Unsent messages to MOLLY

I wonder how many lies you've told me? How much of me do you know? I know way less about you then you do me, I wish that wasn't the case.

This is the third one I made of you, I think of you once then suddenly youre the only thing I can think of. I might pick up poetry to write about you. What would you think of that? Is it creepy? Would you tease me?

I really hate you

Purple or pink? They both remind me of you. I wish you would text me. I know you're always the first one to do it but I can't get myself to do it. You run though my mind every so often. I wonder how you are? I know we fight a lot but I still want you by. It's hot and cold whenever we're together. I hate you

'I'm still rocking your hoodie...'

I love and i hate you all at once, I hope you never find this. I wish we can talk again till ungodly hours of the night when I'll have to pester you to go to sleep. Fuck you

Hi bitch you are the ugliest zoot I know but it’s the constant breakdowns and need for attention for me ???

im really scared your falling out of love with me. i dont know what to do to fix us. im trying, i pinkie promise

im molly. i hope those ones on here arent about what you did to me. i dont want to know if youve cheated.

Im sorry for all the shit I talked when he was the one who did something wrong. U guys deserve the best I hope that everything works out.

I see you in so much. I carry you with me always. My hope is that you’ll someday see me in the same way. I know we could be incredible, because you are incredible.

It was a case of right place, wrong time. If we'd met at a different time, I know everything would have been different. You said it yourself. We held out for as long as we could and I had the best year of my life with you. We travelled so much, it was insane. You taught me so many new experiences and I will never forget you. I'm getting married tomorrow and I hope you decide to come. Miss you x

you have this really fucking annoying habit of becoming friends with people who you know treat me like shit. validation much? lol bye

I watch you do these on ur story and when u post all ur memories on ur story as well. U have the life I wish I had like to me ur perfect I wish I could be like you :) have a good night pretty

If the world was normal right now, I’d be buying a plane ticket to you. I need to be with you. We’d be okay.

I’m sorry we weren’t together forever. You were the first person I could talk to easily and I think that was special even if we don’t talk anymore. I miss you a lot, even if now it wouldn’t be the same.

Please tell me it wasn’t you who posted that one under my name. I’m going to throw up I can’t do this

All I had with you was a year. A year that I should have cherished more. How did I ruin something so quickly? From the first dm, I knew we had something special. You changed my life so quickly. You made me believe in things I had never believed in before. I trusted every ridiculously optimistic thing you said, even if I didn't want to. You loved me stronger than anything I had ever felt before. Your love is so pure. When things were good between us, I felt like I was on top of the world. I let my selfish need for constant attention ruin what we had. I looked at pictures of you from the beginning of us. You looked so different. You looked younger and healthier and happier. I drained you. I know I did. If I could have you back I'd be better. This pain is unbearable. You were so good to me. How did I let this happen? Why did I let this happen? I want to wake up. I want to wake up. I want to wake up. I'm trying to hold on but I can't. I need you. Oh my god. I need you. I need you. I'm so sorry. I can't do this. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Don't be mad. I'm so sorry.

I can't stop posting on here and on unsent letters subreddit. You were my life. You still are. I don't think I can do this. I'm so sorry. I can't live without you. I hope you see these idk. I want to fix us.

you’re my bestfriend, you’re always there when i’m crying over a stupid boy to make me smile. i love you bestie.

I haven’t really gotten over any part of you, I miss your lips on mine, I wish things were different. I’m sorry...

im so sorry i ruined everything. no matter what you say. i know i did. i cant stop panicking to the point of passing out but thats not your problem anymore. please dont find someone else. i want to rewind time. youve always deserved better. im selfish. and i only like when you call me "love". i need to be in your arms but now i never will. the emptiness hurts so badly. im sorry. i love you forever and always.

you are insanely gorgeous and i’m so lucky to have you in my life. fuck i wanna go back to that night.

lol I've always been attracted to u. if u wanted me id drop everything for u. I think u wanted me too at some point, but it was too complicated with whatever u have going on with whoever that other person is. idk. but my thing for u still hasn't gone away.

my platonic soulmate-growing with you was beautiful. as much as i miss you, i know some things just aren't meant to last forever. i wish you endless happiness.

why can’t u fucking say sorry. you fucked up, i didn’t and you never said fucking sorry, you suck for that

I treated you so bad and you took it.
when I realised what I’d done you’d realised you had already given me enough chances.

I’m sorry.
I still and Will always love you.

it’s hurt so much since you passed away. i miss you and i love you forever. i wish you knew how we loved you

You really deserve better I am so sorry. I got myself into this mess and it never seems like the right time to say goodbye. I never wanted to hurt you

i dont even know if thats ur name. after he told you he has a girlfriend why did u get on ur fucking knees?

Hey, I just wanted to say that I am sorry. I know that we have grown apart, but I miss you and our friendship. I am sad that we're not as close anymore. I hope you are living your best life now and I am sorry

you were the first girl i ever loved.
i think a piece of my heart will always belong to you.
and isn't that just the most stereotypical lesbian thing of me to say?

molls, i am so happy with how far we've come, i really really hope we are friends forever, it breaks my heart when we aren't in a good place with each other, i really hope we stay best friends til the end of time.

it’s been a year. often i think i never truly loved you, i was just jealous of you and wanted what you had. that jealousy still lives within me and every time i see you or hear your name, my eyes burn a little. i would never get back together with you, but i wish i could do it over to end it better.

I wish u didn't have a thing with that person. I like u a lot. I think u know that. do u even have a thing anymore? am I terrible person for wanting you either way?

i appreciate you so much and thank you for being my best friend and for being there when no one else was

I am pretending to be your boyfriend so that guy will leave you alone, but I could be your real girlfriend if you gave me a chance.

I think I'm falling out of love with you and I'm so sorry. I wish I felt different. Sometimes I hate you and wish I never met you. You haven't done anything wrong. I guess we will see what happens.

thank you for all you have done. you’ve helped me through so much and i don’t think you know how grateful i am.

You're so brave, talented, beautiful and intelligent. Do not succumb to your thoughts. I worry for you. I love you so much and want to see you succeed in every single area of your life.

you are my bestfriend and now your gone... you have moved on,after the night i felt i lost you but i didnt it was just my brain.But now its happened and im even more broken than i was before.Please come back and save me.You were my childhood and without you i feel like everything is gone...I love you so much:(

I did something for myself and now I'm seen as a bad person. Why do i believe it? Why does it hurt so much. Can you please just forgive me? He didn't cheat on you. I don't know what you believe about us but trust me we have cared so much about you to the point where we were punishing ourselves over and over. It's been over a year and what? I still feel like shit. I never meant to hurt you. I wanted to be your friend but I wanted to make a decision for myself too. Am I really terrible for that? Are you still angry?

what the hell is your problem with me? i don't want your boyfriend, why are you so insecure? i don't care anymore stop sending me threats and talking about me

all the things you said youre right. Maybe ill never be better. lately all i can think about is if i could ever be good, if i can stop myself from ruining things. its too late anyway. i hope your next makes you happy happier than i ever did

i miss opening my phone and seeing a picture of us as the lock screen. i miss you, my little shit. ❤️

i feel incomplete and lonely without you, i hope we can find a way to make this work. im not sure what the future has in store for us but i only wish you success. ily.

I haven’t stopped feeling sick to my stomach. I’ve been staring at my screen trying to find the right words but I can’t.

molly, you don’t even understand how much i miss you, every single day since that day, you’ve been constantly in my head. i really miss us. i miss your voice, miss your singing, missed our stupid little conversations we had. without you im lost. I really want to talk to you, but i know you don’t want to talk with. i tried my best to bring you back into my life, but i failed. you don’t understand how much i adore you. i loved you so much i told my mother about you, i really thought she’d like you. you were so kind and i just really love you. you are so special to me and i thought you were the one. ive never felt this way about a girl in my life. even though you gave me so much pain, id still go running back to you in a heart beat because you are worth it. you are the one.

i loved u more than anything. i don't understand why you hurt me like this. i hope you still think of me when you put on freudian.

i wish i never let you go but i wasnt ready. I'm ready now. but now I see you're doing better off without me. i hope a part of you never lets me go because I will never let what we had leave my mind. now you see me as a best friend but its slowly killing me hear you talk about other girls. i still love you

You hurt me so bad, you know that right? Doesn’t stop my heart from skipping a beat when I think of you.

You hurt me so bad, you know that right? Doesn’t stop my heart from skipping a beat when I think of you.

You hurt me so bad, you know that right? Doesn’t stop my heart from skipping a beat when I think of you.