Unsent messages to OLIVIA
From: ABC
To: olivia
Date: November 17, 2020, 11:35 pm UTC
I love u and hate u, u made me feel so worthless yet u were my best friend, how could u treat someone u loved like trash ?
From: ABC
To: olivia
Date: November 16, 2020, 6:32 pm UTC
we grew up together. you were always by my side. and when you weren’t, i knew you would be back. but now you’re gone and i have a feeling it’s going to stay that way. i shouldn't miss you but for some reason i still do.
From: ABC
To: olivia
Date: November 16, 2020, 4:39 pm UTC
Did you actually ever love me or was it all my body? You said you cared, but when it came down to it you only wanted to touch me. You never wanted to be with me, just enjoy my presence. An the whole time you looked at my best friend the way I wanted you to look at me...
From: ABC
To: olivia
Date: November 16, 2020, 3:21 am UTC
Realmente odio perder tu amistad, pero más odio que hayas elegido quedarte con la amistad de ellas y no la mia.
From: ABC
To: olivia
Date: November 13, 2020, 11:55 pm UTC
no hay dia que no piense en vos, sos lo primero en lo que pienso cuando me despierto y lo ultimo que pienso cuando me voy a dormir
From: ABC
To: olivia
Date: November 12, 2020, 6:11 pm UTC
i'll always hate you ✨ but i'm glad you got what you deserved. hope you're miserable forever with ur nasty ass *boyfriend.*
From: ABC
To: olivia
Date: November 10, 2020, 3:19 pm UTC
did you actually want me, but go back on it? or did you just say those things for no reason? idk which hurts more.
From: ABC
To: olivia
Date: November 10, 2020, 3:42 am UTC
We're still friends now. I don't think you ever learned you were my first real crush on a girl. I hope you and ur bf are happy i love u both sm
From: ABC
To: olivia
Date: November 10, 2020, 3:11 am UTC
I still miss you sometimes, the times we had. I know I have to move on, I wish you the best. You were my first love.
From: ABC
To: olivia
Date: November 9, 2020, 8:00 pm UTC
it's been four hours, i still haven't stopped crying. i wanna be empty again. i just need to stop loving you
From: ABC
To: olivia
Date: November 9, 2020, 6:45 pm UTC
i'm just lost, i guess. i don't think i've ever loved someone this much and i wish you weren't that someone.
From: ABC
To: olivia
Date: November 9, 2020, 6:42 pm UTC
i hate that i let myself want you. and i hate that it's neither of our faults. i hate it i hate it i hate it
From: ABC
To: olivia
Date: November 9, 2020, 6:39 pm UTC
i didn't even allow myself to want you for so long because i thought it was just me. guess i know for sure now.
From: ABC
To: olivia
Date: November 9, 2020, 6:34 pm UTC
why did you say all of that if you didn't have feelings for me? i don't blame you but i'm completely blindsided.
From: ABC
To: olivia
Date: November 9, 2020, 6:22 pm UTC
guess it's a no then. that's ok, i get it. it just hurts, because i was so sure that you felt the same.
From: ABC
To: olivia
Date: November 8, 2020, 6:04 pm UTC
Did me asking you that hurt you at all? Maybe just more of a sting? I'm sorry, I forget things sometimes.
From: ABC
To: olivia
Date: November 8, 2020, 3:06 am UTC
i made u listen to "kiss goodnight" by idkhbtfm... im literally in love with u what's not clicking babe
From: ABC
To: olivia
Date: November 8, 2020, 12:17 am UTC
i tried not to fall for you. i know i’m going to get hurt but at this point idc. you have my heart in you’re hands, please be careful with it.
From: ABC
To: olivia
Date: November 7, 2020, 4:52 am UTC
I just don’t even know what to say anymore I write more and more of these they keep piling up idk what it is with you something just keeps me going keeps sending me back here telling me you’ll see these eventually look up so bad by lil mosey on SoundCloud every time im thinking about you I play that song I might have just given myself away but oh well life’s short
From: ABC
To: olivia
Date: November 4, 2020, 6:08 am UTC
hi, its me fi. i dont know if u will ever read this but in the hopes that you do, im so glad your my friend and i never stop crying thinking about when we said goodbye. i need you to know everything will be ok and i cant wait to see you again. i could really use a hug right now. i miss you loads.
From: ABC
To: olivia
Date: November 4, 2020, 3:52 am UTC
You don’t know this, but thank you for saving my life in high school. You have no idea how much you have impacted my life.
From: ABC
To: olivia
Date: November 2, 2020, 2:28 am UTC
I wish I could tell you how much you broke me. I loved you for a really long time and I just wanted a chance. I hate the friend zone. I wish you didn't reject me the way you did.
From: ABC
To: olivia
Date: October 29, 2020, 2:30 pm UTC
i wish i could stop being your friend because i know ur toxic but for some reason i cant stop coming back
From: ABC
To: olivia
Date: October 23, 2020, 7:52 am UTC
You were my first high school love but you messed me up after the break up. I hope you’re doing well nowadays
From: ABC
To: olivia
Date: October 22, 2020, 1:19 am UTC
It’s been hard these past couple weeks your constantly on my mind and it’s even worse now I can’t even talk to you or snap or anything we haven’t really talked in awhile I just want you that’s all I want but I’m just scared to tell you in case I’m wrong and my whole world falls apart I was just banking on you to tell me or see this message which is probably just misplaced hope Idk if I’ll ever know just know you can text or call for anything you need cuz u deserve nothing less than the world I’ll always love you
From: ABC
To: olivia
Date: October 21, 2020, 1:15 am UTC
oh... honey ? you're so pathetic and sad you're living with you're parents and your boyfriend looks like he doesn't wash his ass...
From: ABC
To: olivia
Date: October 18, 2020, 6:53 am UTC
I wonder if you know where to look or if you will know it is for you. I don't miss you. I don't forgive you.
From: ABC
To: olivia
Date: October 18, 2020, 3:01 am UTC
I know you are never coming back. I miss your laugh, your smile, your voice, how your eyes light up when you are excited, I miss everything
From: ABC
To: olivia
Date: October 18, 2020, 2:59 am UTC
I know you are never coming back. I miss your laugh, your smile, your voice, how your eyes light up when you are excited, I miss everything
From: ABC
To: olivia
Date: October 17, 2020, 1:29 am UTC
You told me you would always be the villain in someone else's story. It rubbed me wrong then. Now I sit alone in my dark room, fuming about the idea of you singing those lyrics. I hope you quit so I never have to see you again.
From: ABC
To: olivia
Date: October 16, 2020, 1:23 am UTC
I still think of you, I think of the days where we would go swimming then eat a panini, the nights we would stay up watch the sunrise and talk about places we wanted to travel together. I still think of you.
From: ABC
To: olivia
Date: October 15, 2020, 11:58 am UTC
I hope you know that I am not angry. The years I waited for you to come back to me made me fall in love with myself.
From: ABC
To: olivia
Date: October 13, 2020, 6:16 pm UTC
I love you. I wish I told you before it was too late. I'm glad your happy with her. I pretend I moved on, but it's a lie. You haven't talked to me in a while. I miss you. Even if I can't be with you, I would have still been ur friend. But I guess even that wasn't meant to be. I look forward to the day I find someone who makes me forget what I felt for you.
From: ABC
To: olivia
Date: October 5, 2020, 8:33 pm UTC
hi spivvy ur forever my no.1 bsf and the greatest sister of all time and ily lots even doe i don't deserve u
From: ABC
To: olivia
Date: October 3, 2020, 12:55 pm UTC
You used me. And cheated. You were my first everything but I was nothing to you. I resent you but I can't hate u.
From: ABC
To: olivia
Date: October 1, 2020, 11:40 pm UTC
You left me. I’m sorry that I fucked up. I wish I could fix it but now I’m stuck in my feelings everyday
From: ABC
To: olivia
Date: September 30, 2020, 6:15 am UTC
you chose him over us, i get it. i wish we could hangout without it being weird between us 3. we miss you but you act like you're too cool for us now.
From: ABC
To: olivia
Date: September 29, 2020, 4:00 pm UTC
hii bbbb i love you so much, you are my bsf. you have made me a better person, and im so grateful to have you in my life. there is so much to say...we laugh all the time, you listen to my rants and theres not a day that goes by that im not grateful for you coming into my life. thank you for always being there. i love you ugly. mwah
From: ABC
To: olivia
Date: September 23, 2020, 3:51 pm UTC
I hope you know how much I appreciate you. I have always believed that you're my soul mate, just thank you so much for everything
From: ABC
To: olivia
Date: September 21, 2020, 6:51 pm UTC
thank you for being my best friend since we were 6. i hope we get to stay best friends for eternity. i love you.
From: ABC
To: olivia
Date: September 19, 2020, 1:37 pm UTC
i just wanna have an honest talk with you i wanna know if this is one sided or if you feel it too even if it’s been six months
From: ABC
To: olivia
Date: September 18, 2020, 4:30 pm UTC
You’re doing the best you can and i’m proud you no matter what at the end of the day okay ? i love you
From: ABC
To: olivia
Date: September 17, 2020, 7:32 pm UTC
there was a time where you were my everything. i lived for you. but now you mean nothing. i want you dead.
From: ABC
To: olivia
Date: September 15, 2020, 8:32 pm UTC
You gave me emotions I never knew existed, if I had one wish it would be that I could replicate that.
From: ABC
To: olivia
Date: September 15, 2020, 7:04 pm UTC
I'm so lucky to have become closer with you. I love being in your company, and being a wine mum with you ;) Thank you for taking care of me in my moments of need! You're gonna go on to do amazing things, you beautiful and intelligent girl. Don't worry about a thing :)
From: ABC
To: olivia
Date: September 15, 2020, 1:07 pm UTC
i appreciate how much you put up with people's bs. you're such a strong person and you completely defy people's expectations of you. you're nothing like what you seem and it's so refreshing to know someone who is intelligent, hilarious and gorgeous. thank you for never leaving my side and for being the level headed one out of us. i love you so much
From: ABC
To: olivia
Date: September 14, 2020, 7:00 pm UTC
This is Olivia K. If you’ve written one of these about me, please call or text me. My brain can’t take this anymore. I want you too.
From: ABC
To: olivia
Date: September 14, 2020, 3:28 pm UTC
So ig you moved on. I don’t blame you I waited too long. It kills me to know I could’ve had you and did nothing abt it. I’m sorry if I ever hurt you I hope you guys work out and he makes you happy. If he ever doesn’t call me. I’ll always have these feelings for you
From: ABC
To: olivia
Date: September 13, 2020, 9:41 pm UTC
i'll always love you though, you make me feel happy and all warm inside. i love seeing you, i just wish i was allowed to tell you how i felt. but i knew it would ruin everything.
From: ABC
To: olivia
Date: September 13, 2020, 9:32 pm UTC
I still love you, but I know you have moved on, it's hard to forget what we had, but I know you have already forgotten
