Unsent messages to ANGEL

i know we aren’t meant for each other but i still have some hope for us , and i know that sounds pretty pathetic considering it’s been a year and a few months since the break up but i still love you /:

sometimes i look back at pictures of us and think about how happy we were and i wanna text you but you don't miss me

Fuiste la persona que más palabras bonitas me dio, te quiero tanto y te voy a querer, te recuerdo y te recordaré. Me duele tu ausencia mientras tengo tantas ganas de contarte lo que me pasa... Se que no vas a volver con tus canciones antiguas y tu manera tan única de expresarme ese cariño que decías tener por mí, supongo que esto llegó a su fin, ojalá seas tan grande como sueñas ser y confíes que eres una persona maravillosa, ni perfecto ni imperfecto.

I don't even know what to say, I still hope one day you'll wake up and realize it was me all this time. I know you still care about me, and you know I do too, that was my part of the deal. I wonder how you tell our story, for me it has been the most beautiful one because you taught me what love is without noticing it. I search for you in every man, in every corner where the trees roots' have broken the floor, every time I crose that specific street. I love you with all my heart, I love you with all my strenght.

I’m sorry. For not being there for you at the start, and for pushing you when I should’ve been patient.

te extraño mucho, tal vez estamos mejor así, aunque eso no cambia el echo de que te extrañe todos los días .Espero que estes bien y te deseo lo mejor

Creí que me querías, creí todo lo que me decías, creí que el destino nos uniría.
Solo me di cuenta que me hiciste mucho daño y ahora que tú eres feliz, yo solo cargo con el sufrimiento de tu ausencia :(

I just can tell you to wait like you said, I waited for you to show up again, but you never did. I bet you don't even remember me, after all we were just kids.

Llevo tanto tiempo esperando por ti que me perdí...
Es momento de dejarte ir.
Siempre te amaré.
M.

Te extraño mucho, no se donde estas ahora ni que nos depara la vida pero solo deseo con mi corazón que Dios nos vuelva a juntar cuando seamos maduros y podamos soportar toda esta mierda, te lastima y tu aun asi me amabas ,supongo que tenia que acabarse ese amor algún día ,y llego ese día y te solté con todo mi dolor pero era lo mejor , yo ya no era feliz, te fuiste aun sabiendo la mierda que pasaba me dejaste sola, no se por que no puedo odiarte ,te quiero pero ya no te amo solo perdimos el tiempo pero las risas no faltaron eh, siempre me decías eso, contigo sonreía como con nadie lo había hecho, lograste enamorar a la chica mas difícil que te habías encontrado, al principio no creí enamorarme pero después de días, nos perdíamos juntos en las mínimas cosas, si caíamos caíamos juntos literalmente, te extraño ojala la próxima chica no lo arruine como yo, pero solo espero que entiendas que nunca estaré bien y no podría haberte dado estabilidad emocional, en cambio si seguía te la habría quitado y no podía permitirme que tu pasaras eso, amor te extraño pero me enseñaste a disfrutar la vida y eso es lo que hare ahora ,gracias por ese amor

Please don't call anyone else honey when saying goodnight. Some things can just be ours even if we don't say them anymore

sometimes i think about you sometimes i don’t. one way or another you always seem to cross my mind. i miss you a lot but i know the decision you made to break up with me was right. i miss and will always love you, i wish the best for you in whatever you do even if you don’t feel the same towards me. even tho i hope you do lol

you hurt me. but that’s okay. if the world was ending i’d only want you. your hand in mine. together again

I miss you so much dude :( I know we don’t talk anymore which is mainly my fault :/ I tend to push people away for some reason but I’m so sorry :( ik you won’t ever see this but I hope you’re doing okay

Eres el amor de mi vida, siempre lo fuiste, no vale que lo intente con alguien más, siempre pienso en ti, por favor, vuelve a mi, te extraño y te amo.
S.

I never thought that I will actually like someone so much ..I never had the courage to tell you cause i know that i will be rejected but I am happy cause I see you everyday smiling with your girlfriend...

Even though we’re still young.. I never realized you actually liked me. You liked me for years, I pushed you away and you changed thinking I didn’t like you. If you’re reading this just know I’m sorry I pushed you away... I had to move and now I’ll probably never see you again :/ I’m sorry angel I always liked you and just couldn’t figure out why so that’s why i pushed you away. I miss you. I know you always wore either green or
orange :)
-*****

You rlly fucked up this time but seeing you with someone who you told me not to worry abt and tht you hate them n go date them call them queen after you called me princess man fuck you honestly

I wish you knew how much I want you to make me stay and make this work but something tells me it wont

Everyday I think of the things you’ve said to me. U made me feel like someone was there even when i felt like there wasn’t.

I loved you so much to the extent that you wouldn’t even understand but you were so toxic for me, and a part of me still misses you

I loved you with all my heart and I still do, I miss u so much and I wish u nothing but the best, I will forever cherish the moments we had, luv u 4L

I became a better person after you decided to leave. It just took you years to realize I was good enough all along. I know my worth now.

you said you were scared to lose me, but then you proceeded to let me go. you told me you didn't want to love anyone else that wasn't me. you gave me hope by saying there's a maybe for us again, but then you said you wish i find someone else. i have so many questions, unsaid words, and regrets. but i just want to remind you, i will be waiting for you because i know for a fact that no matter what i will always love you.

i'm never going to be over this, am i? it's been four years now and i still just want to go back to being kids together on the internet. i miss you more than is rational.

I hate the way you treat me but I can’t stay mad at you because it’s my fault for believing all the words you tell me! And I know I’m supposed to move on but I can’t it’s like I have this feeling that you’re the one and I know you miss me and you’re stubborn and don’t want to admit it but I know... I keep wishing that you’d come back and I believe that one day you will and when you do I’ll be here waiting❤️

almost 8 years, 96 months, 417 weeks, 2922 days, 70128 hours,4207680 minutes, 252460800 seconds and I still love you. We went from love at first sight to completely hate each other, we then fell in love again to just become complete strangers. I still love you and I‘ll never stop loving you.

Did you make the right choice? Are you happy? is this still your favourite colour? do you still order cold brew, do you still pet every cat you see? do you still have my jacket? our badges? your bear with my voice? i miss you.