Unsent messages to RYLAN

i hope you find someone who treats you like a king you are and i hope she makes you happy i know i could never do that. i thought you were my soulmate but i thought wrong, btw if your new girl is reading this he LOVES long socks and strawberry syrup

i wish you knew how much you really mean to me. i really do wish we can have communication again. i miss you so much.

I'll never be the same after what you did to me, and I know you don't think it's a big deal. I'll never be able to be in the same room as you again

i miss u soo much. and ik u think nothing ever happened to us, u left me. for her. again and again. it’s always someone else. i miss the bond we had. the convos about nothing. the names we would call eachother. i’ve given up on all my hope i’ve had for us. but if u ever want to come back i’ll still be here like always.

first loves never last right? Rylan from the first day you came into my life I knew you were somebody I needed. We had many ups and downs but what we had was so special and I can’t forget it just like that. You promised you wouldn’t leave me and did just like that but I’ll always love u rylan

i don't know what it was about you...maybe it was the 3 am ft calls or the fact that you are really funny but anyway why did you have to text me again because now i don't feel anything and eventually ill start feeling it again for you smh...xoxo

when you said you weren’t ready was the one time i was sure about anything in my life,you were my first love