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this site didn't let me search for red as a name, so i'm hoping i'm safe from you ever finding this lol. anyways, i think i still love you, probably more than i should. um... right. so. without reading too much into that, i wasn't kidding when i said would still do just about anything for you. even if i kinda suck at comforting you, and knowing what to buy you for christmas. i know that these aren't even close to being my worst qualities, but i wish you knew that i would try my hardest for you, if we had the possibility of a future together. i would do my best for us even though it doesn't always show, and though i don't really try that hard for even myself. you mean so much to me, and despite wishing that you felt the same, i'm ok with the fact that you don't. though it's a few years later, i still miss what we had.