You took advantage of me, emotionally I mean. You knew how vulnerable I was and how deeply and badly I longed to love and be loved by someone, that you made it your mission to somehow become that someone for me. We fought a lot and you somehow always convinced me that everything was my fault but then you'd swoop in with reassurance and make me feel good again. You were toxic, but I was too in some ways. You still stick around in my dreams, and that's how I think it'll stay for a while.