Unsent messages to YASMINE

I should have listened to them when I asked people about you and how to get to you. They all told me to stay away for my own sake and that made me want you more.

you really fucking played me, you little bitch. i don't want to be around you and your fake self pretending you didn't play me like you weren't just using me for sex.

I know you didn’t mean to do this to me. You have a lot on your plate. I still think you’re the most gentle, kind, and cutest girl ever.

Everyday you act different towards me even after what we did. Are they right? Is it true you sleep with everyone? Was I just another number

What if all this counts for nothing? I thought you liked me? You ignored me all day yesterday, even in front of my family when they came to shop

I hope this is the last one I make. now I have to talk to you and see you as if I never did that and you were just a friend to me. I chose this color because it reminds me of calm, sweet, smile, loving, reminds me of you.

i hate that the first person I truly care abt, and would actually want to do something about it. I can't because I could lose you, one of my closest friends, but I love you more than that. fuck

it hurts to know you don't love me as much as I love you. I have so many things I wish I could tell you. I didn't know what caring about someone was until I talked to you. I had never really been happy for someone until I saw you smiling after a hard time. I wish I could help you more with your problems but I feel that im blocking our connection with my feelings. I love you. do you think I should tell you? I feel so dumb writing this because I am giving you so much importance in my heart and I don't know if I should and what I mean to you.

I wish I could tell you how much you helped me by just talking to me and how much I care about you and how much I could love you if you let me.

when we were anywhere in public together every single person would stare at you and i would just stare at them watching you

green like your eyes.

i just can't get you out of my head. you're so interesting, the more and more i find out about you (good or bad) i just crave you more.

i can’t believe you followed me. i can’t believe you told a version of my story where i was “begging” for it before i could tell what really happened.

there's not a single day that goes by whitout thinking to myself how things would have been if you didn't moved away. I miss you

I don't know what you see in him. I wasn't "cool" or "edgy" enough for you. And I'm not asian like you clearly have a type for.

watching you fall back into heroin and heavy shit again is so fucking scary. everyone knows why you had that seizure.

I just want to take care of you but I also want you to take care of me. I want to fuck the shit out of you but I also want you to fuck the shit out of me.

I just want to run up to you and talk to you and be in your world. You are the coolest person I know. I want to be just like you.