I wish I could take every bad thing that anyone has done to you away and make you happy. you dont deserve to be treated the way you get treated. your an amazing girl. I'm glad we're bestfriends. I dont wanna live in a world without you. dont give up and I love you lots

hey idk if you still look at these, but i miss you, i miss your hugs i miss your everything
please just text me

I know your happy with J and well never be more than friends but I will always wonder what could’ve been

i love you. i love you one. and i love you three thousand. ur my girl. and we fucking fell in love in october.

sophie,
you are road ready thanks to mr zimanadalalal (however you spell his name lmao)
ur a QUEEN and so gorgeous i’m in awe of you all the time kinda jealous of u can’t lie. i hope we get closer bc you’re actually so cool and i really enjoy spending time w you

I could never tell you anything, I wish I did. You were so judgemental but I still loved you. I was never mad, just less interested.

I don’t know how to phrase this in honesty. We get on fine then I mess up and piss her you and were at each other’s necks again. Sometimes it gets really tiring and doesn’t help the state I’m already stuck in. But you have helped me a lot through lockdown. I may not mean as much to you as you mean to me but I have to respect that and I’m learning how. You makes me feel so happy yet has the power to ruin my day with a single word.
I’ve never felt so much emotion towards a person before; happiness, anger, jealousy and so many others that I don’t know how to express. At first, we didn’t understand each other at all. We still don’t and we are learning each other boundaries but as we learn we also argue. But then we discover something new about each other. I don’t mean a lot to you because I know you have other people. I thought I meant a little more to you and kinda looked stupid for thinking it. I may not have an impact on your life but she has a huge on one mine. I don’t let many people in yet somehow you asshat wriggled your way through and now you are stuck. I have discovered a lot about myself and now I see the person i am I don’t think we should be friends because either way we’re gonna end up hurting on another. I’ve cried and laughed over you. Girl you mean a lot to me and, my ways of expressing my appreciation is very confusing. You don’t know it but even if we hate each other like our life’s depend on it I’m still gonna be there for you. You can hurt me over and over and make me chase yourself further and I won’t stop because I need you even though i know it’s just gonna end up with me in mental breakdowns every night again. I need you. Or I need the happiness you bring me.

I wish you were unbreakable and that people truly knew how upset you are. Maybe you should get some better friends

I'm scared I'm too into you and you don't feel the same. Please tell me you want me or show me. That's all I want.

you're a great friend even tho I make fun of you all time, you've always cared and I appreciate it so much:)

i’m too much of a chicken to tell you, because i’m scared of being judged. ive sent you so many signals, so now the balls in your court.

I don’t miss you anymore. I’m glad we don’t speak, you were so bad for me. funny how I’m doing the best I ever have now that you’re gone. my friends were right

sleeping with those guys was the biggest mistake of my life, I know it broke your heart. I was hurting because I only wanted you. now we’re both with other people and all it feels like a lifetime ago. but I hope you’re well.

I don’t think i could ever get over you but i’ll give it a good shot cos ur happy and i may not be but you deserve the world and i don’t want to lose you so i just hope you can still be friends with me. I love you so much but you don’t feel the same.

we were best friends and I still think about you even 4 years later and just want to check up and see if you're okay. I know you may not think about me but i will always care for you. Mx

Hey, I just wanted to say im sorry for everything. i know we don't talk now but im really sorry. you still come into my dreams and sometimes we're friends and everything is normal and other times you shout at me and tell me how shitty i am. i fucked up and i miss you everyday. i loved you and sometimes think a little part of me still might

Hey bitch. I know we are siblings or whatever, but I feel like I never tell you I love you. I hope you know I love your stupid ass & you can always talk to me if you need to

It hurts that you’ve outgrown me but I’m so happy I had the privilege to have known you. You brought me joy like no other, I had the time of my life with you. I know I can’t just pick up the phone and call you like I used to but that doesn’t mean I’m not thinking of you any less. I wish I had the strength to make it go back to old times but you deserve better and I’m not the person I was before and I think you’re better off. I’ll love you forever Sophie.

i wish you thought about me as much as i do with you. am i asking for too much? or is this just not meant to be?

i let my guard down for you, hoping to get your love and attention. but i notice i just keep crying over you. i don't think this is right but i don't want to back away.

I will always keep that box wherever I go because in there are the good memories and the times that I didn't feel like this and you were still with me. I should've wrote to you more. My only regret

its hard when you expect a long text of support when you wake up but instead, people just walk out of your life just like that. I guess that's what happens when I open up

i’m still waiting for you, even if you’ve moved on i still love you and i’m still going to wait like i promised i would. i hope you come back one day i miss you

I hope I can look back at this and laugh at how I’m feeling right now. I like you a lot as a person. None of these colors feel right. I’d be so embarrassed if you saw this bc I think you’d know it’s me. I feel like if I post it here, it’s less real than me writing it in a diary. I don’t want to say how I feel out loud so I keep it to myself. I need somewhere to leave my thoughts and shelf them. I like you a lot and idk what way. Maybe both as a friend and something else. I think you’re really cool either way. Love you lots. I don’t write or talk this formally with you so hopefully you don’t know it’s me. But also, what are you doing looking at your name? Did you post on the 18th here? Do I even want to know.

i wish i was more than just an online love to you. you were so much more to me, soph. i wish you knew how much i was in love with and still am. i hope we talk again soon, and come together again. i miss you so much.

i wish i was more than just an online love to you. you were so much more to me, soph. i wish you knew how much i was in love with and still am. i hope we talk again soon, and come together again. i miss you so much.

i wish i was more than just an online love to you. you were so much more to me, soph. i wish you knew how much i was in love with and still am. i hope we talk again soon, and come together again. i miss you so much.

i wish i was more than just an online love to you. you were so much more to me, soph. i wish you knew how much i was in love with and still am. i hope we talk again soon, and come together again. i miss you so much.

Perdón, encerio lo siento, pero igualmente que bueno que te alejaste de mi, solo te iba a hacer daño, perdón

you look so happy together. i'm so sorry for wishing you were apart. we're the literal definition of right person wrong time

hey Soph, I’m pretty sure you typed me something on here. I’ve spent the last few weeks thinking of you, I am not exactly sure why considering it’s been years at this point. I find myself comparing all my friendships to how ours used to be. We were inseparable, you were my best friend. I get so caught up in how much i loved You and how much I wish things were the same that I forget about all the times things weren’t so good. Anyways, despite that, i think I’ll always wish you were still my best friend, if you see this, please reach out, I’m sorry for what I did, i wouldn’t take it back, but i wish I wouldve handled it different.

fuck you. All you ever did was mess me up. I'm now happy on the days that I don't see you and I've stopped looking for your face in the crowd because all you bring is sadness into my life and I don't need that energy anymore. I hope you're happy

I keep checking under my name like you care about me and when I find one that could be you I remind myself that if you did care you'd be saying it to my face

hey sophie, idk if you still read these but i miss you if you see this please text me it can be about anything you can ask about school work

you complain no one loves you how you love them yet you won’t leave her because of your abandonment issues. when in reality she doesn’t give you what you truly need and want. you’re just hopelessly holding onto something that wasn’t built to last.

I've stopped eating. I need help. I need you. You're the only one I could tell everything and anything to.

all the things I've said before was because I was mad. I still am. But I want you in my life soph. I want you to meet my people. I'm just too scared to tell you because I feel you've moved on.

this is to my old self-soph where are you? i lost sight of myself and i just know you would give me the best advice while you twirl around in your skirt. where did our innocence go? i wanna go back to when i thought mom and dad were soulmates and i spent all day singing songs to practice for when i thought i would become a pop star. it's funny how my old self is my own idol.

hey babes this is for all my sophies. i don't even know you, but i just know you are very cool. if you are looking for a specific person to send you a note on here, i feel you. i look on here every night and pretend like they're all about me to help myself feel less lonely. you are not alone you are amazing and you will find your person. keep your head up beautiful

you destroyed me but I can’t stop thinking about you. I don’t want you in my life but I still worry about you. I can’t give myself to you if you need me, it would hurt too much, but I do still care more than you’ll ever know. I’ll never let you back in because I’ve worked too hard for the level of happiness and contentment I have right now. I can’t have you disturbing my peace again. you ruin me soph, I don’t know why. I guess I loved you too much for me to handle, and I’m okay with that fact now. I’m at peace with everything and every aspect of myself, scorpios can evolve too. I don’t love you anymore but if I saw you I’d probably spontaneously combust, you’ve always had a weird effect on me. I hope you’re doing well chicken.

i wish i knew why you were so mean to me and only me. i love you so so much, but yet here i sit feeling hated.

i don’t know if what we had was love, but you were my first and i’ll always care for you and be there if you need me

i’ll never forget how you couldn’t stop looking at me that night. i want to bottle that feeling up. even if it isn’t with you again, i want that.

I still love you. I’d do anything to be yours again and cherish you, I miss you so much. wish you both all the best.

i don't know if what we had was love, or friendship, but something about us felt different. i could be myself with you and the summer we had was one of the best things i ever experienced.

so much love to you. i hope you're good. every time i listen to home i think of us. it isn't sad for me, i smile

I miss you everyday, you don’t even acknowledge me anymore, but I’ll always care about you and love you.

There isn't a day that goes by where I don't think about how dark my life would be without you. Thanks for helping me soph

you were my first best friend. you’ll always mean everything to me and i’m sorry things ended the way they did but never give up on yourself because you’re the person who never let me give up on me.

im worried that i am pulling away from you unintentionally because of what happened in august, i just don't want you to get the wrong idea but i just want to be close to you and not feel like i always have to account for something