Unsent messages to TEDDY
From: ABC
To: Teddy
Date: May 23, 2024, 3:18 am UTC
please. text me. i don’t think you know how happy you make me
From: ABC
To: Teddy
Date: May 20, 2024, 6:52 am UTC
I don’t think I’ll ever stop wishing it could be you. I miss you sweet boy, even when you’re here
From: ABC
To: Teddy
Date: May 16, 2024, 2:01 am UTC
We’ve been friends for years and I never lost feelings. We’re fading now. But I wish I could tell u.
From: ABC
To: Teddy
Date: May 13, 2024, 2:55 am UTC
why does this feel one sided? it’s supposed to get better.
From: ABC
To: Teddy
Date: May 9, 2024, 5:31 am UTC
can you blame me? you are so easy to love, i let you fool me
From: ABC
To: Teddy
Date: April 19, 2024, 4:43 am UTC
I'm trying so hard to hold on for one last time, but you just make me too sad. I don't think I can.
From: ABC
To: Teddy
Date: March 20, 2024, 6:49 pm UTC
im happy you have her, but sometimes i wish it was me. i miss you
From: ABC
To: Teddy
Date: February 16, 2024, 8:12 pm UTC
I thought we could’ve had smth. but u don’t even know me ..
From: ABC
To: Teddy
Date: February 12, 2024, 1:56 pm UTC
I'm sorry for everything i did to you. I've never regretted something more than leaving you <3
From: ABC
To: Teddy
Date: January 20, 2024, 10:04 pm UTC
I will never be able to tell you that I am in love with you.
From: ABC
To: Teddy
Date: January 15, 2024, 7:07 pm UTC
I wish you couldve loved me for all that i was. I wish i wasnt too much for you
From: ABC
To: Teddy
Date: January 13, 2024, 11:16 pm UTC
you are such a beautiful soul and I would give anything for you to see that
From: ABC
To: Teddy
Date: January 12, 2024, 7:15 pm UTC
i hope you know what an angel you are. you literally saved me. i am so in love with you.
From: ABC
To: Teddy
Date: November 12, 2023, 5:43 pm UTC
We’re still best friends in all the dreams I have of you
From: ABC
To: Teddy
Date: November 12, 2023, 11:19 am UTC
Maybe another universe or another time, I suppose just not now. But gods, do I wish it was.
From: ABC
To: Teddy
Date: November 11, 2023, 10:35 am UTC
Oh, well It was nice while it lasted, right?
From: ABC
To: Teddy
Date: November 4, 2023, 5:19 am UTC
i wish id never met you because how am i supposed to go on knowing you exist and i cant have you
From: ABC
To: Teddy
Date: November 1, 2023, 10:56 pm UTC
I know we weren’t going anywhere but it would be nice to talk again and see how you are
From: ABC
To: Teddy
Date: September 4, 2023, 5:53 am UTC
i honestly wonder how much time we have left
From: ABC
To: Teddy
Date: August 24, 2023, 8:31 pm UTC
I can feel us distancing away and it's killing me.
From: ABC
To: Teddy
Date: August 2, 2023, 9:59 pm UTC
all i want is an apology i didn’t deserve what you done to me
From: ABC
To: Teddy
Date: July 23, 2023, 6:38 pm UTC
You fascinate me so much, I want to be yours
From: ABC
To: Teddy
Date: July 12, 2023, 9:06 pm UTC
you’re the best thing that could’ve ever happened to me
From: ABC
To: Teddy
Date: July 10, 2023, 2:35 am UTC
i love you more than the stars love the night sky
From: ABC
To: Teddy
Date: January 15, 2021, 7:19 am UTC
This is my actual apology. im not sure if you still go by this name. i kinda hope you dont see this anyway. but what the fuck i am so so sorry for taking you for granted. every time i think about what i did to you, i gag. i was being so stubborn. that night where we ended it, my eyes were blurry with tears, i knew this wasnt gonna be worth it. every time i reached out since, i hoped you would give me another chance somehow. but im letting go now. im going to leave you alone. the birthday message was the last. you deleted my number, and that was the end for me. i still miss you more than anything and want you back in my life, i would do it all over again without hesitation. so much has happened since im dying to tell you about, but ill keep writing letters until then. i love you and i am glad youre listening to mitski. a.
From: ABC
To: Teddy
Date: January 13, 2021, 8:22 pm UTC
Why do you like her, why do I have to be the second opinion, why do you wish she would text you, what do you even like about her
From: ABC
To: Teddy
Date: January 11, 2021, 12:14 pm UTC
We always find our way back to each other... when you broke my heart I told myself I would never go back to you- but here I am. your smile is so precious to me
From: ABC
To: Teddy
Date: January 9, 2021, 5:57 pm UTC
I hate that I still think about you 2 relationships later, even though you were the cheater and I treated you like a king.
From: ABC
To: Teddy
Date: January 6, 2021, 5:07 pm UTC
Hello look I know u have a piss kink and all but your nice SOMETIMES so I guess this is me saying that ur fun SOMETIMES but u can be a cunt SOmEtIMe
From: ABC
To: Teddy
Date: January 4, 2021, 5:45 am UTC
i wasn't in love you you, but you are a good friend and i hope one day you maybe will see this and think "is it who i think it is" and you'll never know. maybe it is, maybe its not. and to any teddys viewing this, i admire ur name
From: ABC
To: Teddy
Date: January 3, 2021, 5:53 pm UTC
Thank you for changing me for the better, we will marry in the future and have a long and happy marriage.
We were meant to be.
Never leave me,
I love you.
From: ABC
To: Teddy
Date: December 7, 2020, 7:16 am UTC
im sorry i hurt you. i hurt u because I was hurting inside. i couldn't be the best person that you deserved because that is with no doubt what you deserve. the best. you deserve someone that will always love you no matter the flaws or mistakes you make, and will be there to lift you up when you're at you're lowest. I know I could be that person for you, but I couldn't be it for myself and I just couldn't put you through that. in the past, I thought you would be that person for me without a doubt. but I fucked up. I broke you and little did you know it broke me even more. Every part of me aches when I think of all the pain I caused u. and im so sorry. all the words in the world will never express the regret and guilt I feel for the decision I made. I lost you because I lost myself and it was the saddest and hardest thing I've ever went through. three years ago and I still think about you every single day. every day I have the strongest urge to tell you how I feel. to tell you im sorry. to tell you why I did what I did without any explanation. no one has ever made me as happy as u and I can't move on from that. from you. I will love u forever and its okay if you can't say it back. thats the last thing I deserve.
From: ABC
To: Teddy
Date: November 19, 2020, 12:37 am UTC
why wasn't i good enough? ik she is better in every way, but what did i do? i thought i had smth with you. ig not. as long as you're happy tho
From: ABC
To: Teddy
Date: November 15, 2020, 4:55 am UTC
i’m glad we could have a moment i’ll remember forever even if that’s all it is :) i’m sorry i tried to ruin its beauty by dragging it out
From: ABC
To: Teddy
Date: October 2, 2020, 10:41 pm UTC
I’m getting there, slowly. I don’t know if i still love you. I know u don’t love me and that’s the hardest thing :/
From: ABC
To: Teddy
Date: October 2, 2020, 5:27 am UTC
I’m still waiting for you text saying how much you missed us... distanced it’s a shit but you’ll see what’s coming and you loose a chance to
From: ABC
To: Teddy
Date: September 30, 2020, 12:25 pm UTC
Do you love or hate me.
All the signs point to hate.
Or have I just convinced myself that you hate me, again.
From: ABC
To: Teddy
Date: September 26, 2020, 10:28 am UTC
did have a list of backups ready for when I realised I was too good for you all along or did you want her from the start?
From: ABC
To: Teddy
Date: September 23, 2020, 2:42 pm UTC
You make me smile everyday. Having you in my life has truly helped. Thank tous so much for just being you. I love you with all my heart!!
From: ABC
To: Teddy
Date: September 9, 2020, 4:04 am UTC
you were my greatest love and biggest pain. after all this time, you're still the only one on my mind
