I wish you would look at me the way you look at those other girls and even though I know you never will, I’m always hopeful. I knew I was in trouble the moment I started smiling at your name appearing on my phone but I still managed to fall even deeper. When you were with her I felt like I wasn’t enough and the hours I’ve spent crying on you are ones I’ll never get back. I wish you thought I was beautiful and would want to sweep me off my feet but then I see you looking at her and snap back into reality. I knew from the start you would never want me, but I still wanted to try. Now I’ve given up but can’t bring myself to tell you or even say goodbye