Hey its been a while, I wanted to tell you that the short amount of time that we talked meant a lot to me. I had so much fun getting to know you Vic. We would stay up late and talk about random topics. when we would talk, time would pass by so fast. I am grateful that I was able to have a good friend even if it was for a short time. I will cherish the memories. Take care loser :)

Enserio prefieres a ella que a mí? no me mientas wn, ya me canse, además creo que ya debería irme de tu vida, así que si vuelves me despediré de ti, me jodeeeee

you are the one who broke my heart and did not care, you are the one who made me cry and did not realize, you are the one who fucking left and did not even say goodbye

YOU kissed me, but talk to me like im your bro and that we're just over like wtf. You asked me that night what we were, and if it was over, like how the heck would i know when you are the one kissing me and just not saying anything after.
Like dude even on my fucking birthday you didn't even write something personal, oh wait actually you ignored the fact that it was me goddamn birthday and wrote on your snap mystory "congrats @-------hope you have a nice day"
Like grow some balls everyone knows that we are, or where i don't even know, more than just friends.
You are hella confusing with all that shit, at least just talk to me about it.
But you know what it's alright maybe it's just me that have to move on, right?

I really like you and lately I have been thinking about you. Last night I was thinking about you so much I couldn’t even fall asleep. I really like playing minecraft with you and hopefully today you will send me a text. I know that we might not date because of the long distance but hopefully soon we will in 2021. I hope when I wake up from this nap I receive a text from you since last night I didn’t get much sleep from thinking of you

What we had taught me heartbreak and you just act like it never happened. i still hold on to the hope i meant something to you.

all of this shit im feeling is so stupid but why wouldnt you just watch it with me? or at least just pretend you wanted to spend another second talking to me?

hey bestie. 2nd shot here we go. i just wanted to say im grateful for you and am so happy you made it into my life right when i needed you and i love you for that without you these months would be so hard. i cant wait for us to go to concerts together and scream til we cant talk anymore. i cant wait til we can dance again normally and do recitals. i cant wait til we can drive around at night and blast sad music together while we get mcdonalds. ily bestie.

I had loved you for 5 years. And you didn’t return my feelings once. You caught feelings for your ex after he cheated on you...do you know how bad that hurt? I let you go finally....but I still think about you and what you put me through....f##k you. Seriously. I hate you so much that I can’t hate you..... I’m sorry I wasn’t enough for you.....

You're the love of my life, always has been and always will be. Thank you for fixing my broken pieces.

Victor, no sé qué hacer ahora que ya no estamos, por favor:( quiero volver contigo, quiero que volvamos a tener la relación que teníamos antes de que termináramos. Te extraño demasiado y no sé qué hacer ahora que no estoy contigo:c, quiero saber si te sigo importando o si de verdad quieres que me vaya de tu vida, por favor, quiero volver contigo, extraño mucho a mi niño hermoso:(

si hubiera sabido que seria la última vez que nos veríamos te hubiera abrazado mas fuerte.
te amo y te recuerdo siempre

Y pensar que yo estuve para ti tanto tiempo, que eras mi motivación para levantarme cada día y tu pasabas de mi, encima me dejaste en San Valentín. Desde ese día odio el 14 de febrero.

I wish we could have really tried and I'm sorry that I was too scared to show you how I felt when I had the chance.

You gaslighted me for so long and for what? I don't think I ever actually loved you, I loved the idea of you.

ik being distant was so hard and i’m sorry things turned so toxic but i love you endlessly and i will never forget u

You know I loved you. You failed me... Right person in wrong time,I hope you can have somebody that loves you with their heart

My bathroom's window is open and I'm about to take a shower. Who knows what could happen if you were to walk by my place...

I hate the way you make me feel. It’s been years and I still can’t stop thinking about you. No matter how badly u hurt me, I’m still head over heels for you. You bitch.

Reach out to me please. I know we haven’t talked in a while but I know what we had was something more. It was special and you know we can’t just ignore it. I hope one day we can talk about this. I miss you.

I wish we could have a do-over. I wish I had done so many things differently. I wish we had more conversations about what we were both thinking/what we both really wanted. I think we could be really great together if only we had done it differently. I’m sorry for pushing you when I knew you weren’t ready. You are such a good person and I wish you could see that.

I felt like you were drifting away, you promised you weren’t. Then you stopped answering my texts. I wish I knew why

It’s been months and I still feel lost without you.I miss ur smile.ur laugh. I even miss the fact you always slept during our facetimes. I miss you even though you moved on. I haven’t I look for you in every person. I got hurt again right after you and all the pain did was remind me of you. I miss you bebé

It’s been months and I still feel lost without you.I miss ur smile.ur laugh. I even miss the fact you always slept during our facetimes. I miss you even though you moved on. I haven’t I look for you in every person. I got hurt again right after you and all the pain did was remind me of you. I miss you bebé

It’s been months and I still feel lost without you.I miss ur smile.ur laugh. I even miss the fact you always slept during our facetimes. I miss you even though you moved on. I haven’t I look for you in every person.

despite our age difference (3 yrs) you made me happy and i felt so overwhelmed with joy and butterflies when i was around you. I haven't seen you since and it makes so upset I even cry sometimes just of the thought that I might never see you again. I hope I see you soon.

having you back after losing you all those years ago is the best kind of indescribable feeling, i can't wait for the rest of our life together. i love you to the moon and back and a million miles more

Siempre estuve para ti cuando tu ni te preocupabas por mi, aunque me lastimabas siempre estuve y creo que estaré para ti, me juraste amor cuando tenias a otra persona, cuando mas te necesite no estabas para mi hoy en día me rompo a pedazos por tu ausencia, te dedique una y mil canciones y tu jamás pudiste decirme un te amo sincero, cada día a tu lado pensaba que me sentia bien y no me daba cuenta el daño que me hacías te extraño a pesar de lo mierda que me trataste.
Cada noche lloro por ti y al dia siguiente tendré que fingir que soy feliz ya que mama no se debe de enterar del sufrimiento que me causaste, pensé ciegamente que cambiarias que serias como antes de los problemas pero la desconfianza que te tenia y tu con tus inseguridades acabamos destruyendo algo que pudo ser perfecto para los dos, ayude a sanar tu heridas y tu solo abrías mas las mías me hiciste creer en falsas esperanzas, eras casi todo para mi y eso no lo notaste cada vez te dejaba de importar nuestra relacion y parecía que querías que me alejara y cuando lo empecé a hacer realmente no te importo y ahora que todo se termino simplemente me déjate en visto los mensajes en los cuales te exprese todo y eso significo que realmente jamás te importe y no te importo, lo intentamos tantas veces que juntos nos matábamos y separados nos morimos.

You made me realize I've slowly been falling in love with you. You've been my friend for 5 years. You may have trouble communicating to people and so did I but when we would talk to each other it would feel like no one was there at all, no judgement. I know you liked me that one year, but where was I? In a depression because I was heartbroken over another guy. Even though you knew I didn't like you back you still cheered me up. Two years later and you came to my school. I see you as a close friend now. And I'm glad to say I love you. I don't know what happened to you, but where ever u are rn I hope u know that Ily

Why did you tell me you loved me too? Did you ever mean any of it? Did you really think I was beautiful?

It still hurts when I think of you and it’s been so long. I wish you didn’t occupy my mind this way. I’m tired of it.

Why did you tell me you loved me too? Did you ever mean any of it? Did you really think I was beautiful?

Entiendo que no me fuera correspondido, pero no tenías que haber hecho las cosas tan incómodas. Ya éramos mayorcitos.

I'm sorry.
No, and i needa stop saying sorry.
i don’t even know what to say.
i try so hard to make u happy that i kinda forget about me.
it’s not that i’m not happy.
nvm i’m not fucking happy.
and i haven’t been for a while
every time i smile it’s cus i’m tryna make someone else smile .
but i’m j so numb on the inside
and i act like a child cus i don’t wanna grow up .
i’m not happy anymore.
i haven’t been ina while. You caused all of my pain and suffering.
i cut my self a while ago
but i didn’t feel like telling cus i would probs j overreact
it’s ok tho.
i’m ok now.
but the fact that u wanted to break up w me
for talking w my girl bsf
is ... crazy.
i do eveything to make you happy
but, u get mad at me for doing things that keep me from having anxiety attacks and that make me happy. You don't let me post anything on social media, you don't let me talk to my best friend, your a fucking controlling freak. I should have listened to my friends.
and no it’s not that i don’t wanna talk to u.
it’s j your too busy playing video games to rlly care ab me.
I’m done.



Im finally happy.

It’s been 2 months and I still can’t get you out of my head. I truly hope you are happy. I hope you are learning to love yourself. I hope you find everything you want in life.

hi i rlly like you..maybe even love im so glad were together never in my mind would i think youd like me back. so um heres to forever+1 ily

I wish you would’ve been better for me

You are the first person I've loved like this. I wish you loved me too

i wanna believe ur a good person but.. u rly messed up this time

i love you. so much. and you don't love me back. i wish you loved me back.

I don't know how to get you out of my head. I miss you

I love you. I wish you could realize all I do for you, I'd like to spend eternity with you.

i been praying for you. i hope u come back when everythings good, i miss you

I wonder what would’ve happened if I chose you

Its been 2 years but i will always have my arms wide open for u vicky. i still love u and miss u.

will you be my sweet nothing?

i still care about you, but i didn't deserve the disrespect

i hope you think of me as much as i do

You said you wanted me and I made you feel safe, then ghosted me? Text me please Vic

i keep thinking that ive moved on like you told me to, but just the memory of you brings it all back