I’m sorry. I hadn’t grown up enough before I talked to you. I was obsessed with attention and I made horrible mistakes. I didn’t deserve you. I didn’t deserve anything from you. You have left an incredible mark on me. I’ll consider you my first real relationship for the rest of my life. We did so many things for the first time together. I wish I was smart enough to make ANY other decisions than the ones I made. I am so sorry.