Unsent Messages

We were best friends. You claimed to be my best friend, but every day I question that. You continued to talk to him even though I told you I thought it was wierd. You knew I had feelings for him and you made me feel bad even though you were talking to him. You said, "I've never had restrictions about a guy before from someone". You don't realise how shit that made me feel, I wanted to cry and scream. I don't want you as my best friend anymore. My feelings are invalidated when I try to talk to you. He was mine at first and now you want to be a thing with him. You put guys over everything and will do anything for a bit of attention regarding a guy. Lizzie liked Rhodri yet you pursued that, who would do something like that? I don't want to be your best friend anymore. I'm so done with it and I hope you gain something special with him because you've lost me for good.