From: ABC
To: Samuel
I wish I can tell you how I truly feel. I love you but you don't seem to love yourself. Focus on the people who is willing to devote their life to you.
From: ABC
To: Samuel
actually, turns out i’m a lesbian and all i ever wanted from men was validation and hated it once i got it because i only thought i wanted it from my internalized year for the male gaze! thanks for wasting my time none the less but i like girls now so bye
From: ABC
To: Samuel
Se que nunca pudimos ser nada por todos los problemas que siempre tuvimos pero los dos sabemos que siempre nos vamos a amar porque sabemos que nos extrañamos
From: ABC
To: Samuel
you meant the world to me. i genuinely believe i loved you more than anyone ever loved anyone. you were so special to me and i will never forget you. thank you for everything.
From: ABC
To: Samuel
Hey I really like you and I’m to scared to ask you out or do anything about it. From a girl in your class
From: ABC
To: Samuel
Veniste a mi de la nada . Yo no estaba interesada te convertiste la persona con la que me sentia mas cómoda mad libre mas yo me abri ati como con nadie nunca , Me enamore... y te fuiste . Como si nada. Despues de causar todo esto. De verdad te importe ? O fui solo esa chica de los rumores de la que querias probar? Y ahora eres feliz con tu familia . Y yo sigo aqui . 5 años despues . Aun queriendote. Te quiero y siempre te querre . Me alegro que seas feliz . Yo seguire con mi vida vacia. Xau
From: ABC
To: Samuel
Somos amigos. Me duele este amor no recĂproco. Te amo hace muchos años pero tu a mi no. Y me hablas de ella a veces...lo cual me destroza. cuando ella ni te mira, por que no elegimos de quien nos enamoramos. Y es una pena que no me veas a mi que si te valorarĂa y amarĂa y respetarĂa hasta el final.
From: ABC
To: Samuel
i talked to my momma about you two days after we started seeing each other. she said she'd love to meet you, and now, she'll never get the chance to.
From: ABC
To: Samuel
I think about you often. We were so close when we were kids. If we had kept in touch do you think we would have ended up together? I know my 8-year old self wished for it every day.
From: ABC
To: Samuel
I wanted you to be the one so bad. I still love you so much and I’ll be here waiting for you no matter how long it takes. Please come back to me, I don’t want our story to end.
From: ABC
To: Samuel
I wanted you to be the one so bad. I still love you so much and I’ll be here waiting for you no matter how long it takes. Please come back to me, I don’t want our story to end.
From: ABC
To: Samuel
I already know you won’t read this, but if you happen to read this, i just wanted to let you know that i miss you, i miss you so much. I wish you’d see me the same way i see you. I have never felt the same way with anyone that’s why it still hurts sometimes. It has been over an year, but I still somehow miss u from time to time. This is the color of you beautiful eyes.
From: ABC
To: Samuel
You made me feel happy and cried multiple times. But to this day. I still like you, you're on my mind 24/7. I let you go.
From: ABC
To: Samuel
No matter
where I go in life, who I meet, or what I do - My heart will always belong to you. I love you
From: ABC
To: Samuel
No matter
where I go in life, who I meet, or what I do - My heart will always belong to you. I love you
From: ABC
To: Samuel
I just want you to love me back. I finally know how it feels to listen to every song and think about you.
From: ABC
To: Samuel
I really love him but 5 years later and I still lose sleep over you what am I supposed to do with that?
From: ABC
To: Samuel
you were like one of the first people i actually saw potential of me loving. you made me feel safe when i was in your arms and i forgot about all of my problems when i was with you. i’m not mad at you for what happened. i know you said you wanted me to not forgive you but i just can’t. your new girlfriend isn’t right for you. and i’m saying that not out of jealousy i just know who you are and you aren’t you when your with her. i can see it in your eyes she isn’t the one and deep down you know it. i’m not saying i was the one but i just hate seeing you be kept in a cage like this. i’m over you. my emotions have healed, but it took time and a week straight of just sobbing. anyways you will always be my first heartbreak! see you at school SDL (you should know why i picked red)
From: ABC
To: Samuel
Me esfuerzo todos los dĂas en recordarte lo hermoso que eres, lo mucho que vales, lo precioso que es tu corazĂłn y que muchas personas te aman, espero que algĂşn dĂa puedas verte con mis ojos, te amo, eres el amor de mi vida, siempre lo serás.
From: ABC
To: Samuel
You're the sole reason my mind is going insane. Why it can't rest at night. You're the only thing that occupies it.
From: ABC
To: Samuel
What have you done to me? Why am I so obsessed with you? I know nothing about you. Yet I am so consumed with curiosity as to who you are. You’re the sole reason my mind is going insane. You’re the only thing that occupies it. I won’t allow myself to rest until you message me with your romantic gestures of “DOIN”.
I wonder what occupies your mind when you look at me. What do you see? Do you think what I think? Or do you not perceive me the way I view you?
Well obviously so considering the current circumstances. It seems we are not connected. We do not share the same thoughts.
Sad to think I thought so highly of us. The possible outcome of me confessing. However my visions fooled me. And so did the surrounding people telling me to reveal the feelings, that I, solely share.
I realise my actions contradict my emotions. That is solely due to my inability to genuinely convey what I feel. I apologise.
I am unable to control my behaviour or emotional stability when I know you are near. I shut down automatically. I apologise.
From: ABC
To: Samuel
I miss you, tell me that I miss you to be your perfect girl, I just want you to come back because I miss you so much and I can't stop thinking about you and our first kiss that night
From: ABC
To: Samuel
I thought I liked you, but really I was young and closeted and
people kept telling me we were meant to be. We could have been great friends.
From: ABC
To: Samuel
you made the first move, and shit I didn't even like you at first but I was the one that fell the hardest. you only text me now to hook up and I really should stop seeing you. but part of me doesn't wanna let go maybe because I don't want to lose you because at one point you made me so happy.
From: ABC
To: Samuel
I so sorry i couldn’t see what we had until it was too late. I truely hope she makes you happy, you deserve it.
From: ABC
To: Samuel
I’m so sorry i couldn’t see what we had until it was to late. I hope she makes you happy, you deserve it.
From: ABC
To: Samuel
I’m so sorry i couldn’t see what we had until it was to late. I hope she makes you happy, you deserve it.
From: ABC
To: Samuel
I’m so sorry i couldn’t see what we had until it was to late. I hope she makes you happy, you deserve it.
From: ABC
To: Samuel
I’m so sorry i couldn’t see what we had until it was to late. I hope she makes you happy, you deserve it.
From: ABC
To: Samuel
I’m so sorry i couldn’t see what we had until it was to late. I hope she makes you happy, you deserve it.
From: ABC
To: Samuel
and you know, for you ruin myself, a million little times.
that's why you still message me to this day, after 6 years.
From: ABC
To: Samuel
thank you for looking at me with such adoration & love, I wish I had done the same when we were together.
From: ABC
To: Samuel
i remember the day i left, makeup running down my face, sobbing into your arms as you held me tightly.
From: ABC
To: Samuel
You were and will always be my best friend. we are definitely soulmates and we fit together like pieces from a puzzle but wrong time wrong person. It hurts to see you love that girl like I love you but i’m glad you are happy. Even when you ask how i’m doing and if i’m happy or if i’ve eaten I will always lie as I don’t want to distract you from your happiness. I will miss you and love you always
From: ABC
To: Samuel
Te amè y te amarè por y para siempre, a pesar de todo guardo todos nuestros lindos recuerdos, se que algun dia nos volveremos a encontrar.
From: ABC
To: Samuel
Fuiste la persona más importante de mi vida,me enamoré de ti y creo que para ti fui insignificante. Me dejaste sin razón y destrozada,aun asà siempre te recordaré.
From: ABC
To: Samuel
Carajo ya no sé cómo decirte lo mucho que me gustaste, me lastimaste pero valió la pena cada maldito segundo por qué por un momento me quisiste...se que no lo suficiente pero me basta con saber que en algún momento te guste. Sabes me alegra que me hayas roto el corazón gracias a ti comprendà que no todo es color de rosa.
From: ABC
To: Samuel
hope you r happy with whoever u r gonna date in the future i regret hurting you im really sorry i hurt myself by pushing u away
From: ABC
To: Samuel
Samuel, u actually meant so much to me. words actually can’t describe how much i deeply fell in love with you. then, you left i don’t blame u but i wish u were still here. i’m definitely at one of my low points but i know you have moved on. i love you samuel b.
From: ABC
To: Samuel
i’ve liked you for months but have had to suppress my feelings bc you tell me how much you’re in love with my friend. endless convos made me fall for you after i did so much to guard my heart. i lied to all my friends about how i felt, i didn’t want anyone to make it a bigger deal than it was. but everyday i think of you and wish you would acknowledge me. i don’t even need to date you, just see me and my feelings and know you aren’t alone in yours
From: ABC
To: Samuel
T'aurais dû m'écouter quand je t'ai dit que j'allais pas bien. J'ai jamais été autant mal que ça, en fait tu ma rendu mal comme ça.
From: ABC
To: Samuel
i search my name here, sometimes. you'd never think of apologising to me here, much less in person. why?
From: ABC
To: Samuel
Parce si supieras cuánto hubiese dado solo si me hubieras demostrado porque quedarme, pero solo me demostraste porque irme. De corazón espero que seas feliz sea con quien sea y que cumplas todas las metas de las que alguna vez me hablaste ?
VH ✨
From: ABC
To: Samuel
i just want to thank you for coming into my life when you did. i really do miss you & i wish you never left. i hope you’re doing well. i’ve never told you this but i think i loved you.
From: ABC
To: Samuel
whenever i feel really lonely i write in here and read my old posts back. you shaped me into who i am. i feel like i haven’t been home since we broke up.
From: ABC
To: Samuel
Hi,
You know i’ve loved you so much, I told you when we were drunk but you didn’t love me like I did. I was sad, saw you in my dreams we had a beautiful time together but when I open my eyes I was sad because you’ll never be mine. Time has moved on and my heart forgot you, now I am happy without you
From: ABC
To: Samuel
I don't know if we are just friends but I feel something else, I like to talk to you and I wish you would call me more often because I am ashamed to do so. You are too important for me and I wish you would like me back, I do not know if at some point we will know ... everything after quarantine.
From: ABC
To: Samuel
hey, me again, yeah ik u probs sick of this by now but i can't help but think that i need to show u how loved and appreciated u are. especially as (and correct me if i'm wrong) u seem to have been a lil down recently. i wanna remind u that as soon as this shitty pandemic is over, we are gonna make up for all the lost time we've had, we're gonna go to so many places and see eachother as often as possible. i really wanna go away w u somewhere too, like literally anywhere. it could be the most boring place on earth but id still enjoy myself w u bc u are the one that helps to to see joy in things, ur like a ball of energy and happiness that all radiates onto me when we're together and so i always feel so comfortable, happy and safe w u. just like we're in our own little world. i miss u so much and its really hard to be away from u. i miss looking into ur eyes, i miss laughing w u, i miss running my hands through ur hair, i miss ur smile, i miss hearing ur voice so close in my ear when we hug, i miss it all. pls pls promise to talk to me if u ever need to get anything of ur chest and ill always always be here to listen, even if i can't give the best advice. i care about u far too much to see u struggle or get down on ur own. i love u so much, sorry that this was a lot ahhhh
From: ABC
To: Samuel
Don’t come back I whispered. I screamed where are you.
Now I don’t mind.
I hope things get better for you though.
From: ABC
To: Samuel
you were my brothers best friend. Honestly you treated me better than he did. I fell in love with you. Everything about you. I felt like I knew you more than I knew me. I admired you and wanted to be just like you. I remember the way your eye crinkles when you laugh. I know you get horrible migraines and I know you don't talk to people like you used to. Your smile and your dimples could light up a room. I've spent 9 years pinning for you, hoping that you would notice me. You didn't and I know you won't. Im not a kid anymore, I'm understand that you were never perfect but I would have loved all of your imperfections if you gave me a chance. I'll always remember looking for you in a crowded room after I asked my brother if you came yet. They knew. Everyone knew. I hope you don't and I hope that's not why you ignore me now.