From: ABC
To: Mommy
Date: September 22, 2020, 5:34 am
im sorry that everything i do dissappoints u. im sorry that ur never proud of me. im sorry that my grades arent the best. im sorry im not the kid u want me to be, but im trying. im trying to be the perfect daughter for u but its hard okay? can u just realize im not perfect and i never will be. ur supposed to be the person who loves me no matter what, but ur the person who makes me hate myself. yelling at me for every mistake i make and body shaming me isnt going to make me a better person all ur doing is tearing me apart. i want my loving mom back. is that so much to ask? i love u but u make me want to dislike u. please just be proud of me that im trying. i love u and it hurts me so much when u tear me apart and say i dissappoint u. please just love me. i love you.