Unsent messages to RYLAN
From: ABC
To: Rylan
Date: December 22, 2024, 7:08 pm UTC
you're my lineman, i wish we couldve met sooner but i love you, forever and always
From: ABC
To: Rylan
Date: December 8, 2024, 2:23 am UTC
i just wanna be friends. i wanted to be with you before, but we can't. i yearn for a friendship w u.
From: ABC
To: Rylan
Date: November 20, 2024, 8:50 pm UTC
I don’t know why I miss u or care abt u but I do idk how u moved on so fast but I wish u well
From: ABC
To: Rylan
Date: November 14, 2024, 11:46 pm UTC
You’ve been a great friend, but what if I want to be more than that? You act like we are anyways…
From: ABC
To: Rylan
Date: November 13, 2024, 3:25 am UTC
I hope you know how much I love and miss you. Forever yours, it’s written in the stars.
From: ABC
To: Rylan
Date: October 27, 2024, 6:54 am UTC
Im right here. How are you able to see anyone else when I’m right here?
From: ABC
To: Rylan
Date: October 14, 2024, 5:20 am UTC
I love you baby ❤️ thank you for everything pooks. :3
From: ABC
To: Rylan
Date: October 13, 2024, 6:21 am UTC
thank you for bringing joy back into my world
From: ABC
To: Rylan
Date: October 13, 2024, 5:34 am UTC
i’d feel this pain a thousand times if it meant one more second with you
From: ABC
To: Rylan
Date: October 13, 2024, 4:39 am UTC
i thought i’d be over you by now. i’ve missed you longer then we even talked for. it’s so annoying
From: ABC
To: Rylan
Date: September 22, 2024, 12:06 am UTC
I miss u, You were my first love. Even though we never dated, you made me feel special.
From: ABC
To: Rylan
Date: September 4, 2024, 3:23 am UTC
I miss our hugs. I miss the way you complimented me everyday. I miss you, Rylan.
From: ABC
To: Rylan
Date: August 21, 2024, 6:17 am UTC
I’m sorry things didn’t work out, but I just knew I couldn’t give you what you deserved.
From: ABC
To: Rylan
Date: August 20, 2024, 6:47 am UTC
I thought I’d be over you by now, but instead you’re all I can think of. I’m so sorry.
From: ABC
To: Rylan
Date: August 2, 2024, 7:22 pm UTC
stop trying to make your way back to me. it’s over.
From: ABC
To: Rylan
Date: July 17, 2024, 11:00 pm UTC
hope life is treating you better, im sorry for everything. Thats my biggest regret.
From: ABC
To: Rylan
Date: June 19, 2024, 2:09 pm UTC
I really hope we can be a couple in the next life, or in another universe. :]
From: ABC
To: Rylan
Date: June 4, 2024, 7:15 am UTC
i miss you so much. please come back to me.
From: ABC
To: Rylan
Date: May 31, 2024, 7:36 pm UTC
I was sad to see you go, but now i’m happy and thriving.
From: ABC
To: Rylan
Date: May 30, 2024, 4:34 am UTC
I finally got over you, and I couldn't be happier
From: ABC
To: Rylan
Date: May 10, 2024, 7:46 pm UTC
I don't think I'll ever be over you. I hate you, because I still love you so much. I'll wait for you
From: ABC
To: Rylan
Date: April 23, 2024, 3:48 am UTC
I would wait years waiting on you’re return.
From: ABC
To: Rylan
Date: April 20, 2024, 7:14 am UTC
i hate that you love me and i can’t love you back, i love you as my friend, man
From: ABC
To: Rylan
Date: March 29, 2024, 5:24 pm UTC
I really wish I could just tell you how much I like you
From: ABC
To: Rylan
Date: March 25, 2024, 10:54 pm UTC
I wish we had the chance to speak. I wish we had the chance to start over.
From: ABC
To: Rylan
Date: February 27, 2024, 5:14 pm UTC
You make it so easy to love you, the challenge is how not to.
From: ABC
To: Rylan
Date: November 28, 2023, 8:19 pm UTC
i think about you every day. every single day.
From: ABC
To: Rylan
Date: November 13, 2023, 7:04 am UTC
if only i admitted my feelings. then maybe we’d be happy together. instead you have a girlfriend.
From: ABC
To: Rylan
Date: November 8, 2023, 1:38 am UTC
I think I love you but you’re not ready for a relationship. Is that dumb?
From: ABC
To: Rylan
Date: October 31, 2023, 6:28 pm UTC
You love me but you don’t show it. I miss you. I miss us.
From: ABC
To: Rylan
Date: October 24, 2023, 7:00 am UTC
what if we met right now, do you think you'd still fall involve with me?
From: ABC
To: Rylan
Date: October 18, 2023, 11:43 pm UTC
I’m sorry for the last 6 years I’ve spent being stupid. I want to do this with you..
From: ABC
To: Rylan
Date: October 16, 2023, 10:04 am UTC
I want you I’m tired of pretending I don’t. It’s always been you
From: ABC
To: Rylan
Date: October 15, 2023, 5:11 pm UTC
i love you too, in more ways than you know
From: ABC
To: Rylan
Date: October 15, 2023, 6:16 am UTC
i love you so much, and i feel like you’re the one i’m gonna marry
From: ABC
To: Rylan
Date: October 14, 2023, 12:59 am UTC
i wish i could just tell you how much i like you but i don’t even know if i like you like that
From: ABC
To: Rylan
Date: September 21, 2023, 12:14 am UTC
i have let you go pls just leave me alone
From: ABC
To: Rylan
Date: September 12, 2023, 7:41 pm UTC
i wish you cared about all the damage you caused me, seriously.
From: ABC
To: Rylan
Date: September 5, 2023, 4:54 am UTC
i don’t think i’ll ever stop waiting, even though it hurts more and more because of her
From: ABC
To: Rylan
Date: August 21, 2023, 12:39 am UTC
You’ve changed my life for better i love you so much
From: ABC
To: Rylan
Date: January 19, 2021, 4:41 am UTC
i cared too much for you. why did i? i barely knew you but i felt like i've known you forever. please come back.
From: ABC
To: Rylan
Date: December 30, 2020, 6:36 am UTC
man what did i do wrong? please talk to me instead of pushing me away, stop getting rid of the last memories that we had left please
From: ABC
To: Rylan
Date: December 11, 2020, 6:52 am UTC
U made me happy bro. U made my day every single fucking day and u promised u wouldn’t leave me ... but u did thanks
From: ABC
To: Rylan
Date: November 26, 2020, 4:31 am UTC
Thank you. Thank you for being so good to me no matter how distant I was, and for loving me no matter how little affection I showed you. You showed me how to truly love someone, and that love is real and more serious than I thought. You showed me my worth and how well I should be treated. But we were too young. Maybe we will cross paths again, once we are older and can truly learn how to love. Because you treated me better than I ever would have asked for. But I left you, unappreciative of everything you gave me. I know you were mad when you told me all those things, because I broke your heart for the first time. I crushed you harder than you ever deserved to be, and you deserve the world. I hope you can find someone who will truly appreciate and take care of you like I never did. Looking back on everything you did for me, I realize that I took it all for granted. I crushed you like you never even mattered to me, when the truth is that I don't even matter to myself. I didn't even realize this back then, but I only hurt you because I never understood how much you loved me. And I thought that anyone else could give me everything you did, but I am so wrong. I took you for granted and tried to move onto something better, hurting myself in the meantime. Now, I cry every night knowing that I will never be loved the way you loved me. Because, as you said, no one else will love me for the way I am. Everyone will only love me for the way I look, not the way I love. And I thought you said that because you were mad, but you were completely right. Now, I feel like everyone in my life uses me for the way I look to show me off like a display. you just sit back and watch this happen, unable to say or do anything because I hurt you so bad that you are scared of it happening again. I made you afraid of love. and I'm tired of forgiving people, and exsausted of life overall. I'm so tired. and now, my new boyfriend only complements my looks, and degrades himself. Talking about how he never thought he would "get" me because I'm out of his league. anyone else may take this as a complement, but I'm so used to it at this point that it just makes me sick to my stomach. I just wanna be appreciated the way you appreciated me. The way you asked me if I'm ok, if I'm tired, how I'm really feeling, and our daily facetimes and talks about our day. I miss you. I miss everything we had. And maybe I'm building up the idea of what we had to the point of me comparing it to everything I have now, and everything I've lost. but I'm so numb, and its hard for me to feel anything anymore. Its hard for me to miss the things I've lost, and enjoy the things I love. Sometimes, its even hard for me to cry, and get out of bed in the morning. but I do in hopes of me finding happiness again. Every day is an endless loop of the same thing over and over again, and I'm so tired. I miss you and your family. and my family misses you. I just think that I needed time to understand and truly love myself and learn what love really means, but if we cross paths again and we are meant to be, then let it happen. it may not, but everything happens for a reason. I love you and miss you, but I can't tell you because I know that I hurt you and I would draw you back into something that may crash and burn again, all because of me. and I'm sorry. I'm so, so sorry.
From: ABC
To: Rylan
Date: November 24, 2020, 4:16 am UTC
haha this was your favorite color and I mean makes sense cause the thought of you makes so happy yet so sad.
From: ABC
To: Rylan
Date: November 19, 2020, 6:10 am UTC
i miss us. i went through the old convos and i never realized how much u meant to me until u left. i hope she makes u happy tho
