Unsent messages to ADRIAN

i’m over you but i’m not. i love you but i don’t. you were the best thing to enter my life. we had the greatest times together. you made me happy for the short time we were together and made me laugh when i thought i could never. you made my life brighter. i still wish we were together sometimes but i know we ended for the best.

I’m in luv with you But now it’s to late.I wish we can go back to fifth grade so I could tell u a feel the same way but now we’re freshman and we went out separate ways -ur first love and if u see this tell me u love me

You werent a first love but a friend I told everything to and when you left i just i cant express myself i hope the guy friend you choose over me was worth it thanks for letting me be able to change ur name in my phone from Brother to just adrian

you make me feel more important than i've ever felt with anyone. it feels like i can talk to you and you'd never judge me or insult me based on something i'd say, you're my soulmate and i just wanna be with you forever because i adore you so much. my trust issues are normally really bad especially in a relationship but you feel different. you always have and i love you more than myself; i think about you everyday ; and i know i'm young but you feel just right for me and i hope you never leave me. i adore you so much adri

I loved you, you played me like a game and I was the one who was clueless and crying for you. but everything happens for a reason. Your love taught me many things and I have gotten stronger since you destroyed me.. so this isn't hateful its a thank you for making me the person I have became, and making me understand things aren't as they seem.

you always tell me who you like and I always hope it's me but it never is, it hurts to see you fall in love with other girls, you just met her and you already like her? it's like you can't ever be alone, why can't you just love me? I know you love me but you keep seeking out these other girls as replacements I know you

You were only fucking with my feelings because you didn’t know your own. I do miss who I thought you were

I still wish our moments together weren’t so intimate. I loved you so deeply. Its a shame u had no faith in me...

I fucking love you. But you live there and i live here. I’m working hard so i’ll get to see you. At least once

Today’s one of them days where I miss you. I just feel so alone, I wish we could be just friends but it never has and never will work.

Thank you for being my first love that i'll never forget. Though you rejected me, i'll forever be thankful for that lesson. You broke my heart and made it stronger.