Thanx for being my friend for real. But Im sorry Ive been so distant I just feel like the worst friend cause I don't really make you happy or have your energy. I Just feel like you don't need me anymore and you don't need me anymore because you met your people even tho I haven't met mine yet. But Im glad your living your life even tho you feel like you aren't but its ok your not used to that lifestyle. I just want you to know that No I don't feel alright I feel unwanted and for the past few days Ive been sitting in my bed on social media and having the need to not contact or try to hangout with people. I just feel fucking useless and no one even tries to contact me anyways so I lost all this motivation. Im just trying to "care" for myself and I hope you can too.