I wish you would just stop comparing me to Ryanna,doing that doesn’t make me motivated or make me feel like you love me a lot,it makes me feel like you want her to be your daughter and not me you make me feel like you aren’t proud of me,you make me feel like...........like.......I AM DUMB.

i really don’t like you. at all. i want to like you but you’re a bitch and you’re everything i hate in one person.

I love you the most in this world. Thank you for always having been there for me! My world is nothing without you.

i will never be able to thank you enough for everything. thank you for making me who i am. i love you to the moon and back 100x

the first person i loved. platonically that is. i wish i were enough. its so hard. i dont wanna be this way or try to be. im not a dramatic brat or an attention whore. you break me more and more each day. how can you find happiness in someone you find so much pain.

im not mad at you, not right now, just hurt, and broken. it hurts me, you hurt me, our relationship is growing further and further apart more and more toxic. i miss being little and you would play with my hair. im sorry mommy i really am im sorry for everything. i cannot admit nor would ever be able to tell you these things as much as i wish things could get better i know they never will. you hurt me and youre too stubborn to understand my words. i love you with everything i have but its hard. its so hard to like you. everythings hard at this point. i miss the old you mommy. i hate arguing with you. im sorry.

I hope you know that if you really loved me you would know that I'm not okay and there is something wrong

I miss u so much, I want to talk to you and tell you about my new job and all, but u choose to leave me... Now I'm sad

hi mommy. i love you so much. we give each other such a hard time constantly, but whenever i think about the hurtful words i've said to you it breaks my heart. i think about how you might not be here with me someday and how my last words to you could be cruel and i don't want that. i never wanted that. i'm not sure what made our relationship turn this cold but i wish to end the bitterness. i love you mommy. i always have and always will.

Sorry hindi ko sinabi sayo. Akala ko papatayin mo ko eh. Pero approve mo sya eh. Takot lang ako na papatayin mo ko pag sinabi ko sayo. Sorry talaga I broke my promise Mommy. Pero I always believed you. I just really liked him Mommy. I tried not to let him affect me, but here I am. Pero I don't regret breaking it. I'm glad na naexperience ko yun. At least you're helping me now.

I don't know where u are or who u are anymore or if you are thinking about me, but... happy bday mom...

I have 0 memory of biological parents still. I feel awful about it. It’s not my fault. Should I when I read those messages? I never grew up with them. They don't sound so good. Horrible? :(

You hurt me in ways I could only imagine. The sad thing is that I somehow forgive you. I just wanted to be your perfect daughter. I'm sorry mommy, please forgive me.

im sorry that everything i do dissappoints u. im sorry that ur never proud of me. im sorry that my grades arent the best. im sorry im not the kid u want me to be, but im trying. im trying to be the perfect daughter for u but its hard okay? can u just realize im not perfect and i never will be. ur supposed to be the person who loves me no matter what, but ur the person who makes me hate myself. yelling at me for every mistake i make and body shaming me isnt going to make me a better person all ur doing is tearing me apart. i want my loving mom back. is that so much to ask? i love u but u make me want to dislike u. please just be proud of me that im trying. i love u and it hurts me so much when u tear me apart and say i dissappoint u. please just love me. i love you.

you told me how i shouldn't think about losing you, look at us now, as if nothing ever mattered.

i love you and im sorry if i cant make you see that

I miss you and your pretty pink sweater

wish you'd have been there for me when i needed you most, I'll never forgive you for that.

I wish you and dad worked out. I don't know why but I miss our family even if you guys fought.

I'm sorry. I suck at being a good child

i wish you got to see me graduate. ill make you proud, swear.

I’m sorry for being a burden.

I'm sorry you had to be away. You are the best and I see that. This is your first life too.

I hope you feel better soon! I love you do much mama ❤️

i hope my absence gives you the peace you were searching for all those months

im sorry for disappointing you idk what to do anymore

You're my favorite person ever, I couldn't live without you, you're my sunshine

am I still your baby? please don’t be mad at me anymore

i miss you.

I miss calling you mommy.
I miss you, even though we live in the same house.