Unsent messages to RED
From: ABC
To: red
Date: November 2, 2023, 6:35 pm UTC
do you still care for me? do you still love me? why you make me feel so unwanted :(
From: ABC
To: red
Date: October 11, 2023, 10:31 am UTC
u know who i am honey, i will love you always
From: ABC
To: red
Date: October 10, 2023, 12:29 am UTC
I love you, I love you more than anything. You’re my best friend, and I miss you.
From: ABC
To: red
Date: October 9, 2023, 1:37 pm UTC
i really miss you and its been months. Can we try again?
From: ABC
To: red
Date: July 23, 2023, 10:17 pm UTC
i realise now im better off without you than i ever was with you
From: ABC
To: red
Date: July 19, 2023, 8:13 pm UTC
CAN YOU COME BACK TO ME IM BEGGING YOU PLEASEEEEEEE
From: ABC
To: red
Date: January 6, 2021, 12:14 pm UTC
this site didn't let me search for red as a name, so i'm hoping i'm safe from you ever finding this lol. anyways, i think i still love you, probably more than i should. um... right. so. without reading too much into that, i wasn't kidding when i said would still do just about anything for you. even if i kinda suck at comforting you, and knowing what to buy you for christmas. i know that these aren't even close to being my worst qualities, but i wish you knew that i would try my hardest for you, if we had the possibility of a future together. i would do my best for us even though it doesn't always show, and though i don't really try that hard for even myself. you mean so much to me, and despite wishing that you felt the same, i'm ok with the fact that you don't. though it's a few years later, i still miss what we had.
From: ABC
To: red
Date: January 4, 2021, 5:10 am UTC
I miss being yours. I truly do, but your mixed signals aren’t helping me at all. It hurts me more than makes me happy.
From: ABC
To: red
Date: December 14, 2020, 8:53 pm UTC
Don't be so hard on yourself, life is hard and we can't control that, be who you are. Because you shine brighter than a million stars.
From: ABC
To: red
Date: November 19, 2020, 6:22 am UTC
I hate feeling pathetic. You know I hate exposing myself in any way and thinking that you might be laughing at me like you did makes me feel sad. One of your followers (i block him/her) sent me an SS of you where you expressed yourself about me as if my feelings had never mattered to you with that "long ass essay". A part of me understood everything. That's why I'm not gonna do anything bc I'm confused about it. Even if I'm doing it indirectly, btw. you know, no hard feelings because I said some hurtful things to you too, in that essay.
From: ABC
To: red
Date: November 17, 2020, 2:11 am UTC
i was gonna write a message to u earlier telling u to reach out, but you texted me today. i also searched my name here and saw something for the name only you call me, if that was you (which i think it was) i forgive u but don’t worry ab me, u stay safe kid
From: ABC
To: red
Date: October 21, 2020, 7:29 am UTC
You took advantage of me, emotionally I mean. You knew how vulnerable I was and how deeply and badly I longed to love and be loved by someone, that you made it your mission to somehow become that someone for me. We fought a lot and you somehow always convinced me that everything was my fault but then you'd swoop in with reassurance and make me feel good again. You were toxic, but I was too in some ways. You still stick around in my dreams, and that's how I think it'll stay for a while.
