From: ABC
To: olivia
You were my closest, longest, lostest friend. Why did you give up on me? What does he have that I don’t?
From: ABC
To: olivia
You left me. I’m sorry that I fucked up. I wish I could fix it but now I’m stuck in my feelings everyday
From: ABC
To: olivia
olivia i cannot express how much i love you. my life wouldn't be the same if we weren't best friends. I've never believed in twin flames until I found you. I'll always love you
From: ABC
To: olivia
It's not your fault. You're just taking the elevator while I'm taking the stairs, and sometimes I don't want to take the next step.
From: ABC
To: olivia
I just don’t even know what to say anymore I write more and more of these they keep piling up idk what it is with you something just keeps me going keeps sending me back here telling me you’ll see these eventually look up so bad by lil mosey on SoundCloud every time im thinking about you I play that song I might have just given myself away but oh well life’s short
From: ABC
To: olivia
happy new years. in 3 months it’ll be a year. now you’re just a memory and my heart still hurts when i tell myself that
From: ABC
To: olivia
Every time I think I am over you, everything comes rushing back. You're one of the best people I will ever know and I am forever grateful for you. I love love love you.
From: ABC
To: olivia
i miss the late night car rides and walking everywhere all the time, we were meant to meet each other. you will forever have a place in my heart, you helped make me who I am today. i miss you.
From: ABC
To: olivia
You act like being italian is a personality trait and it is so annoying. I am sick of you and your 3% Italian crap. I am actually Italian and you have barley any in you. It is so annoying you say "Im gonna live in Italy when I am older" Oh I learned to speak Italian" Like its so annoying you only know like five words, Ugh.
From: ABC
To: olivia
we dont even know each other well yet but here i am crying over you again again. Its weird i never get this attached to people but youre so special youre like perfect. I dont wanna get addicted to you and idk how to like bro youre amazing but youre leaving me on read?? i really hope we two end up at least as close friends because tbh it will already hurt so so much if you leave i just wanna lay in ur arms and think maybe life is okay, if you ever see this and realize its me it would literally be so embarrising but oh well. it sucks our mental health arent the best and i promise i will try my best to give you the space you need, thanks for making me rethink things for a little bit
From: ABC
To: olivia
i tried not to fall for you. i know i’m going to get hurt but at this point idc. you have my heart in you’re hands, please be careful with it.
From: ABC
To: olivia
i made u listen to "kiss goodnight" by idkhbtfm... im literally in love with u what's not clicking babe
From: ABC
To: olivia
Best friend of 4 years, you were family to me. Block me on everything without a word, good luck with everything.
From: ABC
To: olivia
i miss the friendship we had i miss what we had before you left me and went with others, you were the light in my life but now your gone
From: ABC
To: olivia
I was the last person there for you. You pushed everyone else away. I’m worried but this is your choice. Best, A
From: ABC
To: olivia
the fact that we feel so strongly for one another but haven’t given it another try is a disservice to love itself.
From: ABC
To: olivia
Did me asking you that hurt you at all? Maybe just more of a sting? I'm sorry, I forget things sometimes.
From: ABC
To: olivia
I thought i was enough for you. But i wasn’t. You made my worst fears come true. But i could never hate you.
From: ABC
To: olivia
You used me. And cheated. You were my first everything but I was nothing to you. I resent you but I can't hate u.
From: ABC
To: olivia
i don’t think u realize how truly amazed i am by u. and the sad thing is, i doubt u feel the same for me
From: ABC
To: olivia
all i want is you... why is it so hard and complicated if we were anyone else we’d be together by now i am so hurt and lost and confused is it even worth waiting anymore if you don’t give me clear signs?!
From: ABC
To: olivia
not to jinx it, but writing me a love letter seems like a sign. should i try again? did you try for me?
From: ABC
To: olivia
guess it's a no then. that's ok, i get it. it just hurts, because i was so sure that you felt the same.
From: ABC
To: olivia
why did you say all of that if you didn't have feelings for me? i don't blame you but i'm completely blindsided.
From: ABC
To: olivia
i didn't even allow myself to want you for so long because i thought it was just me. guess i know for sure now.
From: ABC
To: olivia
i hate that i let myself want you. and i hate that it's neither of our faults. i hate it i hate it i hate it
From: ABC
To: olivia
i'm just lost, i guess. i don't think i've ever loved someone this much and i wish you weren't that someone.
From: ABC
To: olivia
hi spivvy ur forever my no.1 bsf and the greatest sister of all time and ily lots even doe i don't deserve u
From: ABC
To: olivia
fuck you for starting that rumor. you ruined my last year there because you decided to be a selfish little bitch.
From: ABC
To: olivia
it's been four hours, i still haven't stopped crying. i wanna be empty again. i just need to stop loving you
From: ABC
To: olivia
We were best friends. You claimed to be my best friend, but every day I question that. You continued to talk to him even though I told you I thought it was wierd. You knew I had feelings for him and you made me feel bad even though you were talking to him. You said, "I've never had restrictions about a guy before from someone". You don't realise how shit that made me feel, I wanted to cry and scream. I don't want you as my best friend anymore. My feelings are invalidated when I try to talk to you. He was mine at first and now you want to be a thing with him. You put guys over everything and will do anything for a bit of attention regarding a guy. Lizzie liked Rhodri yet you pursued that, who would do something like that? I don't want to be your best friend anymore. I'm so done with it and I hope you gain something special with him because you've lost me for good.
From: ABC
To: olivia
I wish we were just two frogs not having a care in the world, I love you from the bottom of my heart, I’m very grateful I have you in my life you stinker
From: ABC
To: olivia
I still miss you sometimes, the times we had. I know I have to move on, I wish you the best. You were my first love.
From: ABC
To: olivia
why? why are you a lying bitch? like i want to know what the fuck did i do to you? you tell 10 different ppl 10 different stories and somehow they all turn on me. is this your way of staying relevant bc you lost the only person that cared abt you as much as i did. I TRIED SO HARD TO HELP YOU IN ANY WAY! yet you go and do this you go and spread rumors and leave me. i just dont understand why? you left me with no one no one to go to no one on my side and no one to help me. this is on you and i will never forgive you for what you hav done.
From: ABC
To: olivia
We're still friends now. I don't think you ever learned you were my first real crush on a girl. I hope you and ur bf are happy i love u both sm
From: ABC
To: olivia
i'll never love anyone the way i love you. i know youre happy with him and im happy for you. i miss you and i hope we can be the way we used to be eventually.
From: ABC
To: olivia
You said 505 was your favourite band so i listened to every one of their songs just so we could have a conversation about them
From: ABC
To: olivia
i miss you. I dont know what im doing and all i want is to lay in your bed and just be with you for a minute
From: ABC
To: olivia
i feel like i missed things up and i wish i could go back but i can’t. i’m sorry i hurt you. i love yoy
From: ABC
To: olivia
i tried as hard as i could and maybe you did too. but it’s not working again. i just want to see you and for us to be okay but you say you’re not allowed to and then we get into another fight or we don’t speak for days. maybe when we’re both in better places we can find our friendship again
From: ABC
To: olivia
did you actually want me, but go back on it? or did you just say those things for no reason? idk which hurts more.
From: ABC
To: olivia
I'm sorry I hurt you. I apologized a billion times, and I promised to do better, but I don't know what else to say. It seems like it's not enough and you're still mad at me... rightfully so, but I just want things to go back to normal before I go back to school again. :(
From: ABC
To: olivia
i still have dreams about you. i don't think i was meant to cut you out of my life. i miss you, but we've out grown each other.
From: ABC
To: olivia
i’m sorry. u should be too tho. both of us fucked up let shit get the best of us . it’s better off now tho. and my mental health is so much better
From: ABC
To: olivia
im really glad that u texted me. i needed it. i really missed u. im so happy we're back to being how it was. i luv u:)
From: ABC
To: olivia
you were my first best friend, i love you so much
you might of moved on but i will always be here for you
From: ABC
To: olivia
You mean more to me than you will ever know. I’m sorry I can’t show that to you. I just don’t know how.
From: ABC
To: olivia
you have everything i don't. i love you but i also hate you so much. you make me feel bad about myself and the worst part is it's not even your fault.
From: ABC
To: olivia
i miss u so much and i’m so sad u told me to stop messaging you and i will always be here for u remember that
From: ABC
To: olivia
why do I feel guilty about the things you did to me and the evil way you treated me even though it wasn’t my fault? i love you much but ik you don’t love me the same.