Unsent messages to SOPHIE

I’m sorry for fucking everything up. I don’t like you like that anymore but we’re practically strangers and I desperately miss having you in my life.

You were amazing, but you did things that i tried to ignore and maybe shouldn't have. like going back to him that night. maybe if things were different we wouldn't be strangers now. i'll see you in the next life.

I'm sorry if me ending it hurt you. I love everything about you, I just didn't feel like it was meant to be, like I was wrong for you. You have an amazing voice, and you're fucking gorgeous. I hope I didn't hurt you and that we can stay friends. I feel like you deserve someone way better then me, whether that be a girl, or a boy if I was right and you aren't really gay.
I just want you to know I do still care, we just weren't meant to be. I fell out of love when you refused to stick up for me, when your parents were calling my father this big bad druggie that doesn't give 2 shits for his kids. Your parents told you to your face that they liked me, but if that's their impression of my father, who raised me, they're lying to you. It hurt me a lot that you valued not being grounded over standing up for someone you claimed to love.

what a complete dickhead you are. we were so close n had so many funny memories together and then you started ignoring me and fucked off with another girl that u ended up calling your best friend, then when you got with your boyfriend you completely abandoned her too, when you and ur boyf split up, don’t come running back to me, i’m done. to be quite honest i’m glad i’m not your friend anymore, you’re a dumb cunt who’s had more pregnancy scares than hot meals, and you’re only 17 lmaoo, good luck with your future when you have 73 kids n your scrounging off benefits x

You really are the best person in my life and I thank god for everyday that I get with you. You saved me and I wouldn’t be alive today without you. You’re the first person who’s made me feel like I can be me. I love you always soapie

Soph I rlly miss you. It’s crazy how much we changed from best friends to now total strangers even though we live so close still. I miss you and what we used to have. A part of me loves you.

I just talked to you for the first time in a few years or so it felt like. Couldn’t tell if I reached you but I don’t blame u if i didn’t
I hope you’re happy
And I am glad
Glad I’m free now
And that you learned how to live without me
Because living without you was hard
But I’m good now
I hope you’re happy for me too