i so badly wish i would've been enough. even though i tell everyone it was for the best i never told them i daydreamed about our future with our 2 daughters and golden retriever.

You said you'd never even think about being with me, yet you get so jealous when I try to forget you?

I now teach the age we were when we met. As they hold hands I think... were we that young? that naive? that in love?

I teach the age we were when we met. As they hold hands I think... were we that young? that naive? that in love?

I hope you aren't disappointed in me. I hope you see how hard I try. I know you wanted more. I'm so sorry. The warm rug will always be there; I hope you'll look for it.

then its settled.. no more us. lol i will miss it but like you said, if the move was real, it will come back. and until then.. see you in another lifetime kid

Im ashamed to say that I still think about you, I don't think I even think of how you treated me like I was a dispenser for nudes. All we did was just send back and forth. I wanted more, but it wasn't mutual. Long distance wasn't for you, but I wasn't the only one in the picture. I miss you, but I don't.

honestly , bila kau dah ada gf aku terkejut haha . sebab aku tahu effect aku kat kau macam mana . maybe aku expect tak sepantas tu . is it really take you only 4 months ?

today i love you for all of it. for your smell, for your smile, for your passion. for the way you love, quietly.

hey i texted u today but u answered and I'm happy we were going to facetime but I had to do chores but I ask if u wanted to do our English project well bye

I miss you. I know I shouldn't. I know I cut you off, but there are some things happening right now I wish I could tell you. I unblocked you and if you miss me too call me, please.

unicorns. its stuck in my head. each time i drink iced coffee, i remember you. each time i listen to amr diab, i remember you. youre in the small things, and in the bigger things. youre everywhere.

i love you. i always did and i always will. you took the best of me, took my happiness away, my spark. but i still find myself loving you. i cant do it without you by my side anymore but i have to. its new years eve tomorrow. i will never give up on us. never. i love you.

Ive found your last letter today... i wanted to write back and say, you broke me.
And yes, now i am better.
But i hope you would feel the pain, and think about me. ;)

Ive found your last letter today... i wanted to write back and say, you broke me.
And yes, now i am better.
But i hope you would feel the pain, and think about me. ;)

I hate you but I love you. And I hate that I love you because you actually suck. I’ve been hurt so many times and you don’t seem to understand that I need you. And I live for you and even though I take it for granted sometimes you’re here most of the time. I want you to stay but I don’t. I don’t know just.... maybe hurt me less and love me more.

you hurt me and treated me like I wasn’t even a friend . Then came back to me when you were lonely and needed me and knew I’d let you . That’s not fair . It’s not fair you broke my heart then acted like nothing happened .

i don't give up on people. but it's been 2 years and you're not the same person anymore. i'm allowed to give up on someone who doesn't exist.

You knew I hated the rain. The way it made my hair frizzy, made my bones ache, and my nose run. But you loved the rain. Your face would light up when those first few drops fell. The silent 3am cuddles with the only sound in the world being the gentle pattering of rain and our rhythmic breathing. The cool crisp air highlighting our breaths as we waited for your car to heat up. I started to fall in love with you and the rain. You made even the grey stormy days bright.

But then

you left me in the rain and never came back.

I don’t know why I let you come in and out of my life. You tell me you love me but You know the power you hold when it comes to me. I should’ve moved on but I always come back like a fool. I wish you loved me.

Things should’ve been different for us. I hoped for a long time that things would end up different, but now I just hope that you’re happy.

Whenever I go back to our hometown I think about the last time I saw you. I would do anything to redo that year.

I'm not the same bad person I was when I knew you, I was just hurting so bad. You helped more than you will ever know.

Your “forever” meant 2 months. That’s okay, I just hope you didn’t hurt the next girl like you did me.

at first you made me feel the happiest i had felt in months, after you left i felt completely empty. i couldn’t leave my house for more than a week and i had to stay home from school. next i felt angry after finding out what happened at the halloween party because it really didn’t sound like something i thought youd do and i guess i got upset that i felt as if i didn’t know you like i thought i did. then i got sad again because missing you over took everything. we talked again a bit for the first time in a long time and i couldn’t stop smiling. i hung out with you on friday but it was soon ruined by your friend who came with us. ive been sad since because at this point i still need to know why you really left. i want to help you but you pushed me away and it cut me so deep idk what to do. please please please come back zachary please

hi poop... i love you soo much and yeah we just have 8 months. i cant wait to get married with you, hope you see this

I really wish I knew how bad you were for me before it was too late. I let myself ruin my own life because of you.

Hey, It's me. I still love you and I think I always will. I hope you think of me when you look into her eyes.

i hope you’re happy with her. i should have known id never be good enough, i hope she can be that for you.

maybe its for the best we stopped talking but in the end ik ur not the person u show u are. u are so much beter then that.

u are nothing but a shell of "what-ifs" that I fell for. u used me as a "she's always their girl" while I sat back and watched u go through girlfriend after girlfriend. we talked about our futures and I remember u said that a future with me would be better than one with ur ex-girlfriend, while u guys were dating. who says that to someone. I knew u for YEARS and I dealt with this for too long. it ended when I realized u were just like my father.

remember the time that we had a really nice convo for the first time in a week or so while u were high. the next day u woke up and told me u thought u had the conversation with another girl. because I sure as hell remember. I've doubted every relationship since because of u. so for that fuck u.

I miss you comforting me after the exam we had studied for, I miss the little looks you gave me through the window during class. I miss the messages you'd write to me on the board. I miss the sweet messages late at night you'd send as my eyes were closing. I miss you and the little things.

Over a year ago I wrote "I wonder if there will ever be a day that I don't think of you"...still wondering

this was the color of the hoodie that u always wear.I'm sorry I can't tell you why I suddenly stopped talking to you

I love you. You deserve someone who really loves you for you and knows who they are. I cant be that for you but i hope you are able to move on from the person who broke your heart and find someone who will give the same feelings back. You are beautiful, intelligent, and kind and you will find him/her soon z. Keep being you.

i know i said we were just having fun but I was thinking about how long I waited to kiss you like this

I miss you... more than you know and I hate it. Why did you tell me that you would be here for me when you were going to leave?

we were like a car crash. you wanted to look away but you couldn't. a disaster, yet compelled you to know more.

i messed everything up. you gave me two tries and i couldn't get over my fear of commitment. i love you, but I'll never be able to tell you. im ready to commit now, but its much too late

i miss you. a lot. you showed me that love can be good, and that i deserve respect. i miss anime w you.

all i want is to forget about you but i can’t help but wonder if i live in your head like you live in mine

I wrote nearly an entire poem book about you. But when I saw you with her, it only made me want to write a sequel. I wonder if you meant what you said when you told me you wanted to read them.

i guess you’ll never know how much u mean to me. i guess i’ll never know how to show u
so, here is me trying
i love you.

why do i feel like i lose you even more every time i open up? things were so good between us and just because of my anxiety, it's like i lost you in one blink of an eye. i wish i didn't open up instead. it hurts seeing you lose interest in me. i wanna go back.

you were my first love and i thought we would be forever. but forever doesn't exist, but it did in the world we used to be in together

Every call and every text I get I wish is you. I have to keep reminding myself that you'll never apologize, and I have to get over it and stop missing you.

i have never loved anyone as much as i loved you. you broke my heart and left me alone. its completely impossible to survive without you. i miss you

why can’t you admit you care for me? why hurt me so many times? why do i always come back? you’ve hurt me so many times and i’m still here. stop taking me for granted.

If I knew we were going to be strangers at the end of it all, I would still play my cards just the same.