im not mad at you, not right now, just hurt, and broken. it hurts me, you hurt me, our relationship is growing further and further apart more and more toxic. i miss being little and you would play with my hair. im sorry mommy i really am im sorry for everything. i cannot admit nor would ever be able to tell you these things as much as i wish things could get better i know they never will. you hurt me and youre too stubborn to understand my words. i love you with everything i have but its hard. its so hard to like you. everythings hard at this point. i miss the old you mommy. i hate arguing with you. im sorry.