I’m still waiting for you text saying how much you missed us... distanced it’s a shit but you’ll see what’s coming and you loose a chance to

I’m getting there, slowly. I don’t know if i still love you. I know u don’t love me and that’s the hardest thing :/

you were my greatest love and biggest pain. after all this time, you're still the only one on my mind

We always find our way back to each other... when you broke my heart I told myself I would never go back to you- but here I am. your smile is so precious to me

im sorry i hurt you. i hurt u because I was hurting inside. i couldn't be the best person that you deserved because that is with no doubt what you deserve. the best. you deserve someone that will always love you no matter the flaws or mistakes you make, and will be there to lift you up when you're at you're lowest. I know I could be that person for you, but I couldn't be it for myself and I just couldn't put you through that. in the past, I thought you would be that person for me without a doubt. but I fucked up. I broke you and little did you know it broke me even more. Every part of me aches when I think of all the pain I caused u. and im so sorry. all the words in the world will never express the regret and guilt I feel for the decision I made. I lost you because I lost myself and it was the saddest and hardest thing I've ever went through. three years ago and I still think about you every single day. every day I have the strongest urge to tell you how I feel. to tell you im sorry. to tell you why I did what I did without any explanation. no one has ever made me as happy as u and I can't move on from that. from you. I will love u forever and its okay if you can't say it back. thats the last thing I deserve.

Why do you like her, why do I have to be the second opinion, why do you wish she would text you, what do you even like about her

Thank you for changing me for the better, we will marry in the future and have a long and happy marriage.
We were meant to be.
Never leave me,
I love you.

i wasn't in love you you, but you are a good friend and i hope one day you maybe will see this and think "is it who i think it is" and you'll never know. maybe it is, maybe its not. and to any teddys viewing this, i admire ur name

why wasn't i good enough? ik she is better in every way, but what did i do? i thought i had smth with you. ig not. as long as you're happy tho

Do you love or hate me.
All the signs point to hate.
Or have I just convinced myself that you hate me, again.

Hello look I know u have a piss kink and all but your nice SOMETIMES so I guess this is me saying that ur fun SOMETIMES but u can be a cunt SOmEtIMe

i’m glad we could have a moment i’ll remember forever even if that’s all it is :) i’m sorry i tried to ruin its beauty by dragging it out

This is my actual apology. im not sure if you still go by this name. i kinda hope you dont see this anyway. but what the fuck i am so so sorry for taking you for granted. every time i think about what i did to you, i gag. i was being so stubborn. that night where we ended it, my eyes were blurry with tears, i knew this wasnt gonna be worth it. every time i reached out since, i hoped you would give me another chance somehow. but im letting go now. im going to leave you alone. the birthday message was the last. you deleted my number, and that was the end for me. i still miss you more than anything and want you back in my life, i would do it all over again without hesitation. so much has happened since im dying to tell you about, but ill keep writing letters until then. i love you and i am glad youre listening to mitski. a.

I hate that I still think about you 2 relationships later, even though you were the cheater and I treated you like a king.

You make me smile everyday. Having you in my life has truly helped. Thank tous so much for just being you. I love you with all my heart!!

did have a list of backups ready for when I realised I was too good for you all along or did you want her from the start?

can you blame me? you are so easy to love, i let you fool me

i honestly wonder how much time we have left

why does this feel one sided? it’s supposed to get better.

i hope you know what an angel you are. you literally saved me. i am so in love with you.

I still want you

you are such a beautiful soul and I would give anything for you to see that

We’ve been friends for years and I never lost feelings. We’re fading now. But I wish I could tell u.

i love you more than the stars love the night sky

I wish you couldve loved me for all that i was. I wish i wasnt too much for you

I don’t think I’ll ever stop wishing it could be you. I miss you sweet boy, even when you’re here

you’re the best thing that could’ve ever happened to me

please. text me. i don’t think you know how happy you make me

i was in love with you in high school. glad i got that off my chest.

I’ll never forget you for how you hurt me. But I forgive you because I want to be a better woman.

I miss you, I miss us together again

im happy you have her, but sometimes i wish it was me. i miss you

Guess we won’t make it to Jamaica

I wish we can still go to the moon together.

I miss you. You promised you’ll come back for me. Please do I’m waiting.

I will never be able to tell you that I am in love with you.

ily. ik u don't love me but, ilysm.

Me literally ignoring every person who wants me because they're not you ....

i know i didn’t add you back for nothing you better message me

i'm trying so hard. i'm so sorry if i can't do it anymore. i'll always love you, my angel

You finally broke my heart, congratulations. I hope you find whatever it is you're looking for.

You fascinate me so much, I want to be yours

can i love you forever?

i wish u never changed

You’re my home. I wouldn’t have made it in this life without you. Love you baby sister.

all i want is an apology i didn’t deserve what you done to me

Still love you

I noticed :)))

I know we weren’t going anywhere but it would be nice to talk again and see how you are

Please don’t forget me