i'm going to be with a new boy soon but i'd rather it be u instead

i miss u more than you'll ever know

Najbardziej boli mnie fakt, że czego byś nie zrobił i jak bardzo powinnam Cię już dawno skreślić - i tak zawsze wybiorę właśnie Ciebie.

undoubtedly the worst boyfriend ever, but you were and forever will be my first love.the storage,bundles and spillages of wasted love letters will always be locked away in my phone waiting for you.

hitting december.
spitting these words down as if they mean something to me.you'd think everytime i sit, hearing you spill all these compassionate truths of embarrassment i'd take a hint.
all my fault.the stockholm syndrome. im not asking you to stay.
crawling itching scratching
you make it so painful.
mum still asks about you.
maybe its forceful winters gentle reminder, the tickling of the rain,ever so similar to your touch, ever so similar to us.
A gentle reminder that time is still passing
wasting these moments thinking of you the idea the memory the manipulative worrying ways you kept me on my feet. i hate you here i love you alone.
i'd never want you back
no birthday wishes would be enough to wish you dead.
just so i'd be granted to mourn you
think about you
talk about you

helps me to sleep at night

greedy for your presence in my life, the sense of purpose that i never quite found in myself or anyone else.

3 is your lucky number

Oh i cant wait to tell everyone how lucky i was that you were it
the first love
you made it so painful for me
you made it so worth it.

i don’t ever think i’m going to fully stop loving you. i’ll always love you just a little bit, especially when i remember all the beautiful experiences we had together. i hope you remember too.

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