Unsent messages to ANDY

We both used each other. We were both manipulative and it was never healthy. I didn’t ever really love you. I’m sorry that you loved me. I thought you knew we were fooling each other

i’m sorry for all the things i said to you. i miss talking to you. you were the light of my life, and i hope you remember that.

I hate that I miss the way you hugged me, the way you spoke honestly even if there were lies layered in between your words. Im mad that you used me and say that you care for me even though you discarded me like I was nothing to you because you were everything to me. I loved you..

you are the whole world to me, i literally wake up and live for u. But, i know that if i say something about it, our friendship will be ruined forever.

I still wish you the best after all that you put me through. Why did you have to come back into my life just to leave again?

I’ll never forgive you for guilt tripping me into helping you build your ugly fucking house. We weren’t even dating anymore!!

no one's ever stuck with me that long before, but all good things must come to and end. i will love you always.

If I knew it would be the last time, I would’ve hung on longer. I hope one day you realize how much I loved you

im finally starting to get over you and finally starting to talk to new people. i still miss you a lot and i still do wish we still had what we had. but now i can work on myself and you should to

Quisiera saber si estás bien...
Realmente quiero creer que sigues siendo un buen chico. Ojalá que todo esté bien en tu vida.

I hate talking to you sometimes. You make me feel so bad about the things I do and say but I can’t say anything because you’ll get all sad. You make me hide things about myself just because it’s not the version you like of me. But then you go abs encourage me to be honest. And when i am honest you get sad and mad at me about the way I feel. I can’t change the way I feel. I just wish i never started talking to you in the first place.

hello pretty boy. i love you okay. i want you to get your dream body. i want you to be comfortable in your own skin. love yourself okay? its your life. not moms. or dads. or jays. or angels. or lily's. its yours. do you babe. i love you. you got this babe xx

i’m not sure what to say tbh. i’m sorry. i’m sorry i wasn’t what u wanted and i’m sorry if i hurt you. i was just upset because ik i couldn’t ever be enough for you. ik you probably don’t care anymore but i still think about u all the time. it’s like i can’t get over you for some reason and that feels so stupid. you won’t ever see this lol but i just hope you are happy bc you deserve that. i’m sorry.

u make being in a relationship feel so hard. it shouldnt feel so hard. maybe its just incompatibility

we both said we wanted to be in each others future .did your really mean that or was it just to make me feel special,if you was really thurl you wouldnt have left but you did and i respect that but why do we have to end it like this i loved you i put you before everyone i love and you took advantage of it you took advantage of my love that i had for you did you want to hurt me on purpose or did you just get bored of me,was i just there for that time period? did you even mean anything you even said to me. bruh you dont understand i need you in my life you were the only person i talked to. i miss you texting me i miss you playing 2k and me being otp with you i miss you i miss you being my bestfriend.

honestly i wish you would like me as much as i like you, but that doesnt seem to possible. you just like knowing ill always run back to you, but our story ends here, im done chasing you, it was nice knowing you, but we need to become strangers again. till we meet again my unrequited love.

I feel so stupid thinking you cared about me. Your bestfriend told me about the other girls,) after you left like I was the toxic one

i read through our old texts one day and you said you thought we’ll end up together. i hope ur right. i hope one day you’ll come back. we make sense. forever and always.

It kind of hurts knowing that you’ll never like me back. You’re my first crush that was more than a crush. Even when I was dating someone else, I would’ve dropped them if you’d asked me out. I’ve been in love with you since 5th grade. I never had a chance and you led me on. You said I was cute but then said you didn’t like girls with any kind of mental illness. Now we’re really good friends and I still really like you. It’s been 5 years. Why can’t I get over you?

I like you a lot but I saw how you looked at her with those dreamy eyes. Shes better than me in every way.

I hope I get to spend the rest of my life with you. You mean more to me than you’ll ever know. I love you.

You will never read this, but I still love you. I couldn’t love you when I was with him, but now I do. It’s too late though, isn’t it?

Sorry that it ended so fast. I'm glad we got to talk things over, but I wish you had cared more when I said you shouldn't continue talking to me. I really loved you so deeply and desperately, but it's time for me to move on. One time, I'll meet people who make me feel loved-- and I won't have to question if they love me or not. You're amazing, but you never cared about me in the way I cared about you. I feel so stupid for texting you all that shit, but I meant every word of it. I care about you so much, and I'll be fine as long as I know you're not as hurt as I am. I wish you the best in life. But you better congratulate me when I go to UCLA in a few years :) Love ya tons.

I liked you, I really liked you, but your approach to me was getting to bother me...but not in an aggressive way, I was really a fool not to realize that you liked me, years go by and to this day I still like you as the first time....

You never took the time to really know me and while that hurt me then, the pieces of me that you didn’t have the chance to destroy have become my peace.

I still have the paper star you made me out of the straw wrapper from our first date, and it's the only memento I keep on me at all times. I'll always be rooting for you.

Knowing that you never really cared about me hurts so bad. Even the thought of you looking at another girl makes my heart cry. I love you so much, and I'm not even sure why. I think about you so often, even after cutting off all communication with you. Sometimes I'll remember something you told me once, and I'll cling to the memories like they're soft pillows. I don't want to forget anything about you. I love you so much, I cry every night because I want you to come back into my life. Please come back. I love you, I can't live without you.

i never loved you. before you, i thought all people were good and wanted good things, you took that away.

I wish you knew just how much you mean to me. I really really like you man, but of course I'll never tell you that.

sometimes i still think about you & i want to text you but i don’t bc you said w your own mouth you played me so im gonna look dumb if i’d check up on you , just know i’ve tried w other guys & none of them compare to you :’) wish you the best

falling for you was so unexpected and i'm sorry because i know that we're just friends and i know that it would ruin our friendship but i love you andrew. i am so in love with you. i miss you. come home soon.

you mean more than you will ever know to me. i am scared one day i won’t have you in my life. i love you.

Although everyone would joke about your name and ask where was woody, i never did because i thought it was stupid. Rather I wanted to know more about you. You have taught me so many things in life. but unfortunately i have to let you go. you didnt want me in the end. you took all my firsts. yet you didn't want to be my last. you truly broke me first. thank u for shaping me and allowing me to shape my standards for what i truly deserve.

I love you, im in love with you. you make me feel so alive, so perfect, but so sad at the same time. i hate you because i feel like im never gonna be good enugh for a relationship.

So much happened to us that I wished didn’t happen, there will always be a place in my heart that will wait for you I hope we meet again sometime I actually kinda miss you thank you for helping shape me into the person I am to say I was so toxic and you helped changed that thank you for everything and I hope you find so much happiness in the world

You left knowing that you left me alone, with no one to trust. You left me collapsed with my heart shattered, but you like nothing. Unfortunately I told you that I loved you all my life, and I will, because I loved you too much for who you really were...

Hey i cant stop loving you i just want you to understand that im here for you forever even if you forget me ill be here waiting

I want to forgive you. But I can’t, u leave me when I need you more. I really hope can forgive you one day.

hola, han pasado tres meses desde la última vez que hablamos y te extraño demasiado, he pensado mucho en ti y lo diferente que pudó ser mi vida si aún siguieras en ella.
echo de menos llamarte por las madrugadas y de repente darme cuenta que te quedaste dormido y quedarme allí escuchando tu respiración, entonces pensar ¿qué hice para merecerlo?
nunca pude hacerme la idea de que alguien como tú amaba a alguien como yo y creo que ese fue el problema: nunca quise dejarte a ti, de echo día con día trataba de ser suficiente para ti (incluso cuando tú nunca me hiciste creer que era insuficiente) eres un chico increíble, andy, mereces lo mejor. sé que aquel amor que tanto mereces te encontrará, alguien más te dará todo ese amor que no pude darte porque no me amaba ni a mi, y aunque no me quisiera ni un poco siempre estuve segura de que lo que sentía por ti era amor, porque a veces cuando amas a alguien tienes que dejarlo ir y no porque realmente quieras hacerlo a veces solo entiendes que eso fue lo mejor que podías hacer, cuando amas a alguien lo último que quieres es dañarlo.
gracias por hacerme sentir que era alguien.

I’m still hoping one day you come back to my life. It hurts so much missing you. You left me empty...

Some nights I wonder where we could be if you weren’t still in love with your ex and I took off my rose-colored glasses and we started all over again. I miss you. I hope you are doing well.

I’m sorry for everything. I wish we could talk things out. You said I gave up on us but I promise I never have

I’m sorry for everything. I wish we could talk things out. You said I gave up on us but I promise I never have

I wish that you could like me as much as you like him. I really wanted to try hard for you, sometimes it just doesn't work.

I was such a kid when I met you and I thank you for letting me go, as you knew you're no good for me. A piece of me will always love you and when hearing your name stop for a second. I hope you're happy with her now and I wish you the best. I'll come to your wedding with only happiness in my heart for you. I don't regret my best friend introducing me to her brother, I do not. You showed me I deserve better and I know I do.

it hurt me to have to end it. but i know it would've hurt less than when you had to leave. finding frogs isn't the same without you

it hurt me to end it. But I know it would've hurt less than when you had to leave. Country music isn't the same without you

You broke me and blamed me I still hurt and want you back and knowing you never cared truly kills my soul , you broke me

Didn’t feel like it at the time, but it was the right thing. I’m happy now. I’ve lived a life I don’t think I could’ve with you.

Thank you for being the one person to stand by me even when everyone broke me. You'll always be the one I love.