hi mommy. i love you so much. we give each other such a hard time constantly, but whenever i think about the hurtful words i've said to you it breaks my heart. i think about how you might not be here with me someday and how my last words to you could be cruel and i don't want that. i never wanted that. i'm not sure what made our relationship turn this cold but i wish to end the bitterness. i love you mommy. i always have and always will.