Unsent messages to AIDEN

Dear aiden the coolest man to live, yes, i do like jazz and I am going to die listening to the best jazz known tO man, by the band called " BTS"

Can we please have just one moment of intimacy? Just one second that's not just 'jokes with the boys'? I'm in love with you, man, straight up in love with you. It sucks, I know if I were a girl you and I would be together. I wish I were a girl.

You were the only one I told so much to and opened up to. Idk what happened but I really do miss you and no matter what, I want you to know that I care and you matter

When I left ,
I promise,
it was for you .
I’m sorry I got it wrong .
In another lifetime we would have got it right ❤️

why did you leave me? if you loved me you wouldn’t have left. you were the only thing i had. the only person i could trust. that was a big mistake for me to invest in.

i love you and you know it too. yet you still chose to cheat on me while i chose to stay with you. i want you to love me back but if you keep cheating, it’s never going to happen.

dump them, i know they are shitty and i know youre scared of them but trust me. youre a better person without them. I know that cause you act so nice when they arent around but when they are you attack me 24/7

is it bad to say i miss you? it sounds pathetic but i really do. i think about you a lot. hope you know

I'm sorry. I'm sorry I lied. I didn't love you. We met online, and I needed validation. It's been that way for a long time. Someone special left me, and I needed someone else to love me. I don't truly know if you loved me, but you told me you did. I don't think either of us was honest. You told me you told your mom about us, and I'm sorry you did. I was not worth your attention. You deserve so much better, and I'm sorry I couldn't give you better. All I could give you what was left of a broken heart. I hope you find the love you were looking for. Goodbye.

in another life i never had to go, and we ended up together. that will have to be enough, but i will forever be jealous of the versions of us who continued to love.

i want a do over more than anything, but i know it wouldn’t be the same now. in another life maybe. i’ll never stop caring for you.

i will always have love for you in my heart and it hurts me every time i think about how things ended you were my best friend and i miss all the memories but i will hold them close to my heart.

I'm sorry I came into your life when I wasn't ready for the responsibilities. I truly didn't mean any harm, but I know its my fault we separated. I should've thought about it beforehand. just know that I still love you, I just know that I cant give you what you need. I hope in the future you can find someone better, and we can still be friends :)

you broke me yet i still want you so badly and i would race back to you in a heartbeat if you let me.

There are no words to express how you've changed my life, because of you my world is no longer dark and I have the motivation to keep living. I love you so so much Aidy

we met in freshmen year. I really enjoyed our friendship but somehow it turned into a shit show. I know you don’t miss me. That’s ok.

i wish i never would have met you. you have drained so much energy out of me and wasted my time. its crazy how manipulative and how much of a liar you are.

i never really believed in platonic soulmates before i met you, and after everything you pulled i know that i have one and it definitely isn’t you.

I wish you would look at me the way you look at those other girls and even though I know you never will, I’m always hopeful. I knew I was in trouble the moment I started smiling at your name appearing on my phone but I still managed to fall even deeper. When you were with her I felt like I wasn’t enough and the hours I’ve spent crying on you are ones I’ll never get back. I wish you thought I was beautiful and would want to sweep me off my feet but then I see you looking at her and snap back into reality. I knew from the start you would never want me, but I still wanted to try. Now I’ve given up but can’t bring myself to tell you or even say goodbye

i don't want be your friend, i want to be your lover. but you don't care about me the way i care about you...

you know i love you, and if you weren’t so far i’d do anything to be with you. i just don’t know how to tell you everything else

I love you more than anything but i know you’re bad for me yet i still would choose to have you in a heartbeat

Its sad because Its been a year and 2 months now. I am still crying over you and we never even dated. I just hipe you find your way back to me but if you don’t its okay. Things weren’t meant to last.

it's been so long since we've met and seen each other but i want u to know youre still the sweetest guy i've ever gotten to know. i don't have feelings for u at all anymore and i havent in a long time but you were the first person to show me my worth and i will remember that forever.

Why couldn’t you just be honest, because i bled myself dry for you. I never stopped loving you and i hate myself for it

hey I know its been a while, but I forgive you for hurting me, I loved you and I have thought about you since the day we stopped talking. I loved you, goodbye

I’m currently texting your best friend who your with but he doesn’t know ur the only one i want to talk to

you broke me in ways that are physically impossible to heal from. thank you for pushing me to my lowest. can only go up from here.

you werent my first love, but you definitely made the first one irrelevant and you helped fix me even though you didnt have to waste your time

Koala
Im so sorry i blamed our breakup on you. i know it was my fault because i was the one who broke your heart. im so sorry and it makes me happy that you moved on.

you play instruments good, but cant sing at all. you sound tone deaf. you always have sweat stains. your laugh was weird af

this is a reminder for anyone go check snap and see how long you've left them (me) on open like bruh i see ur score going up its been 3 weeks this is just another reason why i hate you but i still love you

Desearia ser el, a el si lo queres y merece tu amor, no puedo odiarte ni a el y espero que sean muy felices juntos aunque yo no lo sea. Eras mi ultima ancla a este mundo, lo siento

My dear and very sweet friend, I love you more than u know. From the day we met I knew you were my person. I haven't known you for that long, but really truly it feels like forever. You have the most beautiful soul of anyone I've ever met. You remind me of home, you showed me I am capable of loving, and you make me want to become a better person. Because of you, i haven't given up. Although we don't talk everyday, not a day goes by where I am not reminded of you. I will always and forever have a place in my heart for you. i can only hope that the future holds something for the both of us together. I find myself planning out a life with you that is pretty near impossible. Lately, you seem to have less interest but I really know you're just busy. I'm sorry if i annoy you lol. Just know, you are the reason I am going to be ok. I really hope we continue this friendship, and I really hope it grows to something more in the future. I hope I can finally hold your hand and let you brush the hair out of my face. To see you only for a moment would mean more than the world to me. I know you will probably never read this, unless i show you myself. So in that case, listen up... She really loves you Aiden, she would give you the world if you gave her a chance. You won this time, don't mess it up :)

hey so im gonna unadd you because i really like you and im scared of hurting people emotionally,and i dont want the chances of me hurting u being higher because im hurting, it will hurt less if i leave just rn, so i rlly rlly like you you are so attractive and just the sweetest guy ever and literally just an amazing person and thats why im leaving, i dont wanna mess you up, have an amazing night handsome, love you always

fuck you and all the love I had to offer. You deserve to rot. The pain u made me feel is un forgiveable.

fuck you. fuck you. you piece of shit. treating a girl like that? what the hell is wrong with you. i hope you burn in hell mother fucker. i hope u die alone :D

I really hope you come back soon i miss you, for some reason im starting to think you killed yourself..i really hope you didnt and that your just taking a break. ily

I never let people in. ever. I let you in and you left without any explanation. You are my weakness. I hate feeling weak.

you are the only reason i am still alive. i couldn’t ask for a better bestfriend, you mean the absolute world to me.

I still miss you. Why’d you leave me? I’m still convinced we were right person wrong time. I will always love you.

HEY BUDDY I love you so much and I hope you find this because you mean so so so much to me and I can't picture my life without you :) i love youuuuuu

It took me a year and a half to realize you didn't care about me at all. But for some reason, I still love you

what if it wont ruin anything though? and maybe long distance will work, you never know love. you make me feel so safe and i just wanna be urs

i wish you were nicer to me because at one point your opinion of me meant everything. i still really care about what you think of me and you being brutally honest really affects my mental health.

I wish I would've spent more time being patient with you. You are amazing, smart, funny, and have brilliant hair.I still miss you.I wish you nothing but the best in life, I wish I could be a part of it.

I can't wait for the say when I can look at you straight in the eyes, looking at your hair, smile, and all, and say "this is not what I want anymore"

i love you and its so hard to know your happy with someone else but as long as your happy and if i love you i have to let you go

you will never know how much i care and think about you. i am so in love with you and you will never know.

I care about you a lot. I'm always thinking about what you're up to even when you don't think about me. Sometimes I wish you would text me to check up on me because I'm really trying to hold on for you. You shut me out a lot, it makes me upset when all I wanna do is help. I truly hope you'll realize.