at first you made me feel the happiest i had felt in months, after you left i felt completely empty. i couldn’t leave my house for more than a week and i had to stay home from school. next i felt angry after finding out what happened at the halloween party because it really didn’t sound like something i thought youd do and i guess i got upset that i felt as if i didn’t know you like i thought i did. then i got sad again because missing you over took everything. we talked again a bit for the first time in a long time and i couldn’t stop smiling. i hung out with you on friday but it was soon ruined by your friend who came with us. ive been sad since because at this point i still need to know why you really left. i want to help you but you pushed me away and it cut me so deep idk what to do. please please please come back zachary please