I never let people in. ever. I let you in and you left without any explanation. You are my weakness. I hate feeling weak.

What did I ever do? Why did you start to hate my faults? What made you decide not to walk me home when you saw me cry? Why did you not even comfort me but instead stare at me then walk away? You messed me up for everyone else and I still can't let others in.

I’m still waiting for you, part of me still loves you. I’m just waiting for you to ask. I know it won’t happen

i promised myself i wouldnt hurt you again. you deserve better. please find someone so i know youre happy.

I love you but you’d never want me, and ur my best friends friend so it’s forbidden. Yet I can’t stop falling for u and thinking of what’ll never be.

I really hope you come back soon i miss you, for some reason im starting to think you killed yourself..i really hope you didnt and that your just taking a break. ily

fuck you. fuck you. you piece of shit. treating a girl like that? what the hell is wrong with you. i hope you burn in hell mother fucker. i hope u die alone :D

I love you, you love her. It’s ok, I’ll be here if she breaks you, but you don’t need to love me. Just love my friendship.

fuck you and all the love I had to offer. You deserve to rot. The pain u made me feel is un forgiveable.

i love you and you know it too. yet you still chose to cheat on me while i chose to stay with you. i want you to love me back but if you keep cheating, it’s never going to happen.

hey so im gonna unadd you because i really like you and im scared of hurting people emotionally,and i dont want the chances of me hurting u being higher because im hurting, it will hurt less if i leave just rn, so i rlly rlly like you you are so attractive and just the sweetest guy ever and literally just an amazing person and thats why im leaving, i dont wanna mess you up, have an amazing night handsome, love you always

My dear and very sweet friend, I love you more than u know. From the day we met I knew you were my person. I haven't known you for that long, but really truly it feels like forever. You have the most beautiful soul of anyone I've ever met. You remind me of home, you showed me I am capable of loving, and you make me want to become a better person. Because of you, i haven't given up. Although we don't talk everyday, not a day goes by where I am not reminded of you. I will always and forever have a place in my heart for you. i can only hope that the future holds something for the both of us together. I find myself planning out a life with you that is pretty near impossible. Lately, you seem to have less interest but I really know you're just busy. I'm sorry if i annoy you lol. Just know, you are the reason I am going to be ok. I really hope we continue this friendship, and I really hope it grows to something more in the future. I hope I can finally hold your hand and let you brush the hair out of my face. To see you only for a moment would mean more than the world to me. I know you will probably never read this, unless i show you myself. So in that case, listen up... She really loves you Aiden, she would give you the world if you gave her a chance. You won this time, don't mess it up :)

sometimes im glad you walked out of my life. You never cared about me, yet you still tried your hardest to be there. I really loved you, you know that right? Even if I never said it, I tried my best to prove it to you. And I thought you did too. But I just realized you did everything for me because you didn't want to hurt me. But I'm hurt now. The truth is slowly being revealed and it breaks my heart. I'm doing better now thats for sure. But sometimes I look back and wonder how things would've been if you just never indirectly said goodbye. I wish you the best in your life, thank you for being a chapter of my book called life.

Desearia ser el, a el si lo queres y merece tu amor, no puedo odiarte ni a el y espero que sean muy felices juntos aunque yo no lo sea. Eras mi ultima ancla a este mundo, lo siento

i’m sorry i had to let you go. you didn’t deserve this. i’m with someone else now, and you’re just a fuck boy. but at the end of the day, you made me believe in myself more than anyone ever has. and i really did love you, so much.

i never really believed in platonic soulmates before i met you, and after everything you pulled i know that i have one and it definitely isn’t you.

this is a reminder for anyone go check snap and see how long you've left them (me) on open like bruh i see ur score going up its been 3 weeks this is just another reason why i hate you but i still love you

fuck you for breaking my heart. you ruined love for me, and i’ll never be the same after you. all you had to do was love me back, you know that right? i haven’t dated anyone since because i physically will not let myself. i’ve built a wall and shut people out and hurt people that didn’t deserve it all because you couldn’t love me back. all you had to do was love me back and it would’ve saved my life. what was so fucking wrong with me that made me unlovable? i gave you everything i had, yet when it got tough you dipped. then came back and tried to hu with my best friend. you don’t want to be friends with her; you want to use her. i’m not the same person anymore, and i think you know that. don’t hit me up. my life is no longer your business.

i wish i never would have met you. you have drained so much energy out of me and wasted my time. its crazy how manipulative and how much of a liar you are.

we met in freshmen year. I really enjoyed our friendship but somehow it turned into a shit show. I know you don’t miss me. That’s ok.

you play instruments good, but cant sing at all. you sound tone deaf. you always have sweat stains. your laugh was weird af

There are no words to express how you've changed my life, because of you my world is no longer dark and I have the motivation to keep living. I love you so so much Aidy

it's been 7 years since we last hung out, I'm only now realising I loved you, I miss you. You were my best friends and now I don't even know you...

you were my yellow but i wasn't yours, and thats okay, i hope you find yours soon i love you so much peanut.

I love you so much and I always will but I had to let go because me not being with you hurts and you will always love my best friend instead when she doesn’t like you back I hope we are meant to be one day:)

fuck you and everything you’ve ever done to cause me pain. you made me lose my bsf and i hate not only you but myself for it.

i wish you were nicer to me because at one point your opinion of me meant everything. i still really care about what you think of me and you being brutally honest really affects my mental health.

i trusted you. i will never forgive you for touching me like that. ever. i’m scared of men because of you. i hate you.

why did you leave me? if you loved me you wouldn’t have left. you were the only thing i had. the only person i could trust. that was a big mistake for me to invest in.

When I left ,
I promise,
it was for you .
I’m sorry I got it wrong .
In another lifetime we would have got it right ❤️

You were the only one I told so much to and opened up to. Idk what happened but I really do miss you and no matter what, I want you to know that I care and you matter

Koala
Im so sorry i blamed our breakup on you. i know it was my fault because i was the one who broke your heart. im so sorry and it makes me happy that you moved on.

if i could, i would save you from everything bad in this world. i’m so sorry that i pretended like i didn’t love you. you meant the world to me

Can we please have just one moment of intimacy? Just one second that's not just 'jokes with the boys'? I'm in love with you, man, straight up in love with you. It sucks, I know if I were a girl you and I would be together. I wish I were a girl.

Her.

Were her lips like mine?
Did she taste like me?
Did she touch your skin and kiss your cheeks?
Did she look at you how I used to
Not only into your eyes but deeply gazing through?

I wonder if she knew how you liked to be kissed
She probably found out
As your tastebuds mingled and your fingers entangled
The realization probably came about
As all of our memories crash into her abyss as you entertained her awaiting pout

Did she run her fingers through your hair?
How can this be fair?

I know it's not my place to say since things had already ended
But I refuse to leave my broken heart entirely undefended
I thought you cared about my soul and I thought you knew what was best
But yet you let your second best rest her hands upon your chest

You say you still want me but how can that be true
If your rosy lips so willingly pressed against somebody brand new's ?

I hope that my scent overwhelmed you with every breath you took
I hope that her eyes morphed into mine with every gaze and look
I hope that her skin was rough and made you miss my touch
Oh god I hope that you missed me, as much as I did, SO much

Yet, the question still remains..

How can this be fair?
I know that if I did that to you it would be more than you could bear
So foolishly I trusted you with my beaten and broken heart
Little did I know as soon as we ended you had already begun to start..

ik everything was my fault but fuck i miss you. and right now you could care less i feel like or maybe you do care but you make it seem like you dont and in the beginning it killed me. broke me in ways i never knew. it was pain for days and days. and you came back gave a glimpse of what we used to be for a day and then left me again but this time it seems like you hate me worse. 1 word answers. delivered for 2 days. opened. telling me you dont even wanna be friends anymore. i remember every time we fought you came back the pain only lasted for a few hours or maybe a day. but this pain has gone on for 3 weeks now. its gotten better ive fianlly gotten to where i dont cry and i feel like i dont need you anymore. i guess content with you leaving me. i wish more than anything youd come back. i miss your face. your goofy text. your laugh. our little jokes. i miss you. fuck writing this is making me tear up. i miss texting you on every possible app having 5 diffrent convos going. i miss it. i fucked it all up bc ive never really known how to love until i met you. i changed so much for the better for you and i still fucked it up. this sucks more than life. ive been waiting for this day coming up since we were talking the day i got to see you. but that part of you is gone. i turned you cold. i miss you please come back.

I’m sorry that my anxiety makes it so hard for me to believe that you actually love me. I’m trying. I really am.

I wonder if you’ll think of me when you leave. I know I sure as hell will, maybe I do love you. Maybe one day you’ll love me, too.

you werent my first love, but you definitely made the first one irrelevant and you helped fix me even though you didnt have to waste your time

I wish you could see how much everyone cares about you right now. I know you are going through hard times, but everyone loves you so much and wants you to be ok again. I wish I could fix all your problems and make you happy again.

im sorry it turned out that way we were pretty good friends but yk we were drifting and i have a lot to say but i hate the person you are now fuck you

you broke me in ways that are physically impossible to heal from. thank you for pushing me to my lowest. can only go up from here.

I love you. I love you so much it consumes me daily. I wake up thinking of you, and you stay with me all day. I pray that one day I have the balls to tell you this myself.

I keep thinking back to the night where I cried on your shoulder and ruined your sweater with my shitty mascara. Now I'm crying alone and would do anything to have you back here with me.

words cant describe how in love with you i am. i have never felt so at home with anyone, ur my other half

Dear aiden the coolest man to live, yes, i do like jazz and I am going to die listening to the best jazz known tO man, by the band called " BTS"

i don't want be your friend, i want to be your lover. but you don't care about me the way i care about you...

I remember the first time I knew I liked you. It was as if when I first realized, everything about you became perfect. You were perfect to me and being around you made me the happiest. Then as time passed by, I realized I loved you. It's crazy because we were so young, what did I know about love? You made me feel like my life was perfect. It makes me sad to say I never made you mine because I was too scared to tell you. But I hope you know how much you meant to me. If only I could back into time and just look into your eyes one last time. Have a conversation with you one last time. Be in your presence one last time. You moved on without me and found new friends and I'm so happy for you because you look like you're having the time of your life. I just hope I gave you an idea what it's like to be a good friend. You're always going to be my first love, even if you didn't love me back.

words can't describe how much i love you. Thankyou for teaching me what real love is i have never felt this way abt someone before i will always love you no matter what. i really do have hope for our relationship. you are my everything and i'd be devastated to lose you my head hurts even thinking about not having you in my life you make me so happy everytime i talk to you i can't stop smiling i can never get enough of you i love you so much always and forever.

I just wanted to say thank you. Thank you for everything you showed me. Thank you also for making my decision for me. I never really knew if I liked you or the attention that you gave me. And then when you kissed me I didn’t know if I liked you or just liked kissing you. It was my first kiss so I didn’t know how to feel. Now that I think about it... I don’t think that I did like you because I hardly knew you. You are so different to anyone I would ever go for. I think that I just liked what you said to me and you made me feel good about myself. But you never made me feel special because I know that you hookup with so many girls and sleep around a lot. You even said it yourself, you don’t have a good reputation. With you I became a person that I never really wanted to be. You still have a long way to go and still need to learn a lot about yourself. You deserve to find happiness and to accept yourself. I’m sorry your life went the way that it did. I feel guilty when I see people like you, because it makes me realise how truly privileged I am because my life is so easy compared to yours. I can see that your family has tried to help you but now you need to help yourself. This year you have a lot of time so I think you should use it to improve yourself and get out of your routine of a different girl every week. Because otherwise your life will never change and you’ll be stuck like this forever. It may seem nice for now but I think you know that you don’t want to live like this always. Anyways... I just wanted to say thank you for letting me go because I would never have the strength to even though I didn’t want to be with you.