i doubt u know what this website is. and i doubt you’ll ever read this. but if by chance you do, i miss you. every. day. it. gets. worse. i hope you look for me in her, the way i look for you in everyone i meet.

You were the first person to ever hold me. To make me shake like there was still something good in me.

we only dated for a week but i liked you so much in that timeframe, this was months ago but i still think about you so much and how much i miss you but i know that you’re never even gonna talk to me again knowing that you got a new girl but it’s okay

i so badly want you to see all of these messages i've submitted. i want you to see how badly you've hurt me.

I hate you for not coming back. I waited. I kept loving you and I still love you. But you failed me once again

I have kinda liked you since second grade because you said you like strawberries. we have not talked since. I know it's weird to like someone for that long if you have only had one conversation with them but I hope we can talk again sometime.

i should be over you by now, idk why i’m not. i miss you always. i’m trying to let go but it’s so hard

I trusted u. u broke my trust and left me broken. After I found out that u used me it left me trusting no one but my best friend. I should have never shared my first kiss with you.

I'm sorry that you feel that you are not enough for the "hoes" in my life... But I don't have anyone, not in the matter that you think.

i hate that i still like you. you treat me like shit and lead me on like before. glad im not weak anymore

i will always want you and love you. it hurts that you dont feel the same but if you find someone who makes you happy then im happy

we have gone from talking everyday to just when you wanna hu, i miss and wish everyday we could go back to how we were

you have been there for me through so much and i wanr to tell you everything that is going on right now but i know you dont care and imma have to live with thatt

Truth. "Would you ever get back together with her?"
Why did you have to say no so fast?
(It has always been you)

I did never know you. But you looked like the right one. We agree to try it. See where it would go. And you had the audacity to pretend like you care. Maybe you did. But if It meant something, you would've stayed. You would've fought for us. But instead. You fought only for yourself. And I should've gotten out. I knew you were the one to make excuses. But I thought maybe I could change you. They never do change though. Do they?

sometimes i miss you really bad and i just wanna call you but i know it’s not right. it hurts not knowing how you are but i hope your doing well. i wish we could of gotten a chance to ride around in your truck and scream country music, have bible study dates, or dance on the side of the road. anything and everything was fun with you. maybe one day but for now lean into God and grow in Him, so one day when it’s right we can be everything we ever want to be. love you always!

for a while, I ignored every message you sent. ignored every post you shared. ignored every little thing that had to do with you, now I find myself.. missing it. missing what I thought was potential. but maybe it’s not. you just always leave and ghost me and I don’t hear from you for days. why.

I am so sorry I couldn’t be there for you in that way anymore. I didn’t mean to fall out of love with you but after all we went through my walls went up.

one day soon, you and i will buy our own fuzzy blue blanket and i’ll be able to hold you underneath it while i kiss your forehead to reassure you we’ll be alright together and apart. i’ll let you pick the movie and everything :)

you really fucked me up. i always flinch now whenever my boyfriend want to give me a hug or anything. you’re a women beating peice of shit. hope you do terrible in court and get the charges you deserve. you took advantage of me that night i was so drunk. not only be but soon so many other girls to come after me. it makes me feel like utter shit. burn in hell

i really don’t even care if you don’t have feelings for me i just need to know if anything is ever gonna happen because if nothings gonna happen i need to tell myself to get over you i just really need to know

i don’t even know you anymore. i miss the person i fell in love with. i miss the old version of you. the one who went to concerts every weekend. the one who adored me and genuinely cared about me. you changed so much i don’t know you anymore.

stop asking me out and asking why i don't like you. its fucking weird and i don't appreciate your advances if i haven't politely made that clear yet.

Quit being dumb... You're always overthinking, you over react to everything. I've just been busy.

(P.S. I wasn't sure how you'd feel about seeing me at the store so That's why I didn't talk to you)

I wanna text you but I’m scared that you won’t want me back but im also scared you still want me because idk what I want and it’s a mess I’m sorry

i can tell that there’s some space between us. i wish you would be more open to me. i wouldn’t judge nor leave you. i can tell that im getting annoying and i don’t blame you. thank you for being my brother.

I know I messed up badly and I wish I could take it back but I can't. If you find this please just come back big nose

i’m scared that you don’t love me like you used to, it feels too good to be true. like there’s a catch.

thank you for being my first and moving on from you was the best thing ive ever done i wish you nothing but the best.

I really wish I had told you how I felt sooner. we could have had so many more memories and now all i am left with are the pictures. i hope your ok and that she's treating you well. how would things have ended if i had just said i liked you back the second time because trust me i never stopped liking you. i know that she is probably good for you but it hurts. it hurts more because i knew she liked you when we were together. i kind of wish i had told her that i didn't want you two to get together because it would hurt me but thats not who i am. i lost both a best friend and a part of me that day. i hope you really are doing well because i wish nothing but the best for you. i know i was pretty heartbroken at the beginning and from what i understand you were too, but i really do hope you can get over it. thank you for the time the love and the memories. love your olivia.

I really wish our story could have a happy ending. I hope it does, we just have to wait. I know i’ll never be allowed to meet you while i’m living with my parents, which is why I held back on ever saying anything or actually acting on it. I hope we cross paths in the future

i know you wanted us to work too. i wish things had played out differently. maybe it's a right person wrong time thing. maybe there won't ever be a right time. i've stopped trying to predict the future though. we met for a reason and i have to be content with that.

i think in another life that we were meant to be together, it just didn't work out in this one. i don't think i'll ever be able to forget about you ever.

hi. you will probably never see this, but i really liked you. my heart crushed when you said you did not feel the same, it took me a long time to get over you. i'm okay now. i'm glad your happy though. you really deserve it. please treat your girl right. you will always have a special place in my heart :)

i'm sorry you couldn't see that i was hurting, but i'm also sorry that you didn't know how good of a friend i was.

Thank you for being there for me... But in no offense, I can do this by myself. I don't need to weigh you guys down.

are u interested or just bored? i cant kept getting left on read like this. i like u soso much but i dont think u even care :(

It scares me to think that are one year anniversary is coming up. Time goes by so fast. It's scary to think that one year has gone by from when I fell in love with you. But...now your gone forever.

i fell for you hard and fast bc i thought you felt the same way and one day i had you in my arms yet apparently i wasnt who you wanted bc the next day you were dating someone else it broke me but ive gotten used to it

i had you and i let you go. but you came back. no matter how messed up i was to you, you were always there when i decided i needed you and i love you for that but you don’t love me the same way anymore and i regret leaving you so much

I'm not very good at talking about how I feel, and I know you'll probably never read this. I just really hope you know how much I love you, I love everything about you. You're as close to perfect as a person can be. I can't wait to see you again.

I love you but I do not think I am in love with you. I wish more than anything that I was. Maybe in another life we would be the perfect soulmates - I feel it in my bones. Maybe even in time we could be the perfect soulmates. You could be what I need. But I will be okay if you are not.

i love you more than words can explain,, you mean soso much to me n you make me so happy,, id do anything to make you feel the same way you make me feel

i don't know what happened to us. one day you were there and the next you weren't. i guess i was silly to think we could really be something...

I want you, I want you, I want you, and I always look at you and maybe if you'd turn to me for literally one second you'd see how my eyes are always on you, but maybe that's too much for a girl to ask. I just, ugh, idk if it would ever work, but I just wish that you would know that I care a lot and when I act like I don't, I do. And I just wish I could hug you and not let go but that's never gonna happen unless you do something because I'm not going to you, you have to come to me first.

i wish you could see me all those nights i cried. see how empty i felt. i wish you could’ve felt what i felt. bc i didn’t deserve it. i hope your next girl gets the guy i loved in the beginning, not the one i loved in the end.

You mean so much to me, that's why you'll never know how much you mean to me. I know I'm very confusing sometimes but all I need you to know is that you are not irrelevant to me or my life.

I think I’m finally getting over you. I think I found my self worth and finally being independent. I hope you’re doing well. imy. I still have your sweatshirt so I’ll probs return that soon but I feel like if I see you I’ll cry. it’s been rough. LAUGH OUT LOUD I GUESS lol

I fell in love with you the day I met you. I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you. Your touch is so warm and your smile can make any of my bad days 100x better. You are my world. And you have my heart forever and ever. I love you.

i dont have to say im sorry . i owe you nothing everything that happened happened and I guess i want to say thank you, without you there is so much i wouldn't have figured out about myself.
i just hope you can figure out how to be a better person and i hope everything works out for you. maybe one day we can be friends again but for now we should go our separate ways,
I still owe you 5 dollars
see you monday