Unsent messages to Z
From: ABC
To: Z
Date: July 11, 2023, 12:43 pm UTC
I hate that I still miss you but you don't even miss me.
From: ABC
To: Z
Date: July 11, 2023, 8:17 am UTC
i care about you so much and i don’t know why
From: ABC
To: Z
Date: July 10, 2023, 6:11 am UTC
It’s been so long idk why I still feel anything
From: ABC
To: Z
Date: January 16, 2021, 3:52 pm UTC
i know i said we were just having fun but I was thinking about how long I waited to kiss you like this
From: ABC
To: Z
Date: January 16, 2021, 12:31 am UTC
I miss you comforting me after the exam we had studied for, I miss the little looks you gave me through the window during class. I miss the messages you'd write to me on the board. I miss the sweet messages late at night you'd send as my eyes were closing. I miss you and the little things.
From: ABC
To: Z
Date: January 12, 2021, 6:17 am UTC
i found a post i think u wrote for me a while back. now i find myself searching the archive everyday just to check if maybe theres another
From: ABC
To: Z
Date: January 11, 2021, 8:37 am UTC
You were never mine. But the girl you marry will be so lucky. I genuinely wish you all the best. Till next time.
From: ABC
To: Z
Date: January 10, 2021, 10:54 am UTC
it’s 5am. i wish you would just call me. i wish i could hear your voice one last time. i’m very sorry. goodbye
From: ABC
To: Z
Date: January 10, 2021, 10:53 am UTC
i can’t sleep, i’m thinking about you. i can’t stop crying, i miss you so much. you never leave my mind. i wish things could go back to the way they were. i really am sorry. i regret so much. i should’ve done more for you. i hope you’re doing better than i am right now.
From: ABC
To: Z
Date: January 10, 2021, 8:09 am UTC
i miss the way you cared. i know i took it for granted. i miss it so much. i miss you calling everyday. now you don’t even text back. i just wish you’d tell me where it all went wrong.
From: ABC
To: Z
Date: January 10, 2021, 7:13 am UTC
god i miss u. you'll always be my beautiful mermaid and you'll always have a special place in my heart
From: ABC
To: Z
Date: January 8, 2021, 5:04 am UTC
I miss you... more than you know and I hate it. Why did you tell me that you would be here for me when you were going to leave?
From: ABC
To: Z
Date: January 7, 2021, 7:18 am UTC
I really wish I knew how bad you were for me before it was too late. I let myself ruin my own life because of you.
From: ABC
To: Z
Date: January 6, 2021, 9:51 pm UTC
Whenever I go back to our hometown I think about the last time I saw you. I would do anything to redo that year.
From: ABC
To: Z
Date: January 6, 2021, 9:45 pm UTC
Things should’ve been different for us. I hoped for a long time that things would end up different, but now I just hope that you’re happy.
From: ABC
To: Z
Date: January 6, 2021, 5:06 pm UTC
i don't give up on people. but it's been 2 years and you're not the same person anymore. i'm allowed to give up on someone who doesn't exist.
From: ABC
To: Z
Date: January 4, 2021, 12:10 am UTC
I was more responsible for us ending the way we did than I knew at the time. You still shattered my trust in a way that has taken me years to heal from but now I know that we were both more in love with the idea of love than each other. I truly hope you’re happy.
From: ABC
To: Z
Date: January 3, 2021, 1:39 pm UTC
You were so good to me, I will miss you but it is time for me to move forward with my life. I hope find everything you need to make you happy. Goodbye.
From: ABC
To: Z
Date: January 3, 2021, 7:15 am UTC
why? genuinely why? this sounds like some sappy shit but why did you become this version of yourself. I miss the version of you who would answer my calls even if you were in a test, the version of you who would beat the shit out of anybody who hurt me, the version of you who I fell in love with. This new version is just...selfish.
From: ABC
To: Z
Date: January 3, 2021, 7:11 am UTC
we haven't talked in a month. we went from talking to everyday, to not talking for a month. I want to be upset and block you and talk shit about you, but the second I see your name on my phone that all goes out the window. We had too much pride, which is why it'll never work, but deep down I want to be those people who we were a month ago.
From: ABC
To: Z
Date: January 3, 2021, 4:02 am UTC
I’m so nostalgic all the time of when we talked. Not really of when we were dating but more the time we were friends. I miss you.
From: ABC
To: Z
Date: January 2, 2021, 11:32 pm UTC
i had to do what was best for me, i still love you and i always will and there is nothing more in this world that i want than for you to be happy. i miss you.
From: ABC
To: Z
Date: January 2, 2021, 12:03 pm UTC
i still think about our first date, you told me afterwards that your bed smelled like your new favorite person
From: ABC
To: Z
Date: January 1, 2021, 8:07 pm UTC
26th december, 2020. i will always remember this date. whether it's on the worst or best day of my life, i will come back here and remember the day i finally met the person who makes me happiest. i love you. i havent told you that yes, im far too scared. but i love you. thank you for saving me.
From: ABC
To: Z
Date: December 30, 2020, 3:21 pm UTC
i love you. i always did and i always will. you took the best of me, took my happiness away, my spark. but i still find myself loving you. i cant do it without you by my side anymore but i have to. its new years eve tomorrow. i will never give up on us. never. i love you.
From: ABC
To: Z
Date: December 29, 2020, 1:41 pm UTC
honestly , bila kau dah ada gf aku terkejut haha . sebab aku tahu effect aku kat kau macam mana . maybe aku expect tak sepantas tu . is it really take you only 4 months ?
From: ABC
To: Z
Date: December 29, 2020, 6:43 am UTC
then its settled.. no more us. lol i will miss it but like you said, if the move was real, it will come back. and until then.. see you in another lifetime kid
From: ABC
To: Z
Date: December 28, 2020, 12:00 am UTC
i normally message u on christmas and this year we don’t talk anymore. i still hate u for everything but late merry christmas z.
From: ABC
To: Z
Date: December 26, 2020, 10:47 pm UTC
it's been five hundred days since we last talked. i think i'm finally starting to get over you and it hurts so much.
From: ABC
To: Z
Date: December 23, 2020, 9:29 pm UTC
If I knew we were going to be strangers at the end of it all, I would still play my cards just the same.
From: ABC
To: Z
Date: December 23, 2020, 1:36 pm UTC
i have never loved anyone as much as i loved you. you broke my heart and left me alone. its completely impossible to survive without you. i miss you
From: ABC
To: Z
Date: December 23, 2020, 4:40 am UTC
Every call and every text I get I wish is you. I have to keep reminding myself that you'll never apologize, and I have to get over it and stop missing you.
From: ABC
To: Z
Date: December 23, 2020, 3:25 am UTC
you were my first love and i thought we would be forever. but forever doesn't exist, but it did in the world we used to be in together
From: ABC
To: Z
Date: December 23, 2020, 12:09 am UTC
i guess you’ll never know how much u mean to me. i guess i’ll never know how to show u
so, here is me trying
i love you.
From: ABC
To: Z
Date: December 21, 2020, 1:09 am UTC
maybe its for the best we stopped talking but in the end ik ur not the person u show u are. u are so much beter then that.
From: ABC
To: Z
Date: December 17, 2020, 5:18 pm UTC
Remember when you said I deserved better? I should've listened to you and left that day. I don't know why I gave you another chance.
From: ABC
To: Z
Date: December 16, 2020, 8:32 pm UTC
I have been thinking about you a lot lately and it still hurts. You were cruel to me but I know you're a good person. I hope you remain kind.
From: ABC
To: Z
Date: December 13, 2020, 1:42 am UTC
I miss you & it’s more than just physically. My heart & soul miss you, no matter how much time is between us we always gravitate back toward each other & I just wish you could see it
From: ABC
To: Z
Date: December 12, 2020, 10:31 pm UTC
i still think about you sometimes. i miss you. not in the way i used to miss you. not in the way that had me crying over you. just the idea of you — the idea of us. you meant everything to me, yet you chose her over me. my best friend. you knew exactly how i felt about you but for some reason you chose to steal my heart and return it in thousands of shattered pieces. but i refuse to cry and i refuse to think about you anymore. this is my goodbye.
From: ABC
To: Z
Date: December 11, 2020, 4:32 pm UTC
we were like a car crash. you wanted to look away but you couldn't. a disaster, yet compelled you to know more.
From: ABC
To: Z
Date: December 9, 2020, 9:43 pm UTC
hi poop... i love you soo much and yeah we just have 8 months. i cant wait to get married with you, hope you see this
From: ABC
To: Z
Date: December 9, 2020, 1:39 pm UTC
at first you made me feel the happiest i had felt in months, after you left i felt completely empty. i couldn’t leave my house for more than a week and i had to stay home from school. next i felt angry after finding out what happened at the halloween party because it really didn’t sound like something i thought youd do and i guess i got upset that i felt as if i didn’t know you like i thought i did. then i got sad again because missing you over took everything. we talked again a bit for the first time in a long time and i couldn’t stop smiling. i hung out with you on friday but it was soon ruined by your friend who came with us. ive been sad since because at this point i still need to know why you really left. i want to help you but you pushed me away and it cut me so deep idk what to do. please please please come back zachary please
From: ABC
To: Z
Date: December 9, 2020, 12:01 am UTC
you hurt me and treated me like I wasn’t even a friend . Then came back to me when you were lonely and needed me and knew I’d let you . That’s not fair . It’s not fair you broke my heart then acted like nothing happened .
From: ABC
To: Z
Date: December 8, 2020, 3:46 am UTC
I hate you but I love you. And I hate that I love you because you actually suck. I’ve been hurt so many times and you don’t seem to understand that I need you. And I live for you and even though I take it for granted sometimes you’re here most of the time. I want you to stay but I don’t. I don’t know just.... maybe hurt me less and love me more.
From: ABC
To: Z
Date: December 7, 2020, 12:39 pm UTC
Although nothing was said out loud, I hope you knew like I did. We’re slowly drifting apart, and it scares me, but no matter what happens, I’ll still always think about you. You deserve the world, and I want you to get better. I’ll always have love for you no matter what
From: ABC
To: Z
Date: December 6, 2020, 5:31 am UTC
My sister asked why I no longer hate country music. I couldn’t tell her it makes me feel like you’re still singing to me.
From: ABC
To: Z
Date: December 2, 2020, 6:30 am UTC
remember the time that we had a really nice convo for the first time in a week or so while u were high. the next day u woke up and told me u thought u had the conversation with another girl. because I sure as hell remember. I've doubted every relationship since because of u. so for that fuck u.
From: ABC
To: Z
Date: December 2, 2020, 6:27 am UTC
u are nothing but a shell of "what-ifs" that I fell for. u used me as a "she's always their girl" while I sat back and watched u go through girlfriend after girlfriend. we talked about our futures and I remember u said that a future with me would be better than one with ur ex-girlfriend, while u guys were dating. who says that to someone. I knew u for YEARS and I dealt with this for too long. it ended when I realized u were just like my father.
From: ABC
To: Z
Date: November 30, 2020, 7:17 pm UTC
I don’t know why I let you come in and out of my life. You tell me you love me but You know the power you hold when it comes to me. I should’ve moved on but I always come back like a fool. I wish you loved me.
