end isnt it? i know you are never going to see these but i have to let these feelings out bc im about to actually explode

i still remember the scent of your cologne and the sound of your laugh but most importantly i remember how i felt the morning after i realized there was no us anymore and that stuck with me more than the memories of you

every time i see the color blue i think of you because it looked best on you. blue was my favorite because of you.

It was nice dating you...I really care for you and ilyvm! I'm sorry for everything that happened but, I had to let you be back then. I saw you happy with her but it's okay no hurt feelings anymore..

there were times where i wished i never met you bc of how we fell off, but as i digged deeper into my
memories and saw all the good ones i finally felt at peace with the fact that you’re gone. thank you.

i call you pineapple..i really like you but i know you don’t like me back and i know you never will. You said you will wait for her..idk who but i hope everything works out because you should be happy..ik you are struggling with things rn so yeah..uh u prob won’t see this lol

i know we aren’t meant for each other but i still have some hope for us , and i know that sounds pretty pathetic considering it’s been a year and a few months since the break up but i still love you /:

hey bub i miss us. nothing will be like it was but all I need is a word so i can finally accept that we will no longer be

I wish i told you had feelings for before it was to late i’m just scared of rejection you helped me find self love. x

hi angel. im sad we never talk anymore. i miss it so much. school took over for me, and i kept getting in trouble for staying up so late, just to talk to you. did you know that i stayed up until 6 am to talk to you once? of course you didn't know, i played it off as if i did that everyday. at least, i tried to. i know you're going through some hard times right now, and i so wish i could be there for you. hug the life outta you and tell you that i'm here for you. i'm so confused right now haha before i met you it was just guys guys guys. but now, i don't even know. am i bi? sometimes i want to tell you how i'm feeling but sometimes i don't even know if it's worth it. what if you don't feel the same? what if i'm really just confused? fuck. why the fuck do you have to live so far away angel? right now, our conversations feel awkward and forced and i wish it wasn't like that. i can't imagine what you're going through and i have no clue how too make you feel better. it's driving me crazy. i know you have someone right now, which is part of the reason i can't confess what i'm feeling. you're in my head all the time, i can't stop thinking about you. when your name pops up on my home screen, i can barely wait to respond. i keep trying to convince myself that it's just because i've never met someone like you. i keep trying to think of more and more ways to make you laugh, but i think i'm being unsuccessful. also, if i did tell you, what would happen? we barely know each other, the real person behind the screen. both of us would have to either stay up late, or wake up early to even talk to one another. online relationships are so stupid. relationships are stupid in general, but i think i would try my hardest to make it work with you. ah what the fuck am i even saying. you have someone right now. did you know that i thought you were lying when you told me about him? yeah, i'm that selfish. i thought he was a fake story because, i don't even know, you wanted to make me jealous? i know, it's stupid and i should've never thought that. i'm sorry. i feel all of this shit but i can't decide on my life what to do with you.

Falling in love with you is the hardest thing I could face, knowing that we’re both guys, it’s hard. See you in class.

Thank you for never being like the others. You’re so special. I hope you find someone just as amazing as you. Take care of yourself.

you said you loved me, wanted to be with me, would never let us fade away, yet I watched you fade from us day by day, watched you fall out of love with me, you lied to me js bc you were using again which had nothing to do with you lying when I've always said, to tell the truth, I really don't know what goes through your head and why I loved you more than anything but you still didn't care and didn't see how much you actually hurt me this time, I wish it didn't end like this, you told me you loved me but the next day you wanted me out of your life, you hurt me, I wish I could forgive you but you've caused me so much pain that I can't even bare, you never changed for us and got better and that's really all I wanted for us to be ok.

hi. I loved you so so much. i thought you did too but ig it wasnt meant to be. looking back now I saw how happy I was but also how mentally draining it was for me. You were in constant relationships with people i used to trust so so much. Although i do not talk to you now and we ended on a very harsh note I hope we never speak again. I loved you and I have moved on now. I still think about you but now you are out there with some girl living out something i thought i would have. i used to love you so much

Im not the best. Im not the greatest.
Im not the prettiest.
Im not the best gf or friend.
Yet you still choose me.
And I'm happy you did. I love you.

hi angel you were my first love you don’t know that bc I would say it was someone else I loved you so much even though we were never together I liked you so much in highschool and now we don’t talk it will be going on 2 years I miss you

I don’t know if you see this but i just want you to know that you really made me fall for you hard, i can’t think of anything else but you its just i am emotionally unable but i promise to give my best :)

hi angel :) i think i really like you. i'm not going to say anything because of the situation you're in right now. i miss our talks, but i'm just overall worried that you'll lose interest in me. i haven't gone through even a sliver of what you are, so i don't know how to console you and that hurts me. i suck at consoling anyway, you probably know that :( if you were here, i would probably hug the life outta you. i miss you angelic angel.

when we were growing up, you were my favorite person. you taught me how to throw a baseball and a football. i always admired you. i still do. but then the thing happened. i forgive you but it still hurts. i wonder sometimes if you regret what you did. if you even remember. im not looking for a grand apology and im not expecting one. but it would be nice to know you feel some sort of guilt. i love you and im proud of you.

After a few months of talking to you. I began imagining a future. My mistake, you don't care. But at night I can't stop thinking about you.

i think i actually loved you at one point in my life but i don't think that i was in love with you because if i were i would still care about you right? but i dont lmao so you should move on and forget about me ive been done with you for a while and im still in love with julie

Im so happy i moved on and learned my worth. I hope you learn to grow the hell up and be the mature mindset you said you were.

You've been my forever since the day I met you. I love you hun

You hurt me more than anything else yet I still love you,I still see you in everything I do

We were something

I miss you so much
I will wait for you as I always do

at the end of the day, we are both js teenagers. i love u

Don’t worry too much about your figs

I wish we stayed as close as we were

i still miss u terribly. so much i wish i could share with u. i hope i’m still somewhere in ur heart

if you miss me so terribly, reach out. there's nothing holding you back

I miss you so much why did u move on from us so fast come back pretty boy please

I hope you didn’t actually forget all about me

I love you, thank you for letting me feel what it's like to love someone.

i love you so much more than words could ever explain, i hope you know just how much i care for you

I messed up. I love you a lot& im sorry

Maybe If I said I loved you back you would’ve still wanted Sunday to happen.

One day you won’t be the first thought when I wake up or the last thought before I sleep. One day.

I wish you knew how i really felt, i did love you. i still go to our place, whenever im thinking ofu

our kids better be bestfriends in 20 years

You'll always be a big part of me. I could never forget you even if I can't forgive you.