I just wish you treated me right since the beginning. Now you suddenly care when I’m in a hospital bed.

I love you, i love you and i can’t get over you. You moved on, and so have i but i know if it came down to choosing i will always choose you...and i hate it. I don’t want to love you because all it does is hurt.

I cut off most of my personality because it reminded me of you. I cut off my friends because they were always around you. I cut myself because I needed something to calm me down from you. Yesterday, I saw a girl wearing sweatpants that were the color of your eyes, and I had a panic attack. You know, you're wrong. You're wrong because I don't deserve this. I don't deserve this. You're my brother, and you were my best friend for so long. You used to be the only person I could even talk to. But that doesn't matter anymore. It's just one year until you move out, and then I can stop doing this. I need to stop talking to you, for my own good. You know, our eyes aren't the same color. They're both green, but yours are too green, too intense. Mine are lighter, more gray. And I'm so fucking grateful that I don't have to look at your eyes every time I see myself the mirror. I might act like your friend, but it's one more year and then this is over. I hope you're okay out there, I really do. I want the best for you because you're my brother, and I love you so much. But you hurt me more than anyone else has. I don't deserve this, and I don't deserve you.

i thought you would be different but no, you used me and i thought you cared about me too much to do that.

thank you! i appreciate everything you have done for me. i hope you are happy with what you did, sure as hell i not lol but its fine ig

I’m so sorry our friendship ended due to my immaturity. I should have reminded you how important you were to me. I think about you often, it’s okay if you don’t. I hope you’re doing well. I miss you, but I don’t want to cause you more problems. Please take care of yourself. Thank you for being the best friend I could have asked for.

Sometimes I look back and wonder what went wrong. We were so happy and suddenly our world was falling apart. I will always love you, no matter what. I hope you’re good, wherever you are.

u really hurt me. i thought we had something worth keeping & u acted like u didn't feel the same. did you know i have a gf & im in love now? i wonder what could've been.

Never want to loose you and everyone. You are always there for me no matter what and I appreciate you so much. One of my best friends.

And no matter how much I tell myself I’m over you, whenever I see my phone light up, a part of me always hopes it’s you.

it’s so frustrating how little u care. i can’t even make u mad or sad because u don’t care about me like that. i’m just a hu to u.

you told me to not come here but here i am anyways. it finally hit me last night. i’m glad you’re doing good :)

i so badly wish you were the person i needed you to be. but instead you fucked me over. fuck you for being a shitty human and fuck all the girls you got with. they knew you had a girlfriend so you’re all pieces of fucking shit. go to hell.

that night when we were talking about our lives together you looked up at the sky to admire the stars and when I glanced at you I knew I had loved you

2 years since we talked, & I realized today I've never stopped loving you. I hope you're happy & I hope I can learn to be happy again.

I’m tired of guessing. You’re constantly on my mind and I don’t know if I’m even on yours. You flirt with me and give me signs that our connection still stands a chance but then there’s other days where you show me you don’t care at all. All I need is for you to tell me because I feel like I’ve done a lot of the work. I was the one who texted you admitting feelings. I was the one who asked you out. Are we friends or something more? It’s really tiring trying to understand. I’m afraid if I reach out again with my questions I’ll scare you away permanently. You’re kind of the best thing I got right now.

I'm sorry I overthink everything. It's not that I don't trust you. Or that I think you'll cheat. I'm scared to open up about myself. I don't want to get hurt. I love you

I wish I knew why I grew so attached to you after a couple days. You’ve been gone for months now and it’s still hurts.

I’ll never be able to fully explain it or show you, but you really changed my entire life, I never thought I’d make it this far. Everything just seems a little brighter, a little nicer with you.

ure not my first love but i hope u soon realise how much hearts you have broken this color reminds me of ur hoodie lol

You mean so much more than words can ever explain. Your the first guy that ever made me feel confident about myself. I’m writing this the day after you told me you love me. I hope things work out. I hope we end up together like I dream of. Thank you so much

Sometimes I wish I hadn't spoke up about what you did because I was more comfortable being used. I don't know what to do anymore.

I really Fucking love you with all my heart I broke myself so you were okay when in the end you left but are trying to come back you hurt me and I’m still not healed and now you just want to use me again and the worst part is I’m going to let yo bc I love you so much I lost everyone I had for you I even told my family about you but you can’t even manage to look at me anymore

i am sorry i couldn’t be her, i miss you and things could’ve worked out if you would’ve stayed, i cared about you more than myself that i tried my hardest to be the perfect girl for you. i never got to say it but i’ll always have love for you. hopefully we meet again?

I will never love anyone the way I love(d) you. I hope one day you’ll see how much people care about you.

I loved you but you couldn't see it, I tried to show you how much you meant to mean idk if our memories will even last.

Hey, I've liked you for a while and I don’t know if you like me back, but you make me so happy every time I see you!

i want you to miss me the way i miss you. but you wont, and i shouldn't. i love you. i will always love you.

we were sitting by the river. you had your hand on my leg and you looked at me, smiled, then looked down. thats when i knew i loved you.

i hope you know i love you. I have for eight years. i'm sorry i never told you, i was just scared. i miss u. a lot. i miss being friends. you were so funny. i probably never cross your mind.

hey,
i've liked you for an extremely long time and i've thought about our children, i cry over your brown eyes and perfect smile and personality every single night.

caleb, i hope you know i would cry if you were my soulmate. you treated me like shit and didn't care. fuck you. fuck you. almost cheated on me twice but knew I was so goddamn in love it wouldn't matter. fuck. you.

I started to like you after you left but now I don’t know how to feel. It was Halloween you said you like me and asked if you had a chance with me my friend and I said yes as a joke and you took that seriously we think. I didn’t like you when we started talking. Soon we got your number and we started calling late at night for hours at a time. I felt bad for dragging you on but at that point I started to catch feelings before I knew it you unadded me I don’t know why but then you added me on Houseparty recently and it’s really weird but I’m sorry. :,(

I liked you ever since 8th grade. You made me feel welcomed at a new school and we instantly became best friends. I will forever love you. You had a girlfriend so I never pursued you. I wish you hadnt had a gf, because I think we had something special. Even if we were only 14. I love you. You were an angel to me. Keep being your hilarious self. I miss you so much.

it’s hard to interview you as if we’re strangers when my mind is focused on how much i wish i could lean over and kiss you.

Hi. I love you and truly believe you are my person. I know things ended because we were just struggling so bad with eachothers mental health issues that it was making us not fully being able to love eachother. I’m sorry I left. But for us to have a completely different relationship the next time around we have to stay apart while working on ourselves. Everyday I wish things were back to normal and I just have to accept it might not ever be. But thank you for being my first love. You are my always and forever.

Hi. I love you and truly believe you are my person. I know things ended because we were just struggling so bad with eachothers mental health issues that it was making us not fully being able to love eachother. I’m sorry I left. But for us to have a completely different relationship the next time around we have to stay apart while working on ourselves. Everyday I wish things were back to normal and I just have to accept it might not ever be. But thank you for being my first love. You are my always and forever.

I haven't seen you in years. We were just kids when we fell in love. I miss you more than you could ever imagine.

I really do love you, I try my hardest to keep you alive..but I know some day you are going to leave me without telling.

everything about you broke me. everything. i can’t watch the shows we started together without crying. i can’t listen to the music we used to like because it reminds me of you. i just wish we could love each other the way we used too. i wish everything was the same because i will forever be happiest with you. ~ tu amor más verdadero

I’ve been waiting for you for 3 years, but you keep going back to your ex. But I’ll always love you and always be here no matter what, and that’s the worst part.

I can't get over you. I know you moved on but everytime I talk to you I get butterflies. I wish we ended things properly.

i dont do commitments but fuck, i could easily spend the rest of my life with you. you make it worth it. i love you, but you dont feel the same and that shit fucking hurts.

Sincerely, go fuck yourself. Thank you. But don't hurt my best friend or i will commit arson to your home.

after a year i think i finally got over you. i wish i could tell you how much i did care. i wanted you to be happy. i don’t think i can love anymore. but it’s ok because i’m glad that i got to waste it all on you. you deserve the world. it was fun. i’m always here. until death do us part.

god u fucking broke me. i cant love. but love is a persona made for pussies. i don’t love u but i do care. i always have.

sorry you have to deal with the fact that I finally realized I don't need you and you never treated me right

You think that I was too scared to tell anybody about you because I didn't love you, but really it was because I was scared of reality.

Thank you for being my medicine. You somehow just magically make me feel better about anything. That night when we talked on the phone for hours I knew I loved you. I don't know if I mean it in a friendship way or in a romantic way but I love you dork and I am too scared to tell you.

You make me so happy and I don't really know why. I love how I can talk to you about anything and I don't want to lose you. I'm not going to lie I will probably be upset the day you get a girlfriend because that means you like a girl better than me. I like it just being the two of us. I know I'm your favorite out of our friend group. I guess I don't want us to get older. I want us to stay like this forever. I love you, dork. I want to tell you so bad but I don't think you would ever say it back even in a friendship way.