I hate feeling pathetic. You know I hate exposing myself in any way and thinking that you might be laughing at me like you did makes me feel sad. One of your followers (i block him/her) sent me an SS of you where you expressed yourself about me as if my feelings had never mattered to you with that "long ass essay". A part of me understood everything. That's why I'm not gonna do anything bc I'm confused about it. Even if I'm doing it indirectly, btw. you know, no hard feelings because I said some hurtful things to you too, in that essay.