Unsent messages to OLIVIA

We were best friends. You claimed to be my best friend, but every day I question that. You continued to talk to him even though I told you I thought it was wierd. You knew I had feelings for him and you made me feel bad even though you were talking to him. You said, "I've never had restrictions about a guy before from someone". You don't realise how shit that made me feel, I wanted to cry and scream. I don't want you as my best friend anymore. My feelings are invalidated when I try to talk to you. He was mine at first and now you want to be a thing with him. You put guys over everything and will do anything for a bit of attention regarding a guy. Lizzie liked Rhodri yet you pursued that, who would do something like that? I don't want to be your best friend anymore. I'm so done with it and I hope you gain something special with him because you've lost me for good.

I thought i was enough for you. But i wasn’t. You made my worst fears come true. But i could never hate you.

we dont even know each other well yet but here i am crying over you again again. Its weird i never get this attached to people but youre so special youre like perfect. I dont wanna get addicted to you and idk how to like bro youre amazing but youre leaving me on read?? i really hope we two end up at least as close friends because tbh it will already hurt so so much if you leave i just wanna lay in ur arms and think maybe life is okay, if you ever see this and realize its me it would literally be so embarrising but oh well. it sucks our mental health arent the best and i promise i will try my best to give you the space you need, thanks for making me rethink things for a little bit

Every time I think I am over you, everything comes rushing back. You're one of the best people I will ever know and I am forever grateful for you. I love love love you.

You know how people say that the best looking people aren't pretty, but they're interesting to look at? That's like, you, but for everything. God, you're crazy as fuck, but I think that maybe you're just less afraid than the rest of us. And for what it's worth, I think you're beautiful.

FUCK YOU. I remember everything you've done to me I don't think ill ever forget you we're the most toxic person I've ever met and been friends with. fuck you. you piece of shit you have caused me so many issues and you've probably forgotten all about ur a flaming hot garbage pile. on last time fuck you.

You’re my margot. even tho everyone thinks i am over you . im not i will always love you even if we’re both girls and you don’t feel the same you have a special place in my heart

in the short amount of time we had together, i fell harder than i thought i possibly could. miss you forever and always

i miss the fact i used to be your best friend. now you have pinterest boards and spotify playlists with her. you didn't even say goodbye lol

I was in love with you, I had a small feeling you felt the same, but there's no way to tell. I will continue to smile when I see your face but a smile tinged with what could've been. Im here if you ever decide you like me like I like you...

im in love with you, but i know you dont like me the same way and it hurts but seeing you happy with him makes it worth it, as long as your happy im happy.

honestly i dont like you like fuck you. going to parties in a pandemic? damn. and imagine leaving someone who cared so fucking much abt so to the point where you hurt them so badly that the next person who comes along who actually fucking cares about them and lets them know that and talks to them abt their feelings can't even get that shit back. wow. also ur a hoe.

I still listen to our song and there will never be a day where it doesn’t make me think of you and of what we had.

I fucking hate how you think you really all that when bitch you literally took someone that wasn't even your best friend. You dumb bitch.

you are magnificent and i know for a fact that anyone in your life is super lucky to have you! I know for a fact you have the best vibes

i'm very proud of you for everything and this website is indeed very cool lalz. i love you and hope ur ok

Thanx for being my friend for real. But Im sorry Ive been so distant I just feel like the worst friend cause I don't really make you happy or have your energy. I Just feel like you don't need me anymore and you don't need me anymore because you met your people even tho I haven't met mine yet. But Im glad your living your life even tho you feel like you aren't but its ok your not used to that lifestyle. I just want you to know that No I don't feel alright I feel unwanted and for the past few days Ive been sitting in my bed on social media and having the need to not contact or try to hangout with people. I just feel fucking useless and no one even tries to contact me anyways so I lost all this motivation. Im just trying to "care" for myself and I hope you can too.

You were always there no matter what we may have never gotten along very well but when we did it was somthing I didn’t want to let go of but somethings don’t last forever, thank you

I still care about you even after you abandoned me in sixth grade but I can’t seem to forget you and I have this hope that one day you’ll come running back and it will be like you never left

you meant the world to me. you hurt me so bad with no remorse yet i cant help but hope youre doing okay

seeing how truly genuine you are, pushed me to be more open and be myself. i admire your beauty and humor. you never fail to make me laugh

why do I feel guilty about the things you did to me and the evil way you treated me even though it wasn’t my fault? i love you much but ik you don’t love me the same.

you have everything i don't. i love you but i also hate you so much. you make me feel bad about myself and the worst part is it's not even your fault.

i still have dreams about you. i don't think i was meant to cut you out of my life. i miss you, but we've out grown each other.

You said 505 was your favourite band so i listened to every one of their songs just so we could have a conversation about them

why? why are you a lying bitch? like i want to know what the fuck did i do to you? you tell 10 different ppl 10 different stories and somehow they all turn on me. is this your way of staying relevant bc you lost the only person that cared abt you as much as i did. I TRIED SO HARD TO HELP YOU IN ANY WAY! yet you go and do this you go and spread rumors and leave me. i just dont understand why? you left me with no one no one to go to no one on my side and no one to help me. this is on you and i will never forgive you for what you hav done.

I wish we were just two frogs not having a care in the world, I love you from the bottom of my heart, I’m very grateful I have you in my life you stinker

You act like being italian is a personality trait and it is so annoying. I am sick of you and your 3% Italian crap. I am actually Italian and you have barley any in you. It is so annoying you say "Im gonna live in Italy when I am older" Oh I learned to speak Italian" Like its so annoying you only know like five words, Ugh.

You were my closest, longest, lostest friend. Why did you give up on me? What does he have that I don’t?

i didnt know whether to put heaney or palmer, but no matter who you choose to be i love and support you, i love you to the moon and back bb

i acctaully cant stand u lol i am so happy our friendship fell apart because I can now see hoe fucked up of a person you are. i wish you well but pls stay tf away from me

Please learn to look at the bigger picture and step away from the selfishness. You have so much talent at your disposal and you can and will be so successful. I just want to see you do well, but you are so unaware of yourself.

I hate you so much, you stole my best friend from me just because of your greed. Out of all the people you could of chose, you chose her, that was my best friend and now she spends all her time with you. You don't deserve her, you don't even know her, you dont even know that she has a crush on your brother, you know nothing about her, give her back pls love you byeeee.

Don’t worry this is the last one I promise. I completely over you and it’s funny I say that cuz nothing ever happened. But ig we can’t be friends that sucks but Ik the situation that your going through and I’m perfectly okay with it just as long as you and him are happy. A part of me will always sort of wish we were together but I think I’ve finally come to the realization that it’s never gonna happen and I’m happy now and so ru and to me that’s all that matters. Anyways thanks for everything you’ve done you truly have been a real one and a good friend whether we remain friends or not is unclear but no matter what happens I wish you the best.

You really hurt me. We were best friends and that clearly didn’t hold any value to you. I still miss u sometimes.

i miss u so much and i’m so sad u told me to stop messaging you and i will always be here for u remember that

you were my first best friend, i love you so much
you might of moved on but i will always be here for you

im really glad that u texted me. i needed it. i really missed u. im so happy we're back to being how it was. i luv u:)

i miss the friendship we had i miss what we had before you left me and went with others, you were the light in my life but now your gone

It's not your fault. You're just taking the elevator while I'm taking the stairs, and sometimes I don't want to take the next step.

olivia i cannot express how much i love you. my life wouldn't be the same if we weren't best friends. I've never believed in twin flames until I found you. I'll always love you

I really felt like we could’ve been more then just friends, I miss you a lot I sometimes I just have the urge to just text you, to facetime you, I miss seeing your cute smiles and your bright eyes, staying up still 3 in the morning talking about absolute randomness, you showing me your cute dances, those dances were the cutest. Xoxo you’re favorite skater boy

you are so much fun to talk to and i felt like it was super easy to hang out with you guys. you also need to give yourself credit for how crazy talented and strong you are. always feel free to text me whenever.

I’ve known you a long time but you still don’t know a lot about me but I know a lot about you and you’re nice, sweet and fun to talk to when I do. I like being around you and you’re really funny, I feel like every time around you I’m smiling, thank you for being a good friend.

I hope you know how much i wanted it to work out.I wish we didn't change. It still hurts seeing you talk to other guys

you fucked me up and now i'll never be sober because of you. nothing ever worked out my way. not a thing.

I don't know where u are but I just wanna let u know your a MANIPULATIVE little bitch, we met a year ago on a video game we grew very close and I started to have a crush on you, worst thing that's ever happened, after we broke up you tried to make my only friend turn again me, you fucking mayo monkey, I should've know u were a fucking idiot you had a bts stan account, but all that being said, I have nothing against u, I have no clue what your social media is, no clue how ur doing, I hope your well, I don't miss you very much at all glad your in the past and I hope your glad too

every day I have to think about what I could have done in order to make you stay. at the end of day, I really hope your doing better than when you were around me.

I look at the moon and all I can think about is you. It brings me comfort to know that we are both looking at the same moon. You are thousands of miles away, some people don't know how lucky they are to have physically hugged the person they love. All I want is to hug you, kiss you, and be there with you all the time. the distance hurts yet look at us still as strong as when we first met a year ago. I love you so much and I will continue to do so every single day, my heart rate fastens when I think of you or when I speak to you. i love everything about you, your smile, laugh, the freckles on ur nose, how happy you look when you are talking about something that you are passionate about god I never knew it was possible to love a human this much... love, u sm moon wish I could be there with u.

i don't think we're friends anymore. you barely say anything. were u actually my friend or did u just feel bad for me, i want the truth not the lies. i'll probably never know but I tried to care and believe we we're friends but that time is gone. as much as I want to hate you i can't I'm too nice for that...im sorry...