it hurts to know you don't love me as much as I love you. I have so many things I wish I could tell you. I didn't know what caring about someone was until I talked to you. I had never really been happy for someone until I saw you smiling after a hard time. I wish I could help you more with your problems but I feel that im blocking our connection with my feelings. I love you. do you think I should tell you? I feel so dumb writing this because I am giving you so much importance in my heart and I don't know if I should and what I mean to you.