I wonder how Things would have been if I had met you earlier. Maybe you would have reciprocated my Feelings. You were my first love but to you, I was just another Girl.

i’m missing u a little tonight. things are going great for me and i feel like i can breathe for once. i don’t want to talk to u, but i miss u no matter what. let’s both look forward to what life has in store for us. i’ll always love u stinky, more than all the stars.

Hi dumb, I still love you 4ever and always and I really fucking wish we didn't let things get as fucked as they did

Remember Celeste, always remember Celeste. My half and my mirror, I can only see myself marrying you.

i was only 13 and you ruined my life. you made me feel like asking for help was a bad thing. but i loves you and i think i will till the day i die. i just hope to never see you again.

i miss you marco. i wish i didnt but i do. i wish you were nicer. you are a pretty mean person ;/. you hurt me alot more than i first realized. youve left a hole in my heart, and left me struggling to trust. you hurt me marco. you hurt me so much. i dont know how long itll take for me to recover, or if i ever will. i miss you. its a muted, numbing pain. no more violent sobbing, just looking at pictures of you with a soft pain in my heart. did you ever love me ? i dont believe i was ever anything special to you. it all feels fake when i look back. it hurt to see you move on while i was still in that summer phase. i wouldve never grown out of that phase if you kept that mask up. ive seen your true colors now, and i now know that its better for me to not get back you you, as friend or girlfriend. you are a draining person who refuses help and puts problems onto others. you are pessimistic all the time and its draining. my heart does hurt for you, i cannot imagine what you must be going through, but it seems like you are content with it. you dont seem to want help marco, and its draining to try and help someone who doesnt want it. to care for someone that obviously does not want it.i dont like how you always turn it around to you. its not nice of you to make me comfort you when i go to you for comfort. i dont like how you flipped it to you. i remember dreading to tell you about my relapse because of how much you would overreact. and i know its no easy thing to hear from someone you "love" but least you couldve done was comfort me. i was hurting and you made it worse. its quite obvious you arent in the right headspace for a relationship. it was obvious with your previous relationships too. you need help marco. please if you take anything out of this just please get help. please. you are hurting people by not getting help. youre hurting people alot. please. your problems are not ones you can solve yourself. your problems are severe and need proper advice and help. please marco, love get help. you arent in a good place, and thats ok and theres people who know how to take care of you, people who know how to treat you. please, you arent well. you may think you are under control but when you step outside of your perspective, youll see how dire your situation truly is. i love you and still care about you and i hope you heal from whatever may be hurting you. wish you the best.

Me sigues poniendo nerviosa cada vez que te veo, han pasado años pero siempre tendrás un trozo de mi corazón

Bueno...Quiero Decirte Q Aún Te Extraño,Se Q No Fui De Lo Muy Segura Y Linda Contigo Pero En Verdad Te Quiero Y No Se Lo Q Hice Mal Para Q Me Cambiarás X Otra Persona,No Se Xq Antes El Mírarte A Los Ojos Me Daba Tranquilidad Y Sentía Esa Conexión Entre Los Dos...Y Ahora Ya No Lo Puedo Hacer Ni Si Quiero Tengo El Valor De Hablarte.

i still think about you everyday, i wish i could listen to lil peep with you again, sometimes i ask myself if i should visit him instead

I love you. I absolutely adore you and I will never have the courage to tell you how much u mean to me. I’m scared of losing you

ur so so perfect and i wish u could see that. u actually light up my day and i love u so much asshole

I really liked you..I don’t know if I do anymore but I know deep down I still do. I don’t know your feelings towards anyone and I wished I did. So here I am, saying what could never be said. I fucking like you and I wish I didn’t.

you helped me learn how a girl should be treated by not treating me in that way. thanks for being there some of the time.

me duele demasiado que las cosas hayan terminado así, tenia tantas esperanzas de que volvieras a mi porque suponia que tu tambien lo querías, me duele algunas actitudes que tomaste conmigo y quisiera que me dijeras la verdad de lo que sentiste hacía a mi, te ame como nunca imagine amar a alguien y siento que lo seguiré haciendo para siempre sin duda fuiste la única persona que supo tocar mi corazón, espero que estes bien con ella y que te quiera mas de lo que yo lo hice, este contigo en tus mejores y peores dias, te apoye en tus sueños esos que me contaste pero mas que nada te ayude y te hable cada que tengas miedo cuando llegue tu ansiedad, me duele saber que solo fuiste una persona pasajera cuando yo te quería conmigo toda la vida pero aveces los planes no se dan, y por ultimo quisiera que un dia me hablaras aunque fuera para arreglar las cosas que hasta ahora siento se quedaron a medias, te amo infinito tonto

I think what hurts is that you'll never understand how you've made me feel. How that the way you treat me affects my mood. I know I deserve better but I can't let go

i miss you more than you could even imagine. i wish i could have told u that i wanted u when i had the chance. I'm sorry i was such an insecure idiot and messed it up. you would have been so good to me.

When you stand on the grass and the sun casts paintings on your skin, sometimes I dare to hope you'll love me

I will always think that you were the right person at the wrong time, I will try to overcome you but deep down I will be waiting for you, for me it will always be you, when you left you took a part of me please take good care of her, I miss you a lot and be without it hurts a lot, I will always love you

Fuiste una persona muy importante para mi, se que te hice mucho daño, pienso que en la relación ninguno de los dos fue claro en lo que cada quien quería, vivimos lejos del uno al otro, ninguno de los dos se enamoro y eso me duele pensarlo por que yo quería que funcionara, yo por mi parte no di todo de mi para intentarlo, me canse de saber que a ti te interesaban mas chicas y no solo yo, nunca me explicaste lo que sentías por mi, a lo que yo tenia que deducir pero eso no me bastaba, no me hare la inocente por que se que igual yo no fui clara en lo que yo quería contigo, y siempre fui sincera contigo diciendo que yo era una persona muy dificil y que es insegura, inestable. Me gustaba la amistad que teniamos, nos llevabamos perfectamente como amigos, pero yo la regue cundo te dije que me atraias cuando si, en su momento fue asi, pero nunca me enamore de ti, nunca estuve envuelta por ti, solo me gustaba tu compañia, pero lo peor es que era antes por que ahora no te necesito, ya no espero por ti, no me alegras el dia como antes, me aburri de ti. Ya no te extraño, estoy bien sin ti, ya no te pienso como antes. Solo queria el deseo de poder conocernos en persona, y ese sigue en pie, solo que ya no te quiero como mi pareja, te quiero como un amigo, un conocido.

Maybe in another dimension, with tiny differences we would of worked out. But not in this life time. We were so close.

Im not gonna pretend like im perfect. Im far from it. but i di dgive you my all. I loved you with all my heart genuinely. Im sorry i was insecure and im sorry i hurt you, by being hurt by your actions. It sucks yk because i can still say every part of my mind and heart loves you. I miss our late night talks, I miss playing games together or how safe it felt when you were over. I miss watching shows and movies together. I miss laughing until my stomach hurt and our little tickle fights. I miss teaming up to mess with my sister. I miss naps with the cats. I miss us and how good we were before I knew. I wish you never did what you did but i cant blame you. If i were you i would choose them over me too. I just miss how i felt worth it for once. I miss thinking i was someones first choice even though i wasnt yours

yo it’s Laurence yk I’m sure you’ll never see this lol but I hope you’re doing okay man. Your cool hope life’s not being to much of a bitch anyway congrats on making it to 15. proud of you:)

i hate that our friendship wasn’t strong enough for love and i hate who you have become because i miss you

i miss the old us. i don‘t know what happened to us but sometimes I rlly miss u. my heart is burning but i try to stay cool but the fact, that i wasn‘t good enough as her hurts like hell

i miss you. getting over you is my biggest burden. you suck. i want to hate you. im sad. im sorry, i suck. i love you.

te extraño y no sabes cuanto, quiero que vuelvas a mi pero ya no se puede lo entiendo, nunca olvides que te quiero

you killed me inside. i would give anything to go back to being the girl i was before you. happy, care-free, secure, and fine with being alone. you came in and you broke me. i loved you more than i loved myself, and i loved you unconditionally. you used me and left when you no longer needed me. i thought i had found the person i was going to spend the rest of my life with. even after all this time, i still hurt as if it happened yesterday. you shattered my heart to pieces, and i'm so sick of hearing about how you didn't mean to and that you still love me, because you could never do the things you did to me to someone you were genuinely in love with. and even after all of that, i'm still here waiting, and begging, and hoping you'll come back. fighting for someone who was over me before the relationship was even over. no matter how many guys i talk to they will never be you. and the thought that i might never feel the way you made me feel again scares me so fucking bad. i love you so much, but i can't make you love me back. i don't think i'll ever not love you. i pray every day that maybe this was all supposed to happen but that we'll be able to find our way back to each other because all i want is to be with you. you broke me, but i will always love you

i wish things could be different. i hate this age gap. i hate your father. i hate everyone for tearing you away from me. ill forever think of you.

You told me that you loved me. I should have said it back. I haven’t stopped thinking about you since you’ve left. I still have hope that you’ll come back one day even if it’s stupid. I miss you.

You told me that you loved me. I should have said it back. I haven’t stopped thinking about you since you’ve left. I still have hope that you’ll come back one day even if it’s stupid. I miss you.

You leaving devastated me. I don't believe people much but when you said you would stay I trusted you. I should have said that I loved you back. Each day you're still on my mind and it's been months. I still hope you'll return even if it's unlikely.

im so sorry i hurt you. im so sorry that i let my insecurities get in the way of what could have been an amazing relationship. i love you

an unrequited love, i loved so much it didn’t last for both of us. i think i loved you, but your not and will never be mine:) thank u for letting me love you

i still love you so much. it fucking hurts seeing you so distant love. it hurts so much man. it hurts. please just love me again im begging you. why are we so distant? what happened to us? what happened to being soulmates man fuck. i miss just endlessly texting you. i miss you so much. please marco love me back. please. why cant it go back to the way it was in summer ? i miss gushing over text with music playing on the call. miss that lil flirty phase we had. i miss you so much, please just love me back. i swear i dont hate i you. i love you marco. i remember you asking once if you said i love you too much. i would do anything to go back to summer. would do anything to have you love me back. do i even mean anything to you ? am i still your summer love ? or at least your friend? i miss you so much marco. miss being on call all the time n hearing you breathe at night. i miss it all. are you not hurting ? does it not hurt to ignore me for hours on end ? to be so dry to me ? i miss you so much. miss the love you gave me. miss our summer nights just playing minecraft and having innocent fun. i miss you marco. i hope you still love me.

I saw you at your worst and never thought to leave you. You saw me struggling and you left. I still love you.

do you still think about kissing me ? think about how my lips felt against yours ? i still crave your kiss. still crave your warmth, your body. all i want to do is hold and kiss you. play with your hair as you lay in my lap once more. look into your eyes and just get lost in how beautiful they are. just want to hold your perfect face in my hands and tell you i love you. tell you its all gonna get better. all i want to do is comfort you. it hurts not being able to do anything about your pain. really miss playing with your hair. shits hella soft and pretty. i miss you.

There's many things I wish I could say to you, but I know that'll never happen again because she makes you happier.

been looking through our texts for about 2 hours. it hurts so much. seeing texts saying id crumble without you. saying that id be dead before i hurt you. not sure what hurts more, seeing me hitting 3 week milestones multiple times or you saying you love me and that i was perfect, and that we were healthy. saying there was zero toxicity and that we were perfect. i miss that phase. i love you marco.thank you for those memories love

You choose her over our friendship and you didn't even talk to me before blocking me for HER
FUCK YOU

Loving you was red
But loosing you was blue like I never know
What color should I associate with you then?

You call me up again just to break me like a promise
So casually cruel in the name of being honest and now I'm just a crumpled up piece of paper lying here

we both made the same mistakes, both hurt each other except im left still loving you. i wish i knew how much i was hurting you earlier. im so sorry

I've done of these for you before, but scrolling through the many Marco's on here I can't seem to find it.

I miss you so much. It's been so long since we've spoken. I've reached out again, and I'm waiting to hear back from you. I'm so infatuated with you and I don't know why.

I don't want to let go of my claim on you. I want you so bad. I miss you Marco.

ya dun goofed. seriously. i empathize with literally everyone, but i cant seem to empathize with u anymore. oh i try! just like, heal bro. heal. dont lead people on. dont make people worry about you. did you ever apologize for the pressure and guilt youd put on others? see, the thing is marco, i cant empathize with people who can't admit or realize where they went wrong first. work on that. sincerely, an acquaintance.

I guess I just always imagined we’d end up together. We could’ve been the real life movie love story of the one next door.

i miss all the times we had together. you were really my person and i still care about you and it sucks because you really did break me. but i became a better and more grown person because of you and i appreciate that. i wish we could’ve ended on a better note, i’ll always be here for you.

I no longer miss you. Even after everything you did I have to admit that I missed the feeling I felt when I was with you. But now I longer miss you. I no longer need you to be happy. You ruined me and broke me down to nothing and it was so hard to pick myself back up after you. I struggled for so long, looking for someone to help me up. But you made me realize that I don't need anyone to pick me up. I got myself. You needed me. Needed me to be happy, for money, for attention, to do basic human things. I finally escaped from you and I'm happier than I can ever remember. I do not miss you anymore. You keep saying you love me, but when you say it, it doesn't feel the same anymore. It just feels like empty words. I fell in love with my best friend and I shared a lot of firsts with you, but you're only proof that you can't fix things that have been broken. You weren't my soulmate and that's okay. But please let me go so I can be happy. After everything you've done, just do this one good thing for me. Let me go.

I did love you, however you broke me and then blamed me. I don’t hate you. I hope you are happy and thriving. I hope you accomplish all the things you once told me

Well, you are the person who hurt me most than everyone else.
But I’m so grateful just because that made me stronger, that made me love myself.
So, I just got a question for you:
Did you ever love me?
Or just I even care you once?
NOOO.
I don’t know, sometimes I try to understand why you did everything on that way but I never find an answer.
I want to hate you, I swear but I can’t.
I CAN’T.
YOU REALLY FUCKED ME UP.

yknow what? fuck your sorry ass. tired of you fucking guilt tripping me. fuck you marco. and i fucking mean that. not gonna fucking take it back. you are such a toxic manipulative fuck and i hope you know your depression isnt a pass to act like a fucking asshole. fuck you for maing me second guess myself. fuck you for making me walk on eggshells. shouldve fucking listened to you when you said i should leave. fuck you marco . im so fed up with your shit and if you read this, i dont give a fuck if this hurt you. really dont fucking care at this point. so fed up with your bullshit. tired of fucking taking care of a fucking child. fuck you. cant believe i wasted tears on your ass. fuck you never fucking sacrificing my fucking well being for you anymore. fuck you.