Unsent messages to BENJA

everyone ask me about us

I'm sorry things had to go this way.

My heart shatters everytime I think of you. I’m sorry it turned out this way. Stay cool

mi trastorno alimenticio regreso gracias a ti y ya no quiero existir gracias a ti te odio. ¿Porque me trataste asi?

siento que se esta acercando demasiado el día en el que te tengo que dejar ir. Duele pero yo puedo. Gracias por todo benja.

perdon por herirte, me sentia muy presionada. me siento muy mal por terminar todo de esa manera, perdon por no ser a la que conociste. espero algun dia volver a hablar contigo, arreglar todo y ser amigos ;)

Creo que siempre fuiste tú, aunque pase el tiempo de vez en cuando te pienso y me pregunto si hubiéramos podido ser felices realmente

f u. rlly. seriously. you took a part of my heart I will never get back. You stole my first love from me and taught me the definition of heartbreak. Your the reason why U understand why they name hurricanes after people. u drew me in with your kindness knowing what you'll do to me. you silently broke me and then left right before I fell apart. A part of my heart will always be in your hands and I hate it. You need to give it back. This hole in my heart is not healing like everyone said it would. They said give it time. Its been three months I cant take it anymore. You're ruining me. Please. Please just give my heart back. I'm begging you. I need it. I need my heart to be full again. Do u wanna know something? Why I chose this sticky note to be blue? The night you told a really funny joke I cant even remember you were wearing a blue turtle neck sweater. This color. Maybe a little darker. I still remember. lol I hate this. I hate u. I wish I never met u.

I still like you. I know its crazy, and we live far away, and you hate me. I know I sound crazy because you ghosted me and I should just drop it, but I can't. I cant drop it. I can feel it somewhere in my heart that we are soulmates. Please talk to me.